I just fucking finished Killing Stalking and I'm fucking done. I'm never reading or watching anything ever again. I'm crying so ugly it's ot even funny. Legit funking hiccupy tears cus like- wtf just wtf that shit was fucking cruel. I wish I wasn't so sensitive I'm gonna be crying for hours. Wtf my guy I'm not okay
#͓ ⋆ 🎧 TAG DUMP ιllιlı. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı wazn & victoria ╱ our veins are busy but my heart's in atrophy. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı tera & ezra ╱ the one you hate to love is made for you. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı sangwoo & neon ╱ electing strange perfections in any stranger i choose. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı josue & maeve ╱ she blows outta nowhere roman candle of the wild. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı rhiannon & amelia ╱ she’s so hard to hold but i can’t let go. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı queenie & antonella ╱ surrounded by art yet you’re the prettiest of them all. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı taz & sydney ╱ filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı maaya & isaac ╱ it's bloody and raw; but i swear it is sweet. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı lupe & lieve ╱ i’ll be catching fire; gasoline when i do it. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı ira & angela ╱ the sweet heat of her breath in my mouth i’m alive. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı illumi & gina ╱ if the heavens ever did speak she's the last true mouthpiece. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı gem & nina ╱ perdidas na cidade nua; empapuçadas de amor. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı finley & emilia ╱ walking along the sky chasing a glimpse of you. #͓ ⋆ 🎧 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗣 ιllιlı cora & dave ╱ no pico achou a moça mais bonita que seus olhos já viram.
I was a monster. I was certain. Anyone else would not have such a reaction to the sweet boy with squishy cheeks who called them Noona. Well, he wasn’t a sweet boy anymore and his cheeks weren’t squishy anymore. He was in his 30s and looked very fetching in white shirts. But, it was still wrong to feel that way about my best friend’s little brother. Right?
people expecting Sangwoo always to Perform Well & Be Excellent and on top of his game all his life, all through school and university, and its so pressuring.
He cannot fail. He has always been the top student. The prime example. That's what he's supposed to be.
And Gihun being the only one who makes him feel like its okay to not be perfect, its even okay to fail. Theres no pressure or expectations with Gihun - if hes the top student of SNU or if hes indebted in millions- he loves him all the same.
Notes: No I will not stop making soft and meaningful moments between this deranged murderer and my totally not self-insert as the reader 😫
Seungbae is next in this series as soon as I can get it out!
This is the first of my scenarios/preferences, but if you want to see the list I will be doing, here is my masterlist!
You gave an instant sigh of relief as you stepped beneath the water. It was warm in contrast to the chilly temperature in the house. It was cold outside and yet you were bundled up both inside and out instead of being able to walk into a warm house on the rare occasion that you left. You often stayed in, cleaning, fiddling with things, learning new hobbies and perfecting your old ones. There wasn’t a lot to do when Sangwoo was gone, but thankfully he stayed home a lot, keeping you company while you sat, anxiously avoiding the outside world.
With a relaxed sigh, you leaned your head back beneath the water, a small smile on your face as it slid down your shoulders and warmed your cold feet. It was 3 in the morning, but you were wide awake, prying yourself from Sangwoo’s warm grasp to come shower. You didn’t necessarily have to, but it sounded nice. You thought since you could be quiet, you might not wake the man and bother him, but when the bathroom door opened, you weren’t surprised.
You peeked your eyes open, meeting eyes with the man and sending him a small smile as he peeked into the curtain.
“Why are you awake?” You gave a small shrug, a few droplets of water sliding down your face as you looked at him.
“I couldn’t sleep. A shower sounded nice. I didn’t think I’d wake you, I’m sorry.” He gave a soft shrug at your words. “I was thinking about watching a movie afterwards. Do you want to join me now that you’re awake?” You asked, reaching for the shampoo and starting to lather it up in your hair while he took his boxers off, giving a slight shiver at how cold it was and stepping inside of the shower.
“Yeah, I’ll join.” You traded spots with the man, letting him beneath the warm water. He gave a soft hiss at how hot it was, looking at you while you contently lathered the shampoo up in your hair and gave a soft sigh in relief. So he stayed quiet, moving away from the water and leaning against the wall. “How come you can’t sleep?” You shrugged, stepping beneath the water to rinse your hair out.
“I don’t know, I was just laying there awake for awhile. It was too quiet. I couldn’t really think about anything in particular so I decided to shower.” He gave a soft hum, eyes traveling down your body as he pleased while you got the conditioner and started to massage it into your scalp. “Did the water wake you up?”
“No, I moved and woke up when you weren’t there.” You gave a soft hum and looked at the man, offering your arms for a hug he was quick to lean into. Your fingers gently slid along his shoulders, nearly making you flush as they grazed over marks left previous nights in his back while he rested his head on your shoulder.
