hey y’all, i’m lilly. i’m 18, i’ll be 19 in december. i live in texas, but i’d rather be anywhere else tbh. i’m down for new friends, but honestly i’d prefer a relationship. i know relationships aren’t everything, but i’d like to be in one. it’s been a minute since i’ve been in a nice, stable one. i like women who are funny, smart, can hold a conversation, and have interests and goals that they’re passionate about. i’m not good at long distance relationships, so if u live in texas or somewhere close by that would be nice. i like spooky stories, art, and animals. i have pics of my grumpy old cat if u wanna see him! feel free to message me whenever. :)
11Yea a big titty goth gf would be nice, but ever thought about just a gf in general👏🏽👏🏽 That’s some good shit right there
12just so you know if you say i have a good music taste i will fall in love with you i don’t make the rules
5girls really have the audacity to ask if they pretty while looking ethereal 😔 like hell yeah, you are!
2Some nights the wind blows
just a little too hard,
and the earth shakes your organs
until they’re lying on the ground beside you.
When rock hard truths shatter your bones,
hydrochloric acid corodes your vision.
The jagged edges of your lover’s lips
tear apart your flesh
as her fingers rip at the seams
of your broken heart.
Nights are spent wandering inside
the haunted abyss your mind has become.
Time is spent trying to go back far enough
to find the very moment everything changed.
You are dying to know what went wrong.
And you are dying to pretend nothing did.
Souls sold to those once beloved.
Halos traded for horns
at the hands of traitors
encouraged by the pleading whispers
of the devil himself.
You survived the supposed “worst of it”
with battle armour torn to shreds and
knives left in your back for safe keeping.
Battles were fought while
banking on facts proved fiction.
What you are is a fool in warriors clothing
with a sense of direction lost long ago.1I just wanna spend my weekends drinking wine and reading and the rest of the time going on trips to museums or beautiful parks for ‘inspiration’ in my arts, sipping black coffee or tea with a book in hand in a café, reading and writing poetry, painting flowers and angels and renaissance-style portraits of my lover, sketching the most random (and gruesome) things in my sketchbook, and dancing to music in my room at 3 am while it’s raining outside.
Is that too much to ask for?
6Just now realizing that the reason I became so obsessed with Freaks and Geeks when I discovered it (besides it being an awesome show) was because I had a major crush on Linda Cardellini.
That God there wasn’t a Lindsay Weir type in my high school or I would be a distracted mess.
2Let me kiss you deeply,
Feeling the softness of your lips,
Learning what every inch of you is like.
Let me run my fingers through your hair,
Trace your collarbone with my fingertips,
Send shivers down your spine.
Let me help you experience the world,
Laugh, moan, smile,
Feel each emotion as if it were the first time.
Let me whisper in your ear,
As we lie together in bed,
That I will always be yours.
Let me be there for you, loving you
Always.
7if i, after quarantine ends, can’t move to a beautiful seaside town where i’ll work in a tiny bakery and meet a pretty girl who lives in a cabin in the woods and loves painting, i’m gonna lose my mind
35I thought after I figured out my sexuality I would be all good. But than my gender identity had to come in and drop kick me 😂
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