Maybe I wanted you to try a little harder. Maybe I wanted you to pick me, to for once in your life make a choice. Maybe I wanted you to choose her over me.
Maybe this isn’t what I wanted at all. Maybe this was all some big mistake. I was young after all and thought this is what love was supposed to be. Maybe I thought we would be together forever…I don’t believe that anymore. Maybe I thought you were the closest thing I could get to a soulmate.
Why did you have to go and ruin it? Maybe I could have been the love of your life and maybe you could have been mine but you made your choice. Maybe I could have been your best friend if you had even given me the chance. I wanted to be in love so bad, I ignored every warning you gave me. I ignored you when you told me that you had done this before.
Maybe I thought I could change. Maybe I thought that you would change for me. You said I was different after all, but I guess I wasn’t that different. I guess I expected too much.
Maybe I wasn’t the person you thought I was. Maybe you saw the real me and ran. Maybe I would be able to let this go if you had simply told me, if you hadn’t faded into nothing. Maybe I would have had closure if you hadn’t slipped through my fingers before I could even think to stop you.