Voljela sam sve tvoje.
Način na koji hodaš, govoriš o tebi najdivnijim stvarima, način na koji se smiješ i plačeš.
Sve o tebi sam znala i čuvala to na dnu svoga svemira, da nikada ne isčezne i pobjegne.
A ti. Ti si volio sve moje osim, način na koji te volim.
“Can we meet once again, for the first time? Can you tell me again that you are falling for my eyes? Is there any chance of you promising me that you won’t break my heart and tell me that choosing you over everything is not a mistake that I’m about to make? Can you hold my hand and tell me you want to get engaged before you leave the town? Can you call me one more time because you want to listen to my voice? Can you tell me you’re missing me more than anything in your life? Can I come to meet you one more time and this time, like the last time you did — can you ask me to stay?” by memoirsofbilal (via Instagram)
— because I wanted to stay and you asked me leave
Maybe I wanted you to try a little harder. Maybe I wanted you to pick me, to for once in your life make a choice. Maybe I wanted you to choose her over me.
Maybe this isn’t what I wanted at all. Maybe this was all some big mistake. I was young after all and thought this is what love was supposed to be. Maybe I thought we would be together forever…I don’t believe that anymore. Maybe I thought you were the closest thing I could get to a soulmate.
Why did you have to go and ruin it? Maybe I could have been the love of your life and maybe you could have been mine but you made your choice. Maybe I could have been your best friend if you had even given me the chance. I wanted to be in love so bad, I ignored every warning you gave me. I ignored you when you told me that you had done this before.
Maybe I thought I could change. Maybe I thought that you would change for me. You said I was different after all, but I guess I wasn’t that different. I guess I expected too much.
Maybe I wasn’t the person you thought I was. Maybe you saw the real me and ran. Maybe I would be able to let this go if you had simply told me, if you hadn’t faded into nothing. Maybe I would have had closure if you hadn’t slipped through my fingers before I could even think to stop you.
Aunque lo dieramos todo, nunca seremos suficiente para la otra persona.. Quizás no es nuestra culpa, quizás solo nos idealizaron demasiado y esperaban tanto de nosotros que incluso dando lo mejor no sirvió de nada..
“ I haven’t seen you for a month or so.
No change. Perhaps I’m pale rather than fair,
sleepier, more silent.
But it shows you can live without air! ”
Love - Maria Pawlikowska - Jasnorzewska
It wasn’t entirely his fault. And I completely understand where he’s coming from. But it still tore me apart.
People say you don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone . Truth is , you knew what you had you just never thought you’d lose it
Something borrowed
I’m so mad at you . I’m really mad at you for what you did . But I’m mad at myself too . Because I should not have jumped out of that car , I should have fought for you . Because you fight for your soulmates
Crazy , stupid , love
I hope that this is not goodbye….that this is a see you later. We hurt each other and that sucked, I really wanted to make you laugh and feel loved. But I hope that you can get your happiness that you lost I hope that you become so happy that you can feel it in your eyes. You deserve it after all the pain you’ve been thru, just know that I’ll always love you and that I’ll always be here for you. And if someday you’re not being loved the way you should be I’ll love you like no one ever has I’ll give you the love you deserve. So see you later I’ll be here waiting, hope our paths intertwine again…
Nach außen lächeln und zufrieden sein,
Weil sie sich keine Sorgen machen sollen,
Und dann doch die ganze Nacht weinen.
Vor dir kann ich ehrlich sein,
Doch du bist grade nicht da.
Und das ist es, was mein Herz zerreißt.
Meine Tränen schreien zum Herrn,
Und ich weiß, er ist da für mich.
Te extraño, te extraño demasiado, pero se perfectamente que a para ti no soy un agradable recuerdo; a pesar de que nunca te falle, no te buscare aunque quiero hacerlo desde hace años…
“I want to capture you in my camera. I want to seize the smirk on your face and record the spark in your eyes when you smile — a smile that enlightens my soul. I want to photograph your vulnerability when you’re are lost in your thoughts and forget about the world. You captivate me, when you scratch your nose while listening to stories. I want to keep you in my memories so that one day I could look back and think about the love that I wish was mine.” by memoirsofbilal (via Instagram)