“Here, want me to wash your hair?” You asked, but he only shook his head, arms holding you close around the waist. You could feel everything, giving a soft hum when you felt him twitch as he groped your ass. “I see what you want,” you chuckled, kissing his head. “You want me to suck you off on the sofa?” Softly, Sangwoo shook his head, fingers reaching around and gently pressing to your clit. “Do you want me to ride you on the sofa? Do you wanna go to bed instead?” You asked, a soft sound leaving you as he rubbed your clit, but he only shook his head again. Almost hesitantly, you pressed closer to the man. “You wanna fuck me right now?”
With a soft sigh, Sangwoo pulled back and kissed you, not a word spoken as he pushed his tongue into your mouth. You complied easily, holding onto the back of his neck while he slipped a finger inside of you and easily started to move it. You flushed, reaching down and grasping his cock, stroking it and helping the man fully harden as he groped at your chest with his free hand.
Your cheeks were warm, this time not because of the hot water as you took a small step backwards, Sangwoo following you until your back pressed to the cold wall. You broke the kiss with a soft sound both from a second finger curling inside of you and the cold tile against your back, panting quietly as you met his eyes. He licked his lips, leaning in and kissing you again. You were quick to lean into him, moaning as he teased your nipple and starting to move his fingers faster inside of you.
You grasped onto his shoulder, tongue wrapping around his own into the heated kiss you almost couldn’t follow. You panted in-between kisses, the steam in the shower making it harder for you to breathe into the heated kiss. You moved your hand quick along his hardened shaft, earning a soft hum into the kiss from the man. You thought about getting on your knees to suck him off right now, but he beat you to it, pulling back and getting down onto his own.
“Wait— do you wanna go to bed?” You asked, never getting an answer from the man on where he wanted to fuck you. He peeked up at you, hesitating for a moment before he shook his head, fingers curling inside of you and making you moan.
“No, I’m fine here.” You were a bit surprised as he leaned in, mouth enclosing around your clit and starting to suck. You moaned out, squirming slightly against the wall and holding tight onto his damp hair. He gave a soft sound, tongue lapping at your clit and nearly making your eyes roll back into your head.
You gave a moan of his name as he grasped tight onto your thigh, squeezing it in his hand and seeming to make you clench around his fingers. He didn’t pull back to tease or say anything to you, instead reaching around and groping at your ass, keeping you close and licking quick at your clit. You watched the man as his eyes were peacefully closed, shocked his jaw or his arm wasn’t aching yet.
Though you were even more shocked that he wasn’t talking to you. It made you wonder if maybe he had a bad dream, if he’d woken up going to pester you and you weren’t there. When he was quiet, usually something was wrong, but that hardly meant he was going to talk to you unless he really felt the need. Sometimes he would tell you if he had a bad dream, others he would simply curl back into you and go to sleep, nights like these he did things exactly like this. Sex had always been an outlet for him, so you easily complied, but you worried something was the matter tonight.
“What are you thinking about?” You blinked, snapping out of your thoughts and meeting his curious gaze. You hadn’t even realized he’d stopped, perhaps not even making much noise.
“I, uh… I wasn’t thinking about anything important.” You lied, earning a raised eyebrow from the man you knew saw through you easily. Despite thinking you were a rather good liar yourself, he saw right through everything that you could give him. But to be fair, you more often than not saw through his lies as well. “I was just thinking about you.” This time, you were telling the truth, though withholding some particular information. Sometimes it irked the mans nerves when you asked him what was wrong. Instead you knew he needed you to wait for him to come to you with things.
“What about me?” He asked, tilting his head almost curiously. It felt strange with his fingers inside of you and yet not moving, but you swallowed your nerves and bit your cheek.
“Just wondering what woke you up.” He frowned lightly at your words.
“Do you not want me to be here?”
“No— I do want you to be with me,” you hurried out. “I just… was wondering. Sometimes I know you have bad dreams.” He was hesitant, you worried that maybe you had annoyed the man, wishing that he hadn’t noticed you spacing off. Instead, he gave a sigh and looked away.
“I guess I had a bad dream.” He mumbled as if he was a child being forced to tell you. Hesitantly, you spoke.
“Do you want to talk about it?” You asked slowly, softly. With a soft hum, he shook his head.
“Later.” You nodded, watching as he pressed a kiss to your clit before he stood. “Come on, let’s rinse your hair out and go watch that movie.” He said, guiding you back to the water. “Maybe we can have sex later.” He suggested, kissing your forehead. “(y/n)?” You hummed, looking at the man as he gently massaged the conditioner out of your hair. He was hesitant before he shook his head. “Never mind.” You sent him a smile, gently grasping onto his wrist and kissing his arm.
“Okay.” Things were silent for a moment, he looked at you like he wanted to say something, so you eased his thoughts. “Later.” You said. Softly, he nodded, thumbs giving you an amazing scalp massage that made it hard for your eyes not to lag shut.
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for such a rampant and presumably horny fandom there is absolutely NO good x reader killing stalking fan fiction like ANYWHERE. best one i ever found was on WATTPAD. WATTPAD. does that not say something awful about current affairs??? goodness me. if u have any recommendations or requests in fact i would be more than happy to receive them