(( I forgot how beautiful Ezio’s theme is ))
말해 뭐해.. 너 어짜피 안 들을거 뻔히 아는데... 그래도 글을 쓴다. 너 아무 걱정 안해두 돼 .. 왜 쓸데없는 생각하고 안자고 밥 안 먹고 날리냐?? 나 널 사랑하는만큼 홋내고싶어 ... control 하지 못하는 것들의 대해서 생각하지마.. 어짜피 control 안돼면 걱정해도 바뀔거 없어. 그래서 넌 그냥 자신을 믿어. 우리도 널 믿는 것처럼. Stay들 다 바보 아니잖아 본명히 너는 믿을만한 사람이니까 여기까지 너랑 온거야. 엿헤까지 잘 하고 왔잖아.. 그럼 촣은 생각만해, 줌비 하는 시간 즐기면서. 우리 한테는 널 불안하면서 comeback 하는거 보단 너는 행복하게 comeback 없이 사랐으면 더 의미 있다. 좀 늦게 깨닫게돼서 미안. 네가 stay 렀어 더 잘할깨 대신 너도 꾹 행북하게 살아야돼 우리 옆에, 오래 오래 .. 아니 영원히. 사랑해 찬아... 너는 밥 찰 먹어야돼 .. sunscreen 도 잘 바르고 아랐지? 약속? 약속.
I know you're stubborn and you won't listen (also negative thoughts can be overpowering and you can't help yourself) . but I wish you wouldn't let all the negative thoughts get to you. especially when it's taking away your appetite and your sleep. as much as I admire you I also want to scold you for letting things that you cannot control worry you so much. if you cannot control it there's no point getting worked up over it cuz whatever you do cannot change it. I hope you're not stuck with feeling of losing control when some things just cannot be foreseen. I wish you would trust yourself as much as we've come to trust you cuz all stays are not stupid. There is a reason so many people believe in you and its because we've watched you very closely to see you achieve what you have and we believe that you will always outdo yourself and take care of the boys in the process. Honestly, rather than see you be anxious about a comeback we'd rather you be happier even if it meant not having one. and as a STAY i feel bad for realizing that too late. You have to stay happy and stay with us for a long time... no forever. I promise to be a better STAY so you also have to promise to not worry, and be happy. eat your meals properly and apply sunscreen properly. Promise? Promise.
My mom just bribed me and my siblings to wake up with warm puri