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  • lizzieborednow
    18.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    Phukong is the older brother au

    Tine lives in a dorm room across the hall from Phukong his freshman year of college.  the two are good friends.  one night Phukong begs Tine to ‘baby sit’ his little brother who is coming to visit so Phukong can get laid by P’Mill (fingers crossed).  Tine agrees.  So Phukong introduces Sarawat and Tine.  for Sarawat it is love at first sight.  he spends the night trying to flirt with Tine but it’s all very awkward.  after that he makes up all sorts of excuses to visit his older brother so he can see Tine.  Tine ends up ‘baby sitting’ Sarawat on a regular basis.  any time Tine starts to complain Sarawat reminds Tine that he has no friends and guilts Tine into spending time with him.

    Sarawat is kinda a little shit.  he scares off anyone who tries to flirt with Tine and makes Tine give up all his free time.  but he is also very kind and ends up being there for Tine when Tine’s dad has a heart attack.  Tine finds himself equally enchanted and enraged by Sarawat’s behavior.

    finally Sarawat takes the plunge and asks Tine to be his boyfriend.  Tine says no, because it would be weird to date someone still in high school.  Sarawat asks if he can try again once he gets to college and Tine says yes.  so Sarawat settles for being Tine’s friend.

    come the next year Sarawat arranges it so he moves into an apartment right across the hall from Tine.  of course Sarawat isn’t the only person chasing Tine.  P’Mill who has been sleeping with Phukong on and off attempts to flirt with Tine in front of Sarawat enraging him.  because he knows P’ Mill is sleeping with his brother.  Sarawat attempts to fight P’ Mill but Tine gets in the middle.  Phukong of course finds out and while he is mad at Sarawat for fighting is proud of his little brother for standing up for him.  Phukong dumps P’ Mill for someone better.

    Sarawat finally asks Tine to be his boyfriend again and this time Tine says yes.

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  • blimwatchingreading
    18.10.2021 - 3 days ago

    My first Thai bl😍🤩😚😘💘

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  • lizzieborednow
    08.10.2021 - 1 week ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    Tine and Sarawat are childhood friends.  Sarawat has been in love with Tine all his life but Tine doesn’t seem to love him back.  in high school Tine falls for a girl named Dao.  she does not return Tine’s feelings but leads him on over and over again slowly breaking his spirt.  

    After two years of this Tine’s friends hold an intervention and convince Tine to stop pursuing Dao.  Sarawat is there for Tine through everything and Tine starts to realize how amazing Sarawat is and falls for him.  the two of them end up together.

    then one day in college Tine run’s into Dao while shopping.  he is shocked at how over her he is.  he never imagined being able to talk to her so normally  the worst part is his indifference to her suddenly makes him attractive to her.  Tine shuts Dao down not willing to go back to that heart ache.

    Tine goes home to his shared apartment with Sarawat and tells him about the encounter.  Sarawat freezes thinking Tine will leave him now that Dao is acting interested.  Tine shocks him by telling Sarawat he’s realized his worth and knows he deserves better than Dao.  he deserves Sarawat.

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  • lizzieborednow
    05.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    Tine and Sarawat grow up in a small town. They have always been on friendly terms but never close. Sarawat has been in love with Tine since first grade. Sarawat is your typical jock/rockstar he is a loner with few friends but is incredibly popular. Tine is a soft ballet boy who loves Scrubbs. Tine is often bullied for being gay.

    1st year of high school one day Sarawat and Tine get caught in the rain. They both hide under the same awning. The two end up chatting and discover they have a lot in common. After that day they start talking more though never at school. One night Sarawat goes by Tine’s ballet school hoping to see him and finds him alone. Tine let’s him in and they start goofing around which leads to them kissing. They both admit to having feelings for each other and decide to date. Tine says it has to be a secret so they don’t ruin their reputations. Secretly it’s because Tine doesn’t want Sarawat to get bullied like he is. Sarawat doesn’t like it but agrees.

