This is how I feel right now. It’s sad girl hours.

💔

A teraz nakarmię się całym złem tego świata, wezmę  żyletki i jak to mówi mama : pójdę zrobić to co wychodzi mi najlepiej.

‧₊˚♡‧₊˚ I feel like I can’t connect with people anymore ₊˚♡‧₊˚

No eres el único que está harto

i only draw happy things.

It hits hard when you remember a good time with people, but you don’t even know if these people can still remember that you exist.

I’ll always stay up late and wonder what made so unlovable.

Growing up I remember being so excited to fall in love. I imagined it to be this beautiful fairy tale.

Boy meets girl.

They fall in love.

And they live happily ever after.

I remember growing up and thinking of what would be my meet que.

How romantic it would be.

How we would meet with our eyes.

And that’s it. We shut the world out. And it would just be us 2.

He realize I was the most beautiful girl in the room.

And just like Cinderella…. My prince would come for me.

But my reality didn’t turn out anything like my dreams.

My prince never came. Instead I settled for a frog.

There was no meet cue. Just a meet up.

And my happily ever after slowly crumbled as did the love.

I’m nervous

I have a date tomorrow! Wtf like that’s so crazy. I’m so nervous he will see I’m fat and not like me. Also I started my period and I could barely fuckin move today I was in so much pain. So I’m worried I’ll be like that tomorrow. Like that’s going to suck so bad, if it is as bad as it was today I might have to cancel. I’ma do some major skin care tonight and tomorrow and ima try an at home teeth whitening thing. I really hope all goes well. I’m also scared of the obvious like I don’t know him so like what if he’s a rapist or murderer. I’m praying he’s a good guy and it all goes good.

hi friends. im a tad stressed and rather sad for numerous reasons. I’m grateful for this platform though. sometimes I think about deleting my blog but it tends to calm me down at times when I need it most. so yeah. thanks tumblr lol

I miss watch your playlist in my most listen section on my Spotify account… I miss to feel than you were here.

Que mas da si la luna es hermosa, si el sol sale cada tarde, si el cielo se ve particurmente bello hoy, dime, ¿qué mas da? Si no puedo verte una vez más.

-Schwarzer

finally i can live my snowed in cozy weekend dreams 🧖🏼‍♀️✨🥰🌬❄️

it will all work out, i promise

Probablemente todo esto, es un intento desesperado por rescatarme de algo que si da inicio, quizá no tendría vuelta atrás.

Fue un día odiosamente largo, tanto que creí que nunca terminaría, y en efecto termino, pero no como esperaba, no contigo a mi lado, dándome apoyo incondicional.

Apariencias

¿Acaso importa el físico? ¿Alguna vez los han hecho sentir menos por su físico? ¿Que muy flaco, muy gordo?

Cuando los comentarios viene de afuera no importan lo que digan por más horrible que sea.

¿Pero saben que es mas horrible? Que los primeros en apuñalarte con ese tipo de comentarios sea tu propia familia.

-LittleSecret