entry 2 — 16th october 2021, 02:31
dear diary, the academic year started almost a month ago and i’m really under pressure, i have to study, find an internship, do some networking and honestly, i feel like i’m not doing anything and it’s scary.
since i’m a very serious student, i decided to go clubbing with some friends for the first time. well, "first time", i tried going clubbing before but we got lost on our way, we got harassed and catcalled, and then the pandemic happened. anyway, i was super stressed, i didn’t even know how to dance! i can’t dance to save my life! i decided to wear a red mini dress and some high heels… it’s october, IT’S AUTUMN, IT WAS COLD AND WINDY! i don’t know what i was thinking but at least i looked sexy. 💋
the club was very nice, the music was good, at first i was embarrassed because i couldn’t dance and my dress was way too short but i got more comfortable after a few shots. maybe too comfortable because this guy came to me and tried to teach me a dance… it was terrible, i repeat: i cannot dance to save my life! we laughed and exchanged our socials (he was cute and i am still waiting for him to text me by the way :/ ). after he left i went back to my friend and another guy came to me, he was tall, black and handsome, really handsome, he was from germany. we danced, we whined a little—i was terrible and off beat but i actually enjoyed it, maybe a little too much. by the way this guy, #2, is multitalented, he can cook and make music. #2 introduced me to his friend… let’s call him #3, another tall man but i completely forgot what he looked like so i can’t tell if he’s handsome or not. we really got along and i kind of abandoned my friend to go talk to #3 in a quieter area, we exchanged socials and we came back to my friend and his friend. unfortunately he had to leave with his friend because he had university at 9 a.m.. i had an eye contact with another sexy guy but we didn’t talk and i was tired so i left.
i came back home at 4 a.m. and around 6 p.m., #3 messaged me, he wants to meet me again next week. i’m a bit stressed because i don’t really remember his face. next week’s going to be very interesting.
i can’t believe i started typing at 02:31 and it’s already 03:10!
PIERCE PIERCE PIERCE
He was already sending her gifts before she even met him 😭
Gotta enjoy Murphy in S1 while he’s here 🥲
I would love to be held by you 🥺
Don’t remember if this was covered later but I’m gonna pretend it was Pierce who saved her from getting hit by a car 😌
Mmmmm yes, please 😌
Horseman knows his stuff!
Ayyy it’s the boy from the Andrea/Pierce family photo! xD
Although now I’m really sus that he’s the first character we see in the present…👀
He is so precious ❤️❤️❤️ and he is so in love ❤️❤️❤️ and him calling her my Queen 😭😭😭😭😭 I’m just sooooooooo swooned by him 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥺🥺🥺🥺
I feel like Sophie's 10 Wishes is about how hard but rewarding is to move through transitional points in your life. How life (our urban routines in capetalist societies) is always pushing us to a breakpoint where we need to decide to make it better or...detain the transition.
It's not always exciting, sure, but isn't life like this? Unexciting at moments? And by that, I don't mean the pacing should follow life in its terribly boring seconds, but that is what it feels sometimes reading...the fillers? It's a flawed series but which resonates to me.
Do the writers like Tea that much or they're just too lazy to imagine any of us making juice or something that requires a bit more of effort and work? I am not even judging. I'm quite lazy, too. Lol
Well, I don't remember any of those people but my trashboy Dominic!
Also, you Dominic, stop hitting on my other MC! 😤
Claudia Kishi Outfits - Mary Anne and the Great Romance
Women, I have a thing for people with pets. The pets are just too precious, so they make me consider their "parents" uwu
My exact reaction:
Is that Winchestor's outfit? Lol
I just love when you go to the more rational path and the writer does something dumb like putting words like these in the mouth of your character 🥴🥴 I can have a better control of impulse without going to the extreme that is to curb my emotions as a constant trait
And she's very impulsive outside of bigger social gatherings lol