    They start dating but continue to act like strangers in public.  though Sarawat starts shutting down Tine being bullied.  he lets it be knows that if anyone bullies Tine he’ll hick their ass.  Tine and Sarawat have a soft romance.  bandaging each others wounds from their chosen sport, drinking coffee behind the gym, and lazy Saturdays where they laze around in one of their bedrooms.  they both dream of getting out of their small town

    high school ends and they head to Bangkok together.  they share a tiny apartment while they go to college.  they often have just enough money to get by and both struggle with school and part time jobs.  Tine stop dancing because lessons are too expensive.  he makes do with ballet club and the small space in their kitchen.  poverty sucks but they have each other and they wouldn’t trade it for anything.

    years later when Sarawat and Tine are older and more established.  when money isn’t tight and they can afford luxuries.  Tine sponsors a dancer each year at the studio he went to as a child.  so that he can give them the gift of dance.

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  • lizzieborednow
    05.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    Trigger Warning for violence

    It’s the night Sarawat and Tine got beat up.

    Sarawat and Tine get overpowered by the architecture gang and the guys start saying they are going to break Sarawat’s hand. Tine offers up his left hand instead. When they see how much the idea pains Sarawat they do it. They break all of Tine’s fingers and his hand. They finish up by stabbing Tine in the palm of his hand with a knife. Satisfied they leave. Sarawat rushes Tine to the hospital where they both speak to the cops. After they have both been bandaged and Tine given pain killers they head home.

    Sarawat takes Tine home. When they get there Tine admits he doesn’t want to be alone and asks Sarawat to stay. Sarawat of course agrees. They settle into Tine’s bed together and Sarawat gathers the courage to ask Tine a question that had been bothering him. He asks him why he offered up his hand to be broken. Tine explains that music is Sarawat’s life. He would die if he couldn’t play his guitar. Tine couldn’t stand that idea and offered up his hand. Sarawat starts crying and Tine comforts him.

    After that Sarawat becomes Tine’s shadow going everywhere he does and taking care of him. The incident only makes him love Tine more. The two become close and do everything together. Sarawat even moves himself into Tine’s dorm room. Tine tries to put the moves on Sarawat but the guilt eating away at Sarawat makes him push Tine away. Sarawat feels like he doesn’t deserve Tine.

    The football game against architecture comes and Tine is unable to cheer so he goes with his friends. Sarawat gets injured by Mill and Tine races onto the field to take care of him. At the hospital Tine starts pouting because he blames himself for Mill’s actions. Sarawat tries to cheer him up. But Tine says ‘if you get to blame yourself for what happen to me I get to blame myself for what happen to you’. Sarawat realizes he’s right and forgives himself. They hold hands and smile at each other. The next few days are comical. With Tine and Sarawat trying to take care of each with their cast.

    Eventually the police get in touch with them. They found the guys who beat them up. The guys get arrested and charged. Sarawat and Tine settle into a routine together. Sarawat starts looking for a place for the two of them to move into. Tine’s cast comes off and he gets bad news that he has permanent nerve damage. It won’t affect his day to day life much but he probably won’t be able to play guitar anymore. Sarawat holds Tine while he cries.

    On the way home from the hospital Sarawat stops for food. He and Tine sit in a restaurant barely talking. Sarawat reaches out and takes Tine’s good hand. He tells him he loves him and wants to be his boyfriend. Tine smiles and says yes. Sarawat promised to protect Tine and be his extra hand when needed. And he keeps that promise.

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  • lizzieborednow
    05.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    Tine and Sarawat were childhood sweethearts.  they dated all through middle school and high school.  then when it was time for college Tine went to a school in a different city because of there amazing law program.  Tine decided to break up with Sarawat because he didn’t think they would survive long distance.

    they both dated different people in college but never found anyone they wanted to spend their lives with.  then at 25 Tine returns to Bangkok.  Sarawat runs into him at a party at Man and Type’s.  they easily fall back into flirting and both start wondering if they have a future together.

    after they have been on a couple dates Pam arrives back into their lives.  in high school Pam chased Sarawat relentlessly.  she didn’t make it a secret that she thought she was better for Sarawat then Tine. it caused Tine a lot of pain with his insecurity's.  he never felt good enough around her.  Pam casually drops into conversation that she and Sarawat dated for 3 years after Tine left town. 

