Imagine leaning your head on your f/o’s shoulder and them leaning theirs on your head with a sigh of relief. They take your hand in theirs as you bask in the time well spent with them.
But also just the other day someone saw my New Lapis drawing and recognised me as the artist. Made me think about how nice it was when Tumblr was alive and there was an SU community and i was actively part of something. Felt really nice to always be engaged with people, talk with people, share art, and be a part of a community.
Nowadays I'm living a very Adult(TM) life. Got a new job that i just started (boy it's fantastic!). Started playing the violin again. Still not sleeping (lol to the surprise of absolutely no one).
A fathered a few baby queers irl so that was a fun experience. One of my irl friends went from cis male -> gender fluid/questioning -> trans girl under my Dadly guidance lmao. Some nonbinary folks felt comfortable and safe coming out bc of my presence. So it's been a real fun time being able to provide this sort of supportive queer environment to ppl irl.
But yeah i def miss having a relevant presence online.
I'm obviously still here on tumblr (bc Tumblr gives me a nice anonymous place to vent or talk about my personal life) but I'm mostly just on discord now for every day shit and twitter for art things. Also Instagram for irl updates. IG has actually been amazingly interactive considering i only have a small fraction of followers there compared to everywhere else
I was talking with my dude and they made me realise that I can excuse murder and cannibalism but not rape Usagi from the anime Junjou Romantica is weirdly similar to NBC's Hannibal Lecter and now I can't fucking sleep.
They have the same fucking hair, the shady attitude, the gaslight skills, some childhood trauma to add mystery, that person they are all "no but I love him" but wouldn't hesitate to kill bc of jealousy, both used to live in a mansion, and voilà: weird criminal in a three piece suit.
sukuna like canonically barely gives a fuck if any at all at whatever happens on the outside world UNLESS it directly involves megumi and you guys want to say we’re weird and get mad at us for thinking it’s a little... how u sya.... fruity. like he literally doesn’t have a canonical plan for a new world revolved around megumi being in it after fighting him a total of 1 (one) fucking time. the (thee) fucking ryomen sukuna who kills indiscriminately. okay.
1) being mutuals on duolingo (and secretly wants to have more xp than ur partner)
2) private messaging each other during an ongoing zoom call
3) having a video call late at night just to rant about books u just read even though u need to wake up by 7.30 am tomorrow for class
4) calling each other in the morning to attend class because there’s always at least one of u that’ll oversleep
5) mirrowing each other’s movements/behaviour during an online meeting
6) borrowing the same books from an online library
7) texts each other during class to complain about ur least favorite subject(s)
8) still studying after school hours to discuss topics u don’t understand
9) can’t sleep at night and doesn’t feel like doing anything so u scroll endlessly through the internet looking for memes and spamming ur partner with them
10) visiting museums virtually and doing research about every single artwork so thoroughly until u somehow ended up in an internet rabbit hole
11) wanting to watch period dramas together but the wifi is so slow that the stream is lagging so u just ended up talking about how ur life would be like in a period drama instead
Dr. Patrick I. Amadasun
Dr. Patrick Amadasun (Ph.D., DM.) has a background in Biology and Medicine. He is an erudite scholar and has authored books like A New Economic Order and many more.
Love is not a gift❤️✨🎁
Love is not a gift
Recieving which is a matter of dislike or please
It makes people, it's presence felt
And the coldest hearts, it also melts
Love travels without a prior information
It doesn't have a certain destination
Love is not a gift
That if you want to
You can keep forever
It has to dispatch whenever
Love is not a gift
That will make your head sick
Each time you're in love
You will glow brightly enough
You will know how to forgive
And not try to deceive
Love is not a gift
It also leaves your side at the times
That you will recieve from everyone
Some will dislike you
And hate you at the same time
But it won't matter much
As long as your heart is full of love
Love makes people angels
Sent from above
~soumi
कहती है कभी कभी मिलने आ जाया करो,
फिर सपनों मे सताऊंगी नहीं,
मोहब्बत तो वो भी असीम करती है मुझसे,
सोचती है कि जताऊंगी नहीं,
असमंजस में पड़े है पूछकर हाल-ए-दिल उनका,
कहती है शायर हो ना आंखों से पढ़ लो,
बोल कर कुछ बताऊंगी नहीं❤️
Nights without stars is like
Your face without a smile
The glow that makes my day
Gives strength to things agile
The white shining cloak
In between the pink lips
Doesn't say a word
But thousands does it speak
Obsess me to keep staring
Each time i look at it
I forget what i was doing
And time stops amid
But when i see you gloom
And when your cheeks don't curve
I crave to do anything
To bring back the best part of your upsurge
Keep smiling always
Even your heart frowns
This art shows the real you
Deserves hundreds and thousands of crowns.
~soumi
