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It’s so easy to not love myself. Why are you trying to persuade me otherwise?

Wie ist das eigentlich ? Also das glücklich sein?

Anoche pude ver el miedo y la desesperación en sus ojos. No me lo perdonaré.

Why am I crying over a fuckin boyfriend rp asmr

Someone love me please thanks

Reasons someone should love me

I wanna tell people how great they are and make them feel safe and give them cuddles and little FOREHEAD KISSES and HOLD HANDS and SLEEP

I'll tell you I love you every day and mean it with my heart

I'll talk your ear off while you go to sleep

I can read stories goodly

I am toll boy

Enjoy giving gifts and being helpful

Can cook really well

B R E A D

Only eat 1.5 meals a day, so cost efficient!

Will be gushy all the time if you let me

Is dom-switch????

Why you shouldn't love me

Mentally ill

Only slightly suicidal

Will cry. A lot. All the time

V. Emotional

Anxious to do the wrong thing, so won't do things

Ahahaha I don't have an ED 🙃

Refuses help because is a burden

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk

Hay amores que destruyen,

pero es mucho peor,

cuando es el primero.

the mind is a scary place

"it doesn't matter how far i go, 

because at the end, 

i'll end up in my own head, 

tired, bruised and feeling 

a little less than dead."

©ash

i see your soul.

Son labios compartidos, lo dijo Maná...

Can someone give me tips to have energy? and pls don't say "eat" cause if it's not obvious I have an Ed and I'm ok with it, but I need to study and my energy levels are so fucking low I can't even focus, so help🥺🥺

Ayuda.

Excerpt from my diary-

‘i want this to all end. i feel sick thinking about living. i feel like i’m all knotted up in a ball. i feel like an hour lasts eternity. one minuet i’m on top of the world, happy, talkative, in a general good mindset. give it an hour or maybe 10 minuets and i hate myself, i’m suicidal, i’m at rock bottom, i ‘haven’t felt this bad before’. it’s tiring, it’s stressful, it’s unpredictable and i hate myself for it.’

Scopiamo così passa tutto.

Vorrei spegnere il cervello. Per sempre.

Armando coraza nivel 23. Defensa nivel 28.

Activando cualidad de Indiferencia.

i need your warmth exigency i'm suffering with painful.

regularly myself heart punishing. i most awful liar man i most time i broke your trust with my lies now your truth burning me. exhausting with my truthless words. show slightest merce. im brgging you with my tear. barely your my queen forever. i need you now exigent. indeed im dieing without you my heart is beating when you come.

I miss you 😔☹️😟

Jetzt sind wir schon 3 Monate getrennt. Ich habe dich schon 3 Monate nicht mehr bei mir ,an meiner Seite und ich vermisse dich immer und immer mehr...

Ich ziehe.

Nicht einmal, nicht zweimal.

Mehrmals. So lang, bis ich auf den Boden rutsche und erleichtert ausatme.

Arme werde schwer. Beine auch.

Meine Lieder? Viel zu schwer.

Die Musik wird lauter. Kommt gedämpft bei mir an.

Ich liebe es. In diesen Momenten sind wir zusammen. Nur du und ich.

Scheiße. Ich schiebe Szenen.

Wir hatten noch so viel vor. Traurigkeit? Fehl am Platz.

Ich lächel den Schmerz hinfort.

Wenn ich high bin, ist alles so schön.