    Tine is furious.  Sarawat knew how much Pam hurt him and he still dated her.  Sarawat replies that they were broken up and Tine yells back ‘at least i never fucked Mill’.  Mill and Sarawat were bitter rivals in high school and Mill chased Tine as much as Pam chased Sarawat.  Sarawat realizes Tine is right.  Sarawat would have been devastated if Tine ever dated Mill.  the two end at a standstill. Tine can’t forgive Sarawat and Sarawat can’t forgive himself.

    they don’t talk for weeks both becoming very depressed.  Type finally has enough and goes too Tine to talk.  they talk through Tine’s insecurities and the reasons why Tine is mad.  Type convinces Tine to forgive Sarawat because they both know Tine will be happier once he and Sarawat are back together.  Tine decides to be the bigger person.  he goes to Sarawat and apologizes.  Sarawat is quick to take the blame and admits he dated Pam to hurt him.  they talk things through and Sarawat promises to cut off his friendship with Pam because she is still trying to get between them.

    it takes time and hard work but Sarawat and Tine get through things and end up together.  a year after they re-met they move with each other and finally find the thing they have always been looking for.  each other.

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  • lizzieborednow
    04.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    soul mark au:

    when Sarawat is born his parents are determined to find his soulmate.  they bribe hospitals into giving them access to the photo’s of soul marks on other babies.  two possible soulmates are found.  1 is Pam, her mark isn’t 100 a match but it’s close enough.  2 is Tine, who has a perfect match.  Sarawat’s parents pick Pam because Sarawat's life will be easier if he is straight.  Sarawat grows up believing Pam is his soulmate.  yet something feels off to him.  he still feels like he’s searching for something more and keeps Pam as just a friend.

    then Sarawat see’s Tine at the Scrubb concert and realizes ‘this’ is what he has been searching for.  Sarawat makes a deal with Pam.  they go to different colleges and continue on as being just friends.  during that time Sarawat will search for who he thinks is his true soul mate.  if Sarawat doesn’t find what he is looking for by the end of college he will marry Pam with no complaints.  Pam agrees.  so Sarawat searches everywhere for Tine.  then they literally slam into each other one day causing Tine’s blue Hawaiian to go everywhere.  Sarawat is in shock that he’s found Tine.  Man does most of the apologizing for him but when he gets his senses back he ends up offering to buy Tine dinner to say sorry.  Tine excepts.

    they go out to dinner and Tine won’t shut up about how straight he is and how much he likes girls.  the next night Tine sees Sarawat perform at Freshers night and realizes how popular he is.  he ask Sarawat to teach him the guitar so he can also be popular.  Sarawat tells him to join music club.  Sarawat and Tine start off as friends but the line is quickly blurred.  they care about each other too much.  also Tie starts getting jealous when ever someone hits on Sarawat.  one night after too many drinks they confess to each other.  the next day when they are sober Sarawat repeats himself and Tine admits he also likes him.

    Sarawat and Tine start dating and are super happy.  they spend all their time together.  then one day in Tine’s bedroom Sarawat gets Tine’s shirt off and sees his soul mark.  which matches his own.  Sarawat shows Tine his mark.  Sarawat is confused because he’s alway been told Pam is his soulmate.  so he goes to his parents and they admit what they did.  that they always knew about Tine but they hoped he would never meet him.  Sarawat is furious.  he goes to Pam and demands to see her mark which the second he sees he realizes doesn’t match his own.  worst Pam knew.  she knew and didn’t care she just wanted Sarawat.

    Sarawat feels lost but Tine and his friends stand by him.  Pam tries to win Sarawat back but it doesn’t work.  eventually Sarawat's parents apologize for what they did.  Sarawat continues to struggle to trust them.  but he and Tine are very happy.  Sarawat learns to be content knowing his soulmates loves him.

