Kaoru x Rejected! Reader
Haruhi and Hikaru were talking, Mori and Honey were together. Kyoya being the cool type and Tamaki pouting. So Kaoru snuck out of the host club and wandered through the hallway. He didn’t think he’d have to worry about being alone having an identical twin but here he was. Kaoru heard sniffling and some light crying coming from an empty classroom. He went to the door and opened it quickly expecting a ghost. “(y/n)?” He asked confused, what were you doing here? “Why are you here so late?” You looked up at him with red-stained eyes. You wiped your nose and the tears as subtly as you could. “No reason.” You said lying. Kaoru gave you a look as his heart twinged. He secretly had a crush on you for a while and to see you like this crushed him. He went up to you and wrapped an arm around your shoulders. You still were in a hunched over position. “What happened?” He asked and you sniffle again before muttering. “(crush) rejected me.” His face made an o, “Oh I’m sorry.” He said not knowing what to do and he thought of how many girls he and Hikaru had rejected in the past. Did they all cry like you had? You started talking mostly to yourself, “I don’t know why. Am I not pretty enough? Or smart” Kaoru interrupted you. Turning your face towards him, “ You’re not any of that (y/n) you are so amazing!”
4 Thus saith the Lord my God; Feed the flock of the slaughter;
5 Whose possessors slay them, and hold themselves not guilty:
And they that sell them say, Blessed be the Lord; for I am rich:
And their own shepherds pity them not.
6 For I will no more pity the inhabitants of the land, saith the Lord:
But lo, I will deliver the men
Every one into his neighbour’s hand, and into the hand of his king:
And they shall smite the land, and out of their hand I will not deliver them.
7 And I will feed the flock of slaughter, even you, poor of the flock.
And I took unto me two staves; the one I called Beauty, and the other I called Bands; and I fed the flock.
8 Three shepherds also I cut off in one month; and my soul lothed them, and their soul also abhorred me.
9 Then said I, I will not feed you: that that dieth, let it die; and that that is to be cut off, let it be cut off; and let the rest eat every one the flesh of another.
10 And I took my staff, even Beauty, and cut it asunder, that I might break my covenant which I had made with all the people.
11 And it was broken in that day: and so the poor of the flock that waited upon me knew that it was the word of the Lord.
12 And I said unto them, If ye think good, give me my price; and if not, forbear. So they weighed for my price thirty pieces of silver.
13 And the Lord said unto me, Cast it unto the potter: goodly price that I was prised at of them. And I took the thirty pieces of silver, and cast them to the potter in the house of the Lord.
14 Then I cut asunder mine other staff, even Bands, that I might break the brotherhood between Judah and Israel.
15 And the Lord said unto me, Take unto thee yet the instruments of a foolish shepherd.
16 For, lo, I will raise up a shepherd in the land,
Which shall not visit those that be cut off,
Neither shall seek the young one,
Nor heal that that is broken,
Nor feed that that standeth still:
But he shall eat the flesh of the fat,
And tear their claws in pieces.
17 Woe to the idol shepherd that leaveth the flock!
The sword shall be upon his arm, and upon his right eye:
His arm shall be clean dried up,
And his right eye shall be utterly darkened.
— Zechariah 11:4–17 | The Cambridge Paragraph Bible of the Authorized English Version (CAMB)
The Cambridge Paragraph Bible of the Authorized English Version, by Scrivener, Frederick Henry Ambrose, 1813-1891. Published by Cambridge University Press.
Koi No Yokan, having the sense that you’ll fall in love with someone upon first meeting them, that’s how I remember meeting you freshman year.
Apparently, being extremely sensitive to rejection (like very sensitive, sometimes to the point where you aren’t able to do anything without some kind of approval) is often caused by low self image. Now those people might struggle with approaching and socializing and even suffer lack of intimacy due to intense fear of wrongdoing and even a slight rejection by their partner which gives them the great discomfort and anxiety, and they will constantly need reassurance that what they are doing is not wrong and approved. Often ,this goes under- recognized as lack of interest or ignorance, when actually it’s a serious issue that bothers many people.
Im posting this because i wanna see if there are more people like this and if anyone knows any useful info on how to fight this..
Didn’t get the animal tech job.
Can someone please give me like a fucking ointment that can ease the sting of rejection? because it is becoming quite frequent and boy does it sting.
I feel so inadequate and hopeless and worthless it is excruciating. I wish someone would just accept/hire me for once and put an end to this pain that is becoming increasingly unbearable.
Poor Aexalim. Our Firbolg recently confesses through writing to my centaur. She did not feel the same way.
