did i fall for someone i know won’t go for me?
yes, yes i did.
I don’t want attention. I don’t want to be selfish. I don’t want to hurt anyone. I don’t want to feel this way.
If I could get a normal life, I’d get it as fast as I could. Hating yourself everyday isn’t a joke. Crying until you fall asleep it’s such a painful thing, yourself hurts a lot because you can’t handle your own thoughts.
Hating your entire self it’s like feeling a knife in every centimeter of yourself, slowly killing you.
I’m breaking right in front of you. Why can’t you see me?
Maybe you’ll come back to me after all.
—strawberries (excerpt #173) from “Whatever’s in Texas”
You’re probably too busy with your work.
Or am I just excusing you for leaving me alone?
There’s nothing in these wooden drawers
To bring you back, to keep me bored
I don’t know what to do with me no more.
Deer // Manchester Orchestra
You know something isn’t right with you when someone starts treating you good and the first thing in your mind is ‘I wonder what they want from me… I wonder when they’ll throw me away after using me’
I do wish my heart didn’t beat so fast whenever you look at me.
― 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚢 // 𝟿 𝚙.𝚖. 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜
Why does this world have to be so fucked up
i am longing for a place i’ve never known
I’m the type of person to leave when you want me gone. It’s not worth the fight
Do aniołka mi daleko,
Księżniczką się nie urodziłam,
Skarb ze mnie żaden,
Tak więc zostań przy moim imieniu…