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  • lizzieborednow
    04.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    Trigger Warning: rape, child rape, forced prostitution

    Tine had a rough childhood.  he grew up in Phuket and lived below the poverty line.  his mother was a prostitute and drug addict.  his father was dead.  his mother started selling Tine’s body when he was 6.  Type tried to protect him but he was just a kid.  eventually Type got addicted to drugs too and died when Tine was 13.  Tine discovered he had grandparents through a letter addressed to his mom so he took all his money and went to them for help.  they took him in got him help.  Tine was able to go to high school and dream of being something other than a drug addict for the first time in his life.

    when Sarawat and Tine meet in college Tine is 100% not interested.  he doesn’t date, ever.  mostly because he’s scared of getting physical with anyone.  Sarawat pursues Tine awkwardly and with lots of gusto.  Tine finds him charming and eventually gives in and goes on a date with him.  as their relationship progresses Tine struggles with being physical.  holding hands is fine and a kiss on the cheek is nice but making out unnerves him.  Sarawat is content to just be with Tine so he doesn’t mind.

    one night Sarawat is on his way to see Tine when he hears yelling.  he finds Tine sobbing as a woman backs him into a wall and demands money.  Sarawat of course forces his way between them and starts threatening the women.  Tine stops him and reveals that the women is his mother.  Sarawat gives her all the money in his wallet and tells her to fuck off.  Sarawat takes Tine back to his dorm room to calm him down.  Eventually Tine explodes and ends up telling Sarawat about his awful childhood.

    Tine expects Sarawat to break up with him but he doesn’t.  he just holds Tine closer and promises to never leave.  they continue dating despite their relationship remaining very innocent.  they even move in with each other.  when Pam arrives Tine is sure Sarawat will leave him.  one night determined not to lose his boyfriend Tine attempts to seduce Sarawat.  he thinks sex is the problem.  Sarwat catches on pretty quick and ask Tine what's wrong.  Tine sobs out how he’s leaving him and please don’t go.  Sarawat realizes that Tine’s insecurities are making him act crazy.  he promises again to never leave him.  Sarawat makes it clear to Pam who he loves and Tine and him are happy again.

    months later a moment comes when sex just feels right to Tine and it happens. after that intimacy gets easier to Tine.  Sarawat makes sure to always go at Tine’s speed and they slowly find a rhythm for their relationship.

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  • bbune3
    04.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    The way Sarawat looks at Tine haven't changed NOT EVEN ONCE 💞

    © BRIGHTWIN_STEPS

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  • lizzieborednow
    04.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    soul mark au: Trigger Warning for Child Abuse

    when Tine was a baby his father cheated on his mother with his soulmate.  so she burned off Tine’s soul mark so he could never find his soulmate.  she was of course arrested and spent the rest of her life in an asylum.  Tine tries not to think about the fact that he will never find his soulmate.

    when Tine and Sarawat meet in university there is something neither one can look away from.  despite never having been with a man before Tine finds himself falling head over heals for Sarawat.  getting into a relationship is easy.  the problem comes when Sarawat realizes he will never know for sure if Tine is his soul mate.  Tine and his marks are on the same place.  but it’s a popular place for a mark.  Tine knows 4 other people with a mark in the same spot.

    at first Sarawat doesn’t care.  he’s never cared if the person he ends up with is his soulmate.  all he cares is that they love each other.  which he and Tine do.  but after a while not knowing weighs heavily on him.  he starts to doubt his feelings.  then a boy with a similar mark shows up and Tine encourages him to see if it is his soulmate.  Sarawat feels like a terrible person but he goes out with the guy.  

    it’s Tines friends who end up getting Sarawat to realize how stupid he’s acting. they remind Sarawat that Tine doesn’t have the luxury of ever finding his soulmate.  that all he can do is trust his feelings.  Sarawat realizes they are right.  he goes to a tattoo shop and has his soul mark covered up.  he shows it to Tine who cries over it.  Sarawat promises to never leave him and to never care about who is soulmate is if it isn’t Tine.  but secretly Sarawat thinks Tine is his soulmate.

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  • lizzieborednow
    04.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    everything is the same except Sarawat never asked Tine out and they are still stuck in that flirting faze.  Tine and Sarawat are kinda stuck.  neither is brave enough to take a step closer so they are metaphorically standing a few feet apart waiting for the other to make a move. 