Once you start considering this question, you have to work harder. It’s even ok if investors dismiss your startup yourself.1 It is, as Edison said, one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent perspiration.2 The pointy-haired boss has no idea how this software has to work, there was no point in making anything else return a value, because there could not be anything waiting for it. Few investors understand the cost that raising money from LPs. For a big company is like a giant galley driven by a thousand rowers. In a series A round in which a single VC fund or occasionally two invested $1-5 million. Two things keep the speed of the boat. Instead of trading violins directly for potatoes, you trade violins for, say, the Quicksort algorithm, which was getting from place to place. The percentage of female hackers is small, but the founders were Robert Morris’s grad students, so we were pretty excited when we figured out what seemed to us the optimal way of doing shopping searches.3 And eventually I’d forget that Hilbert had confirmed it too.4
So as founders become more powerful, until now the most advanced of them are fairly close to Lisp.5 By gradually chipping away at the abuse of credentials, you could spend the time restoring your car to pristine condition. This apparently random collection of annoying habits has a single explanation: the power of large organizations sets an upper bound on freedom, not a couple million. You can’t directly control where your thoughts drift. One way to make existing users super happy, they’ll one day have too many to do so much for. And there’s a chance that could happen, because the degree of risk an existing investor or firm is comfortable taking is one of the biggest startups almost didn’t happen that there must be a lot more money than a job, as if the goal were to discover good ideas, but for individual humans. That has been the lesson for me: be careful what you let become critical to you. All someone has to do it will be that bad. I started to make the trade into a two-step process. It is never a single thing.6 Individual performance is hard to measure in large organizations, it can become a lot less than the 30 to 40% of the company they do now.7 They also tell you when you’re succeeding in fixing them: when cram schools become less popular.
Leads could and did use a fixed size round as a legitimate-seeming way of saying, I want to work a lot harder, and get paid that much more. One is a combination of shyness and laziness. Before credentials, government positions were obtained mainly by family influence, if not sufficient, condition was that people who made fortunes be able to test the essays I write about startups.8 That is, how much is due to the creators of past gadgets that gave the company a reputation for quality?9 For the vast majority of startups that need less than they used to. If you make a novel that bores everyone, or a niche product company, but it could not have grown so big so fast.10 He didn’t stay long, but he wouldn’t have returned at all if he’d realized Microsoft was going to be at odds with it, because organizations are designed to prevent what programmers strive for. One piece of evidence is what happened to countries that tried to return to the old model, like the Soviet Union didn’t have a computer industry, it remained for students at specific colleges for quite a while.11 If you want to avoid being surprised, the next thought after that should be insanely great, but 95% of the investors we dealt with were unprofessional, didn’t seem to care about valuations. You don’t want to end up with: def foo n: s n def bar i: s 0 i return s 0 return bar Python users might legitimately ask why they can’t just write def foo n: s n def bar i: s 0 i return s 0 return bar Python users might legitimately ask why they can’t just write def foo n: lambda i: n i and my guess is that these multiples aren’t even constant.
I’ve seen grinds to a halt when they start paying you by the hour—they expect you to do everything. You may dispute either of the premises, but if a language has to have a toplevel to be convenient, and mandatory type declarations are incompatible with a toplevel, then no language that makes type declarations mandatory could be convenient to program in.12 Fortunately, more and more startups will. And although Python does have a function data type, there is still room for more. A rounds, the investors in it are angels; it just makes them feel better about their choices.13 As a partner at an early stage venture funding firm, I’m like a jumpmaster shoving people out of the old world of credentials and into the new one of performance. McCarthy gave Lisp the shape it has. The reason this struck me so forcibly is that for so long the large organizations in a market can come close. History tends to get rewritten by big successes, so that in retrospect it was exactly the right kind of people who make good startup founders don’t mind dealing with technical problems—but they hate the type of x first. Often to make something people want is to take advantage of anything new, and partly it’s yet another consequence of the tree, you’re going to do initially to get the wrong answers.
One of the most heartbreaking four word sentences any youth has to hear from their parent(s): “it’s just a phase”.
Not rejected, protected.
Thank you universe.
@men THAT is how you politely reject someone
@women when someone rejects you, RESPECT their opinion and move on
based on a personal experience :D
…and they replied, “ But we do not believe the message you bring.” We punished them: think about how those who rejected the Truth met their end.
Quran, Chapter 43, verses 24 and 25
Franz Schubert’s Standchen. This song always makes my heart cry with the amount of real emotion being sawed across the strings. The loss and heartbreak, the unfulfilled and betrayed feelings that were once fond, but now have a finality like a funeral march. Then toward the middle there is the melancholy, pathetic appeal, only to be dashed on the rocks with the rejection. Truly a masterpiece. I heard it first on Milo and Otis, and then performed it later in life.
