Ich bin allein, ungeliebt. Umgeben von Menschen, die mich lieben.

I want someone to be terrified to lose me.

I feel the empty in myself.

It’s not a terrible cold or sick

The problem isn’t in my health

There’s a big heavy brick

On my heart.

Everything might go completely fine

And the next moment I want to die.

I can’t find a way to explain

My thoughts, my feelings

But I will not complain to

Friends, to parents or my siblings.

The therapist would say: “love yourself”

I wouldn’t hear them because

I have lost and

I feel the empty in myself

Why do we feel sadness?

Sadness is an emotion we have all experienced more then once in our life. The amount of times we feel sadness differs from one person to another. One person may experiance sadness once or twice a day, while others experiance it more then twice a day. However, in the end sadness is still experienced and showed in one's life. Everybody has a different description of sadness. One person may desrcibe sadness as a lonely tear while others describe it as "a whole lot of crying." However, we need to understand that sadness helps us feel symathy and empathy towards others. Sadness helps give that helping hand to others when they need it. Believe it or not, sadness is an emotion that helps us grow as a human. We often feel sad about things that make us emotional or things we have experienced in the past that is sad. However, we need to realize that the sadness we are feeling, the hardship we are going through will end with happiness or ease. Just keep believing and you will get through it!!!

Maybe we met because of the destiny but having you in my life was my choice.

Daddy issues.

I wish I didn't think about you.

I wish I didn't care about you .

But yet I do.

It's sickening to want you.

When you never cared.

When you were never there.

You weren't there when I was healing.

Scars I made myself.

You weren't there when my therapist told me.

There is something wrong in my head.

It's sickening to want.

Something you never had.

Something you saw on tv.

Father's dancing with their daughters.

Father's giving loving words to their daughters.

Father's fighting to protect their daughters.

You were and always will be a ghost.

Something that one day was a father figure.

When I was inside my mother.

And transformed itself into a nightmare.

When I came into the world.

You wanted a daughter.

Perfect for your pictures.

You didn't want me.

The daughter who is sick , fat , and has curly hair.

It's okay, dad.

I'm not crying anymore.

At least not because of you.

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For some reason I always wanted a father, someone who cared about me , to be spoiled by them. Last night I realized my father never gave a damn about me , he didn't even wanted me to be born.

Which is heartbreaking to say the least , knowing you were not wanted is a scar that never leaves your heart.

For some reason I always wanted a father, someone who cared about me , to be spoiled by them. Last night I realized my father never gave a damn about me , he didn't even wanted me to be born.

Which is heartbreaking to say the least , knowing you were not wanted is a scar that never leaves your heart.

ugh i’m so over it

he found out i wanna of myself and that i cut

i hate this

i haven’t talked to him in a while

i’ve been left on open

this sucks

why is my brain like this

i fucking hate people and this place

i’m addicted to him tho

I once asked God to send me someone to love. I didn't know they weren't gonna love me back 😔

and "the lonliest person on earth" prize goes to :

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me 🤡

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f 🦆 I don't know when was the last time I felt I exist