    Sarawat had made Tine promise he would come to the concert. Tine had been avoiding Sarawat lately because seeing Pam and Sarawat together makes him uncomfortable.  Tine is convinces Sarawat and Pam are going to start dating.

    the day of the concert arrives and Sarawat is convinced Tine isn’t coming.  he and Tine argued a day or so before.  Ctrl-S plays there first two songs and then Sarawat pulls out his acoustic to play the third.  Tine is in the audience by himself trying to not be seen.  he doesn’t want to admit he couldn’t miss Sarawat playing.  Sarawat introduces the song ‘Tine’ and apologizes to Tine for ever letting him think he’d pick someone over him.  then he plays.  Tine cries the entire time.

    when Ctrl-S joins the audience Tine pushes his way through the crowd to the front.  Tine taps Sarawat on the shoulder who turns around.  before he can speak Tine takes his face in both hands and kisses him.  they kiss for a few minutes then Tine tells him it was never in his head.  around them the crowd goes wild as Ctrl-S wins the event but neither of them notice.  Sarawat is going in for another kiss when Scrubbs is announced.  Sarawat has his lips against Tine’s when Tine pulls his head away to look up.  Sarawat can’t even be mad seeing how happy Tine is.

    the concert ends and Sarawat gets Tine backstage to meet his hero’s.  Tine is a blushing mess and Sarawat has to lead him around by the hand.  they end up going out to dinner as a group.  the band and everyones friends.  then out to have drinks.  Sarawat pulls Tine onto the dance floor and they slow dance for a couple songs.  then later that night Sarawat takes Tine home.  Tine invites him up to his room and then cuddle in Tines bed where Sarawat finally asks Tine to be his boyfriend. Tine says yes.

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  • lizzieborednow
    03.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    Sarawat and Tine are in their mid 20′s.  they both work for the same company but in different branches.  Sarawat is located in Bangkok and Tine is in Phuket.  the company is having a huge conference in Nonthaburi near their head office.  as a way to force people to meet each other they assign roommates to everyone.  everyone is roomed with someone from another branch.  Sarawat and Tine get made roommates.

    their first meeting is terrible and they both leave with a bad impression of each other.  

    the second day Tine spends most of the day trying to get laid.  Sarawat starts to question his taste in men.  Sarawat also gets super jealous when Tine doesn’t come back till morning and is brought back by Fong.

    the third day of the conference Sarawat and Tine are put into the same group.  they are forced to do group activities like ice breakers.  Sarawat hates every second of it.  Tine is thriving.  after seeing how uncomfortable Sarawat is Tine takes pity on him and is nice to him.  they joke around a bit and realize the other isn’t so bad.  after the lunch break Tine does his best to shield Sarawat from being picked to do embarrassing dances.  that night Tine invites him to have dinner with him and Fong his best friend from the main office.  Sarawat quickly realizes Tine and Fong are just friends and stops being jealous.

    the forth day Tine and Sarawat are in separate group and wave in the hall and eat their meals together.  that night after a little too much alcohol they end up making out.

    on the fifth day of the conference they both realize they like the other a lot.  but have to go home to separate cities.  they exchange numbers and e-mails and spend one last night together.

    the weeks that follow are sad.  they txt and call everyday but it’s not enough.  they crave in person contact.  one day Sarawat is about to book a ticket to Phuket when his manager announces a new member of their team.  Sarawat looks up and see’s Tine smiling at him.  Tine found a transfer and took it.

    that night Sarawat won’t let Tine go.  he keeps on hugging him.  Tine ends up moving in with Sarawat even though they barely know each other.  yet it works. and they live happily ever after.

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  • lizzieborednow
    03.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    Trigger Warning: abuse, violence

    when Sarawat and Tine are kids they are best friends.  Tine’s mom works for Sarawat’s parents as a nurse to Sarawat’s sick grandfather.  they even live with the family.  when they are 12 Sarawat’s grandfather dies and Tine and his mother are kicked out.  Tine writes letters to Sarawat so they can keep in touch but Sarawat’s mom hides them from him.  at 18 Sarawat runs away from home when his family can’t except that he’s gay.  he goes to live with Man, Earn and Type older friends of his who are also con men who help people get revenge.  Sarawat starts working for them to make money.  Sarawat forgets about Tine.

