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You know what sucks, how i am always so afraid
Afraid of what my family thinks bout what my freinds think and quarantine as been blessing for me cause my school is toxic and i constantly get panic attacks there. Now schools are opening and idk how to be okay around those people.
1Eyes wide open
May I close my eyes to never wake again
May I rest as still as the ocean when it ends
A storm that calms when it’s rage is swept
No hope, no hope, no nothing is left
May I rest when the deed is done
May I leave when I have none
Give to take, take to give
Eyes wide open, never close again
-avery parker

1Yesterday was really bad, and today doesn’t look any better.
The debate on Monday is still there in my head. it would play in my head over and over again. It hurts enough. I’m seriously thinking about leaving it all to hell, and what the hell do I need friends for? To further annoy them? To get how unnecessary I am for their lives? Just because I asked you something because I care about you?Because you have a bad day, you don’t have to kick me…. again.
I’m tired of these … I’m very tired.
5i want to love my body as much as you do, as easily as you do, as kindly as you do. i want to see myself through your eyes and if any of the things you tell me are true, i believe i could fall in love with myself, too.
7Theres sleepless nights where i wish the earth would swallow me. I want to become the land under my feet and i want to be more. More than just me because i am nothibg but the words I heard or the people I’ve known who are nothing as well.
3Do animals commit suicide? Or do they just have to stick it out through the bullshit?
2In most cases of suicide the person doesn’t want to die, they only want to stop the pain.
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