i think it’s fair to say i’m losing it
i need help
i think it’s fair to say i’m losing it
i need help
You can’t go back and change the beginning, but you can start at where you are and change the ending.
of a laugh
of a spare
i haven’t been a spare before
i haven’t been much before
i haven’t thought
i guess i sit here now
i guess this is my seat
cross legged at the back of the class
has got to be better than
is not better than
when no one joins in
when no one who holds you means it
when you are bold enough to hold yourself
let me know
instead of sharing my feelings, i write obscure poetry lol
¿Qué es el amor?
El amor eres tú,
El amor es tu risa,
El amor son tus ojos,
El amor, ¿Qué es el amor?.
El amor es todo lo eres y lo que no,
El amor es tu voz susurrando mi nombre,
El amor somos tu y yo tomadas de la mano,
Si me preguntan ¿Qué es el amor? El amor eres tú.
Trashfirepoet • To those I have loved but never written about
Feeling of being a disappointment Prompt
i close my eyes at night only to see yours open at the small beams of sunlight that snuck past the window blinds that one morning, still slightly fighting off sleep. i wish i would have told you how pretty you looked, or how much i wouldn’t mind waking up to this view every day. i wish i would have stared longer, just long enough for you to notice. maybe you did. but suddenly my heart sank and eyes shut, only for me to wake up and be surrounded with this familiar darkness that is night and these blurry visions that are of you.
She had a tube
In one nostril
For reasons that weren’t clear
She was trying
To lose weight
And this seemed to be
The most pertinent way
To do it
She tried other methods
But they didn’t achieve what
So she resorted
To something more drastic
And had a tube inserted
She’d still get fed
Make no mistake but
She wouldn’t be eating
This wasn’t advised
Certainly not but she
Hated her body
And what it looked like
So she was trying
To mold her body
Into what she would have liked
What she would have liked
Was unrealistic and maybe she knew that
But, still, she wanted to achieve the look
No matter how
Often she aspirated the formula
Into her lungs
Or how many times she had to
Have the tube reinserted
Let alone whether
She’d need tube feeding for good
She wanted to lose weight
Somehow or another
Unrealistic goals be damned
I would love you until you forget that you were ever unloved.
Wünsche mir nichts mehr als die Zeit zurück zu drehen.
Verdammt ich will dich nur noch einmal sehen.
Nur noch ein einziges Mal berühren.
Nur noch einmal deine Stimme hören.
Ein letztes Mal sehen wie du lachst.
Will ein allerletztes Mal sehen wie du auf meinem Sofa sitzt, sich das Licht von meinem Fernseher in deiner Brille spiegelt und du meine Katze mit einem breitem Lächeln im Gesicht beobachtest.
Bitte ich will nur noch einmal deine Anwesenheit genießen.
Deine Wärme spüren.
h u m a n b e i n g
I gnaw and whittle and carve at myself until I see bone, until I am naught but bone, naught but hollow ribs, lifeless and drained
won’t let me go
sometimes, i think you rearranged the insides of my brain,
removing the parts that you did not approve of,
and i am forced to live without my right frontal cortex,
and you replaced it with memories of you.
i am living with half a brain
for two years now,
i found a new host
who treats me way better than you,
i don’t think he would steal my serotonin.
but even with half a brain,
it still manages to think of you.
the hole you left behind is eating away at my skull now
and every night you cloud what’s left of my brain, with you.
—get out please
an angel clipped the wings of others:
on a hammock, calm, at peace, he sat by the ocean. the sun was beaming in the sky, rays of light carefully falling from the air. as he took in the warmth he began to feel a slight pain in his skull. he held his hand against his head in the shape of a fist, hoping it would soon be alleviated, but with each pulse the pain grew worse & in the blink of an eye, a great burst of light pierced his skull. the man fell against the ground and began screeching like a dying bird, and as his howls grew larger, the light grew brighter, destroying everything around him. the sea evaporated into a barren wasteland, the tropics behind him had turned to flames. toxicity graced against a once great land, who use to boast the presence of powerful civilizations. i laughed from the heavens as he cried, an angel clipping wings of others.
I wish I could see myself in the mirror
without thinking how ugly I am
and how much I hate me
I wish I could see myself
and not think about how much
it makes sense that you didn’t like me back
because I don’t look alike with the model online
Okej. Żeby schudnąć te niecałe 2 kg muszę jesc 1500 kcal. To dużo ale zajmie mi to miesiac. Chce jeść więcej owoców i warzyw, przenieść się na bardziej zdrowy tryb zycia. Oczywiście nie obejdzie się bez słodyczy. Pozwolę sobie na nie ale nie za często. Trzymajcie kciuki.
And here in my mind I lay to rest
The most beautiful woman I have ever met
I cannot lie my heart is still distressed
That it alone couldn’t pass your tests
With your beautiful heart and wholesome soul
Your big brown eyes and the light they hold
Showed me the path that is paved with gold
And for that I’ll still love you when I am grey and old
Today I’m here to pay respects
To a woman, a black woman that none could contest
To dwell on the past is of no interest
I look only forward to the path I set
For those lessons you taught and the love you shown
For the things you bought and did on your own
The words I’ll carve into this immortal stone is
To the most life-changing woman I have ever known