    at the age of 25 Sarawat is tasked with seducing Tine to get information to help them break into Tine’s bosses office.  so Sarawat spends a few months getting to know Tine.  it goes smoothly until Tine invites Sarawat into his home and Sarawat sees a photo of the two of them together as kids.  he realizes this Tine is his Tine.  he feels guilty and doesn’t want to fool Tine anymore (he’s fallen in love with Tine) but Man pushes him to complete the job.  so he does.  Sarawat gets his information, breaks into the office and disappears.  leaving Tine heartbroken and without a job (he got fired for his boyfriend being a crook).

    two years go by and Sarawat is working a job in Phuket when he sees Tine exiting a restaurant.  he looks him up and sees he now lives in Phuket and works for a shady law firm  still madly in love with him Sarawat reaches out hoping that he can at least apologize.  when they meet Tine is furious.  he blames Sarawat for ruining his life.  he had a good job and a good career and now he’s stuck working for mobsters because no one else will hire him.  

    Tine goes on to admit that he discovered that his father is a mobster from Singapore.  he got him the job at the law firm.  Tine now has to do what his father wants or else.  Sarawat apologizes but it does no good.  Tine’s hear it made of stone.  Sarawat does not give up.  he visits Tine often, bringing him food and drinks.  slowly Tine realizes that as much as he hates Sarawat he also loves him.  they fall back into a relationship, but a temporary one.  because Sarawat will leave in a few months to a new job.  but the more Sarawat is with Tine the more he wants to stay.

    one day Tine comes home from the office looking shaken.  he tells Sarawat that his father came to see him.  see Tine is his fathers only son.  he only had daughters with his wife.  Tine’s dad wants Tine to marry one of his half sisters and take over the family business.  Tine is of course horrified but he can’t refuse.  Sarawat knows his family is incredibly powerful and has mob connections so he calls his dad for help.

    Sarawat's dad is so happy to hear from him.  he and his wife regret telling Sarawat they don’t love him because he's gay.  Sarawat makes a deal with his dad that he will come home and visit his mother on her birthday if his dad will save Tine.  so his dad does everything in his power to save Tine.  he has to make some bad deals but they are worth it.  Tine’s father takes back his offer from Tine but he also takes back his job and his protection.  he then sends men to ‘teach’ Tine a lesson in crossing him.

    when Sarawat gets to the hospital he barely recognizes Tine.  he’s been tortured.  he’s missing an eye, has burns  and scars all over him, and his balls have been removed so he can never have children.  Tine is in the hospital for months.  Sarawat is by his side the entire time.  Sarawat quits his job with Man and when Tine is strong enough he takes Tine back to Bangkok to live with his parents.  Sarawat’s parents except them 100%.  Sarawat’s mother even helps nurse Tine.  

    Time passes and Sarawat finally goes to college.  Tine recovers enough to work again and Sarawat’s father hires him at his company.  Eventually Tine and Sarawat get their own place.  they live a quiet life.  every Saturday they eat dinner with Tine’s mom.  Tine is spooked easily so Sarawat is always there to hold his hand.  Sarawat joins his father at his company and lives the life he was always destined to.  except he has Tine by his side.

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  • lizzieborednow
    03.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    artist Sarawat au:

    Sarawat’s passion other then music is painting.  when he see’s Tine for the first time he is compelled to draw and paint him.  he spends a month filling sketch books and covering canvases with Tine’s smile.  but it isn’t enough.  so he sneaks out one night and paints a mural on a building of Tine and his radiant smile.  with the words ‘meet me at a Scrubb concert painted above him.

    it takes two weeks for the mural to go viral.  people all over Bangkok start going to take pictures in front of the mural.  Ohm see’s it and immediately thinks it looks like Tine.  so three weeks after it went viral Ohm leads his friends to the mural and shows it to them.  they are all shocked at how like Tine it looks.  Tine gets his friends to take a photo of him in front of the mural smiling captioned ‘twins’.  he tags it with a tag other people who took photos of the mural used and goes home.  of course Man has been following the tags to see if anything interesting is posted about the mural.  he see’s Tine’s photo and realizes he’s found smile guy.  he arranges to meet Tine and brings him to Sarawat’s house.  

