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i’m proud of myself.

i’m proud of myself because even when i thought

i wouldn’t make it through the darkest nights,

i still saw light at the end and carried

a small bit of hope that everything would be alright.

i’ve learned to love and accept what has been

lost.

i’ve made many mistakes but have grown with an

open mind in change.

i’m proud of you.

i’m proud that you are still here spreading love

and carrying that small bit of hope with you.

there is light. there will always be light.

Bitter.

Sweet.

Photo credit: @ livingdeadgirll on ig

Edited by me.

I hate this time of night… my thoughts take over my head 😣

Dear family and friends,

If one day my mentality finally gets the best of me and I lose my battle to depression just know I tried , I fought as hard as I could… there’s so much more I want to say but then again none of my words matter not to me anyway

I love you, for always

i find it so funny i don’t even go to real people anymore. when i’m feeling sad i anonymously tell like 100 other people i never even talk to😂😂😂 wtf

i really scared myself today. i dropped my boyfriend off and was going home and idk i just got this sudden urge to crash the car. i was about to, i was going like 100mph and i took my seatbelt off. tHE ONLY THING THAT MADE ME KEEP GOING WAS I THOUGHT MY BOYFRIEND WOULD GET MAD I CRASHED WITH WEED. i know that’s not true. why did that stop me? i should’ve crashed.