once again the goofball is open! someone please come break the curse of this role or come choose from one of our other 5 available skeletons! you’ll find those in the source link and the link to our main blog is the pinned post!
Definitely adopting a black cat soon. Or any cat that bonds with me.
I’m. begging ppl to learn fandom history
So I never really like said anything about me but hi!! I'm Gilda, I'm non-binary, I'm omni, I pet regress and age regress, I read wattpad(iykyk), mcyt, creepy pasta, anime, slightly undertale, sander sides, shifting realities, mental illness, bad jokes, cat brain go brrrrrrrrr, cosplay, Minecraft, art, kandi, and much more I guess? Also it/we/our/us/xem pronouns please!!
Boğulduğum denize zaafım bitmiyor...
I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.
Shifting Logs Day 2
I haven’t attempted to shift since my last post, since I had a general low mood on the second night and I was having a breakdown last night. Can’t shift with bad energy, so I had to wait. But I made this post to talk about my dream. I was in a hotel trying to escape Himiko Toga hunting me. I don’t quite know if it was DR me or CR me. It was probably DR since I was calling the police, and in CR you don’t call the police saying an anime character is after you. Anyway Toga was being a little shit, chasing me, trying to break into my room, she even had clones of herself. It was terrifying.
Come to think of it, the “hotel” might have been an apartment in Japan because I kept looking up a Marriot to get the address and call the police.
Welp, not much else to talk about. I’ll make another post if I remember anything else. Is this a sign of shifting? I have no idea. As always, message me if you wanna talk! I’m always looking for friends!
Your Adventure is a short and free RPG where you make an original character then set out on your own adventure, meet a cast of colorful characters, and uncover what's really going on with your adventure when it starts to go off the rails. It is a teaser for a larger project, but includes two endings, three unique opening levels to choose from, and some hidden content you'll only find with multiple play throughs.
You can be a they/them, a he/him, a she/her, a they/him, a she/them, a xey/xem, or whoever you want to be because this is your adventure!
However if this, an advertised feature that doesn't effect you in anyway, makes you cringe, then perhaps this isn't the game for you, and that's okay too. I don't usually play horror games because the advertised scares aren't my cup of tea and I know to stay away from content that is upsetting to me. So bigots really shouldn't play games with advertised inclusivity in them because they should stay in their safe spaces.
Steam Link Itchio Link
using tiktok makes me feel like I’m captured by a villain and they’re making me watch their brainwashing slide shows but it’s uninteresting and I wanted to get brainwashed
"WE NEED TO HELP .............."
Complete the sentence.
So... inflammation is still there but I got a gel from the doc. Still hurting but it got a little better since I used the gel.
Tomorrow is the check up for the inflammation. Let's see what the doc says about it.
I also had an appointment with my therapist today. We decided or she, bc I wasn't really sure what is the best option at the moment, that I still stay home and not going to work.
I will regularly drive to my parents so my lovely mom can watch over me. She also is weighing me. So my ed doesn't get out of hands until I can go inpatient again. I really hate being controlled and stuff like that... really. But at the moment I'm kind of thankful for it bc I really need it. I need someone who is constantly watching me and eating meals with me. I'm kind of glad my mom actually takes this much time to help me out here.
I constantly have the feeling it's not bad enough for clinical treatment and I can't feel the danger for my health even if I get told so and actually know it. So it's better to have someone with me so I don't get lost on the way.
But enough of dark things for now. Since I have a lot problems with sleeping properly I decided to make a dream catcher. It's still in progress but I got quite far today:
I don't really believe in it but I love those things and maybe just seeing it going to bed makes me feel better and that makes me sleep better. I mean it's possible... maybe. Anyway I have really fun working on it.
For now it's bed time. I really need some sleep today. Just ending the day with cuddling fluffy my good boy and watching my night sky lamp.
So good sleep... here I come! Hopefully.
So I was looking at getting new toothpaste and tooth brushing stuff for my soon to be 8 year old maltese yorkie pupper. He has only needed one teeth cleaning in his entire life and he was 3ish years when he had it done. He is fucking lucky he did not get the bad yorkie teeth, because I know of 2 yorkies who had barely any teeth, both were practically without teeth by age 9. My pup only seems to have joint issues in his hips and shoulders. ANYWAYS. I was looking at teeth cleaning toys for my busy boy and quite a few had “before & after” pictures and literally 90% of the time, the after was 100% photoshopped. It is quite obvious, the edges , the the lack of a light source and shadows, and the bright whiteness of the teeth in the pictures. Morons. If we ignore the lack of proper shaping of the teeth, to obtain perfectly white teeth for humans is difficult, and we brush our teeth daily! To have a dog with pure white teeth is so unlikely that not even a chronic unlucky gambler would bet on it.
I love how the second picture the teeth change shape and color....