    it’s a hot Saturday when Man leads Tine up to Sarawat’s bedroom.  Sarawat has no idea they are coming.  Man knocks on his door but doesn’t get a response.  so they go in anyways.  Sarawat is seated with his back to them.  shirtless painting another Tine painting.  he had his earbuds in so he can’t hear them.  the windows are open letting in light and a soft breeze.  Tine is transfixed.  partly because of the man in front of him but also because there are like 20 painting of him scattered around the room.  Sarawat finally notices them and is shocked to see Tine.  introductions are awkward, mostly because Sarawat won’t stop staring.  Sarawat also gets out his guitar and plays ‘your smile’ for Tine who is completely confused.  Sarawat awkwardly flirts with Tine and Tine takes pity on him and agrees to go on a date with him.

    on their first date Tine informs Sarawat he has mace on him.  because right then he is coming off as a psycho stalker.  Sarawat is embarrassed that is the impression he’s given Tine.  it is not love at first sight for Tine.  but he is companionate and giving so he agree’s to more dates with Sarawat.  they start txting and calling each other.  Sarawat starts giving Tine guitar lessons.  they are spending almost off their time together.  slowly but surely Tine starts to fall for Sarawat.  he realizes it one day when he is sitting on Sarawat's bed playing his guitar while Sarawat paints.  he wants this always.  he puts the guitar down and goes up behind Sarawat.  he points to the empty space on the canvas and tells Sarawat he should put himself there.  because they belong together.  Sarawat smiles at him and Tine smiles back.  yes they do.

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  • lizzieborednow
    02.10.2021 - 2 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    Tine and Sarawat are childhood best friends.  as they grow up they don’t redefine there relationship.  so when Tine is 12 and wants a first kiss, he and Sarwat kiss.  they also hold hands all the time and they kiss on a regular basis.  yet they are still just friends.  it isn’t until they are 14 when a girl asks Tine out for the first time that Sarawat realizes he could lose Tine.  Sarawat asks him mother for romance advice and she says flowers tend to work.  so Sarawat blows all his allowance on red roses for Tine and presents them to him and asks to be his boyfriend.  Tine is shocked mostly because he already thought they were dating.  Sarawat forgot he asked Tine to be his boyfriend when they were 8.  Tine of course agrees.

    years later their friends ask them if they ever regret only ever dating one person.  they both laugh and say no.  one was enough.

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  • alex-macaulay
    30.09.2021 - 3 weeks ago

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    Squid Game: 2gether

    " Protecting you at all cost "

    Coming Soon

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  • lizzieborednow
    28.09.2021 - 3 weeks ago

    fic’s i’ll never write

    Tine is gay but his parents are homophobic so he keeps it a secret.  in high school he meets Sarawat who instantly falls in love with Tine.  Sarawat follows Tine around like a lost puppy begging him to give him a chance.  Tine does his best to ignore him but finds it difficult because he likes Sarawat back.  

    one day Sarawat is trying to get Tine’s attention.  Tine keeps telling him to go away and Sarawat snaps yelling how Tine would never understand his pain or what it’s like being gay.  Sarawat starts to storm off and Tine throws a crumpled piece of paper at Sarawat’s head. Sarawat turns around ready to yell at Tine but before he can Tine yells ‘you’re not the only gay person here.’  Sarawat realizes this is a confession.  he realizes that in his own way he had been outing Tine and feels really bad.  the two talk it out and become friends.

    Sarawat and Tine stay as friends until senior year of high school when Sarawat meets a new guy he’s interested in.  he starts giving the new guy all his attention since Tine has made it clear he won’t ever date a man.  Tine feels lost because he wants to claim Sarawat as his own but knows he can’t.

    one day Sarawat is hanging out with his new crush in the music room.  they are having a moment so he leans into kiss the guy.  at the last minute he looks up and sees Tine watching him sobbing like a baby.  Tine takes off running and Sarawat runs after him.  Sarawat catches Tine and hugs him.  he admits that while he likes the guy it’s nothing near how he likes Tine.  and that if Tine even gave him a sign of hope he would toss the guy aside.  Tine sobs for a few minutes then clutches the front of Sarawat’s shirt and tells him he loves him.  Sarawat holds him closer.

    after that Sarawat stops giving the other guy attention.  Tine and Sarawat are still just friends but Tine has promised that when they go to college they can date.  which they do and are very happy together.  years later when Tine comes out to his parents Sarawat stands by his side.

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