She’ll do it.
And she’ll do it all for you.
It’ll hurt her.
It’ll break her.
It’ll probably even kill her.
But she’ll do it with a smile on her face.
Because all she needs is you.
So going to hell and back doesn’t sound too bad to her.
So when she finally fall apart,
No matter how strong she is.
He’s acts so cold because he’s convinced you’ll hate him if you saw him for who he is.
But what he doesn’t know he’s a masterpiece yet to be discovered.
“Have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out, so you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into pieces”
The taste of you still lingers on my lips and some days I can’t help but think “what if?”
- j.a. // excerpt from a book I’ll never write #14
I don’t know how much more true this could be.
Maybe that was the moment I went wrong.
The moment I had realised I was uncontrollably in love with you.
Yes, that must have been it.
Now I live in a world where I know you exist.
In a world where I can never have you.
For I have been alone in this life and the next.
And it will stay that way as it has always been.
This was decided from the start,
Whether you leave my side or not
The trouble was that I would die for our love
I knew he would not.
So he left and with him my happiness.
The only thing I could do was leave him in a world with memories filled with me.
For that was my revenge.
My revenge for the one I had once loved.
Today my psychologist asked me how I would feel and what I would do if one day I woke up really happy. I had no idea what to say to her. At this point, I thought how long I was not happy and that if a miracle happened and I woke up happy I would have no idea what to do with myself.
“Even now, I still feel it. Don’t say it’s okay. Because it’s not okay. Please don’t leave me alone, it hurts too much.”
We all have our untold feelings.
¿que se hace cuando sientes el pecho apretado y ganas de llorar pero simplemente las lágrimas no salen?
she always on my mind, please don’t get me started