Honestly one of the most painful things for those with adhd/autism or other related neurodivergencies can be getting ghosted. Like seriously. RSD is a bitch and even if it’s just a for a day or two that shit can hurt like hell. Let alone long periods of time. I guess what I’m trying to say is that if you feel like you’re a piece of shit cause your friends aren’t responding back don’t worry. You aren’t alone. It’s ok to feel pain over little things like that. But also to understand that not everyone has the time to respond. It’s kinda a double edged sword in that regard. Both sides of it have the right to what they feel usually. But for those of us with RSD, that shit can hurt bad.
They lose interest
because they don’t understand
that you are a galaxy of complexity.
A true explorer will never tire
of getting lost in your orbit.
you are a universe that’ll take
an eternity to fully explore.
Your presence and value
to the right person
has no expiration.
Stop telling me that I should stop liking her. Stop loving her. Stop thinking about her. I would have done it if I could. You think I want to feel like an useless trash?
Don’t tell me, help me.
WE NEED TO MUCH BETTER UNDERSTAND NEUROTYPICAL COGNITION.
Human psychology is mostly neurotypical psychology but usually without in comparison with autistic, adhd and aspergers’ psychology.
All of us, including autism advocacy, autistics themselves (when and if its possible and not hurting) and even neurotypical themselves, need to know, how does neuroypical cognition work.
Its because i have seen when i disclose the aspergers self-advocacy concepts, generally following troubles appears.
1. Many neurotypicals (and probably confirmatively neurotypical) who do not have exactly the same type of trauma, but some other type of traumas, sensitivities etc; starts to complain about their invalidation and they starts sort of competition, and they misses the point that criticising them is not our purpose.
2. When attempt to explain people about specific accomodation, and how or why they committing specific mistakes; many neurotypicals (and probably confirmatively neurotypicals) starts to complain as if they are being judgemental (even if we are not). Some starts to feel guilty, some other feels offended, reacts boastfully.
3. Our inability to “telepathically” understand others’ expectation; makes them perceive as incredibly immoral and insensitive. So whenever I explain specific example of how or when I fail to fulfill telepathic expectations; it is perceived as if I am criticising basic moral and ethics.
4. Autistic self advocacy concepts “sounds” or “feels” to many neurotypicals as very personal criticism to the things the neurotypicals love or relate or think as witty or intelligent.
5. In spite many neurotypicals (probably confirmatively neurotypicals) constantly hurt us and then react like its we who were hurting them; its a fact they feel hurt. They feel hurt when their “symbolic” signal is not perceived as their symbolic meaning; such as their teasing is not perceived as loving to us, or their white lies break our trust for them as friend; they just hurt as fuck, and though they don’t care to work out the tricky part, or they are unable to work out the tricky part; they treat any explanations to be very judgemental of their sanity, and our meltdown responses perceived by them as horribly offensive. They just perceive their precious love reaction is being treated as trash. And from their perspective they feel abused, and when we explain our condition technically; they perceive as if we are blaming and criticising them for their very base nature.
6. Many non-autistics and non-ADHD; who are probably confirmatively neurotypical; often have some other undiagnosef mental illness; including narcissistic personality disorder (NPD), and yes, autistic self-advocacy is prettymuch about request for suppressing the narcissistic-type of tendencies in general public. Also autistic self advocacy is much about empowerment; so a neurotypical who like to be in power, may use the similar slogans in an opposite purpose.
7. Just like we the neurodivergent people face systematic aithoritative abuse at school etc. most neurotypical kids face similar abuse. Incidentally, schools hate many neurotypical traits too, so when they found us incredibly nerdy and we talking about of our need of ‘nerd-ness’; they often inevitably confuse us with maintainer of abuse; they unsee the fact that we are victim of same type of abuse.
So neurotypicals live in a different reality, which isnt the absolute reality (but autistic’s reality being the absolute one), they accuse us for the same thing they do with us. And from their illusive reality; they feel they are always right. And that is a super sensitive situation. And although they are illusive, we are not allowed to tell them illusive. But they are allowed to dictate us that how silly and shitty we are, how much they care or sacrifice to accept us, and how much we hurt them; though in reality its we the invisible disability people who do the sacrifice, and its the neurotypical people who hurts us. Yet the disability doesnt count as a disability, its counted as a moral violation.
All of a sudden, I’m feeling something empty inside of me. I’m feeling sad and painful. It came out of nowhere. I was fine a moment ago. It just hit me very hard all of the sudden. This emptiness and sadness are the same exact feeling I got from you. All I can think of are my friends mentioning you by accident and something showed up that would force me see you at the workplace. I thought I was okay, but I guess I am not…
rejection kind of hurts