if u want me to deactivate so bad, give me a few good reasons how my silence would do more good than u posting about ur weird fetishes every 10 mins
Jakurai entered the room and held out the tray of tea toward Ramuda. “No... but... I suppose I’m not surprised you can’t either.”He did smile a little bit, not quite sitting next to Ramuda but waiting for him to take the steaming teacup.
“It’s chamomile tea with lemon and honey,” he explained with a smile.
He set the tray down on a desk in the corner of the room and took his own tea, sitting on the chair there. “Truthfully... I...”
Jakurai tensed up a bit, his expression growing ever sore. “I truly miss Kannabi... but I don’t want anyone else to get hurt. I sense what you want to try to do. I want to help you, I’m supposed to be duplicating this medicine for you. Not... allowing you to...” he grew quiet again and sunk his head near the teacup. An emotion finally was expressed on the good doctor’s face opposite of his usual calm gaze or warm grin. This was different. This was pain.
“I can’t say I know all that you feel, but I have taken life and,” his words didn’t want to leave his mouth, but he persisted, “I would do anything to make it right, so I understand. I suppose I can’t stop you from feeling you must do what we both know you’re considering...” Jakurai set the cup down and put a hand up to his eye to prevent any tears from revealing this moment of vulnerability. He cleared his throat, “There often is another way. The conclusion can’t be decided so quickly.” It just can’t.
Ramuda took the cup and held it in his hands, allowing the warmth from it to seep into his hands and fingers. It felt nice. He listened to what it was and glanced down into it. Ah, he understood. Jakurai wanted him to sleep. He couldn't. He had to visit Yotsutsuji that night and talk to him before he did the inevitable. But that was when he caught the hint of something else in the doctor's voice.
He looked up at the man. He had... never heard his voice so pained. The pinkette was shocked to say the least. Jakurai of all people was being vulnerable around him. Things were odd. They really were. Was this even real? Or was he dreaming? He set the teacup down and pinched himself, hard. Three. Two. One. No. This... wasn't a dream? He blinked. Days before, the two of them had practically been at each other's throats, and now today, they were having such a tender moment. He took a sip of the tea then.
If anyone had told him this was to happen a week prior to this event, he would have laughed in that person's face and said that there was no way as he'd hated Jakurai's guts and the ex-assassin massively disliked him. Yet here they were. Such a delicate moment. He didn't think he'd ever seen Jakurai like this. Ever. Ramuda waited for the man to finish before he finally decided to add anything more to the conversation.
"I made it pretty obvious, huh? What I'm planning... Jakurai, if I do this, everything'll be okay again. You get your assistant back." He reached into his coat and again procured the accursed microphone, looking down at it as he twisted it in his hands, the smooth material sliding against his skin. Yes, he did have some hope that Jakurai could recreate his medicine, but if the doctor couldn't, Ramuda at least wanted a say in how he went down.
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A LITTLE PSA: I’m gonna be on a small little family trip over the weekend which means I might not be online as much as usually. If you message me or reply to one of my message during the next couple days, I might not reply until monday/tuesday. Just know that I’m not ignoring you agdhsja everything is gonna be back to normal on monday/tuesday ♡
im playing league with my friends rn and this stinky gp was being mean for no reason and we just started calling him bald and he got SO MADDDDDD AND TRIED COMING FOR OUR THROATS BUT WE JUST KEPT CALLING HIM BALD AND HE WAS JUST LSNJBKDVFN
Karl’s internet seems to be working again btw! He’s going to come back tomorrow as a “just in case” and so that he can catch up on other work now that his internet is back.