#self destruction Tumblr posts

  • peanutlolxd
    27.11.2021 - 10 minutes ago

    Uhm hey !! Lollipop human design !! 😋

    #lollipop bfdi#lollipop#bfdi#uhmmm heyy #i will self destruct in 10 minutes #scratch scratch
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  • inlovewithsev
    27.11.2021 - 37 minutes ago

    i disabled my instagram little bit ago and i had the app deleted for about a week now. no one talks to me, not over text not over anything. no one puts any effort into our “friendships” when all i ever did was put all my effort into them. im becoming a different person and it’s nice but scary. idk how to feel. i’ve been sh more recently. i give myself bruises too. they just look so pretty and when i see them i want more.

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  • miz-winters
    27.11.2021 - 45 minutes ago

    I present to you

    A waste of money

    #tw self destruction #kinda depressing#fml#so annoyed #i hate everybody #mental health#skincare #I'm trying okay?
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  • bunnib00
    27.11.2021 - 49 minutes ago

    hello. i haven’t physically SH myself since my last post, but i have been hurting myself other ways, i’ve been getting very high about everyday and was not properly feeding myself and i lost a lot of weight, i keep beating myself up over everything.i’m not doing good….but i’m still smilin :)

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  • novasd3ath
    27.11.2021 - 1 hour ago

    How do I avoid eating at my aunties house she constantly forces me to eat 🥲

    #i want to be skiny #tw selfhate#anamia #not pr0 ana #not pr0 just using tags #th1nspiration#skiny#ana diary#anoressic #tw self destructive behavior
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  • oversharjng
    27.11.2021 - 1 hour ago

    i cannot handle any gore at all yet i find myself scrolling thru the sh tags just looking at it all

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  • 92pcy
    27.11.2021 - 1 hour ago

    ya girl finally got coffee cream!

    #thanks bc for self destructing your highways :/ #also eggs for tomorrow morning!
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  • ylizam
    27.11.2021 - 2 hours ago

    oh, I realized. oh. as I looked at the post of the Sondheim playbills and the memory of seeing some of those—Assassins, a Company revival, Passion, and on—with my father and he was a bastard and we hadn’t spoken for a decade when he died (at my choice, because it was necessary, it was survival) and he died years ago and I’m still having all these terrible feelings because when I was younger, oh (that word again), walking through Manhattan and waiting at the TKTS booth and him buying tickets to shows I really wanted to see and sitting in the seats and studying those Playbills, reading every bio and feature, the way that felt and the sound of the pages turning and fuck I hate the way grief just continues, on and on and on, even as it shifts and turns. 

    #grief is bullshit #is the tag #anyway this post may self destruct #do not reblog #grief for blacklisting
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  • sydshiit
    27.11.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Little rant

    I wanna be skinny. I want to be the pretty girl who’s pale in the snow. Have rosy cheeks all the time and perfect makeup. I want to be the girl with dark hair and strong cheek bones. I want to be the small girl in a puffy jacket who looks cold. I want the snow to melt in my thin hands covered in rings. I want to drink hot chocolate and watch the cold air in the trees and not be judged for drinking it because I’m so skinny. I want to be the small girl in the snow.

    I want, I want, I want.

    #calories #not pr0 ana #ana blog#ana recipes#anar3xia#caloric restriction#ed tumbr #tw ed related #tw ed thoughts #tw self destructive behavior #anareksja #tw ana things #just ed shit
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  • q0rb
    27.11.2021 - 2 hours ago

    idrk atm

    #tw self destructive behavior #tw selfhate#vent art #tw self destruction #obsessive love#lovesick #i love him #my love#art#sketch#drawn#draw#drawing #this is a cry for help #crying #want to disappear #darlingcore#lovecore#bored #artists on tumblr #original art#artwork
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  • roasted-oolong
    26.11.2021 - 2 hours ago

    i used to think i was my ex's impulse control, but now that i have spent a full day digging thru my dragon hoard of stationery and drawing tools, i realize he was also mine 😬

    #individually we were self destructive #together we were kinda sane #but at least my spiraling out of control is more aesthetically pleasing and gets likes on social media #so theres that
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  • beeonastrawberry
    26.11.2021 - 3 hours ago

    can NOT relate to posts about being kinder to your past self or wanting to like go back and mentor them that brat did better than i am now

    #i was a BRIGHT CHILD and now i am a panicking adult #i was better kinder and smarter in high school and then i worked retail for six years #and realized that being a good student is actually useless #the only good thing i got was so little student debt i've already paid it off #viva scholarships and free college classes provided in high school #i'd say where did my dreams go but i never really had any so #don't mind me i'm going through a major life change #and yknow how it is.  self destructing.
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  • nullians
    26.11.2021 - 3 hours ago

    It’s a fucking hard life to be the one of two only sane people in the house cause everytime I want to solve problems like a normal person (responsibilities distribution and time management) the adults around me who were raised on warped sense of rightness and who get high on (but also miserable) framing themselves as martyrs take that as an attack and goddamnit. I really do not have enough energy left to take this ongoing circus of demonising me, I’m at the limit here send help

    #d0 stuff#personal#don’t reblog #aging got my grandmother in its steel grip and I can’t take this anymore #I love her but I also can’t just can’t interact with her as she is now #because we will both make ourselves miserable #her because she thinks I don’t love or cherish her anymore #and me because I can’t live restrained by her delusions of the right way of living #the things she wants me to be or be ashamed of or to care for #we are fundamentally very different people and I KNOW it’s partially envy of my life speaking through her #(and mother also) #but godssss #I refuse to fit the molds they’ve given me #I won’t be the doormat girl or beautiful or feminine or care about 373748 people’s opinions or tell anyone there’s only ine right path to #take in life. I also won’t love the way they love because that’s way tok selfish and self-destructive and adults really really should know #better. but they don’t. unfuckingfortunately #this is the monthly dose of rant posts because sometimes shit hits the fan and I just… can’t #I can’t #I wish one day they’d see that I’m not like them and that as a person I’m way more tolerable than them but #it’s not gonna happen I know it #hhhhh#negative #sorry it’s just. a lot to handle
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  • peaxybunny
    26.11.2021 - 3 hours ago

    I fear I have not suffered enough for whatever it is I yearn for.

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  • thedeadracoon
    26.11.2021 - 3 hours ago

    It‘s Crazy how one wrong word can shatter your whole world.

    #self destruction#depressing shit#mental health #sorry for existing #Hope you’re happy now
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  • elizabugsbones
    26.11.2021 - 3 hours ago

    When where together you O W N me so feel free to do whatever you want to my pathetic body<3 

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  • elizabugsbones
    26.11.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Someone p l e a s e kidnap me and starve me till I’m tiny and pretty to your liking <3

    #self destruction #just ed shit #tw eating things #tw self destruction #tw ed related #tw ed thoughts #anorekic #not pr0 just using tags #tw selfhate#darlingcore #yande.re #yancore#irl yandere#yandere community
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  • sknnyx
    26.11.2021 - 4 hours ago

    The sexual tension between me and taking alcohol and all of my sleeping and depression meds at once

    #tw sui thoughts #su1c1d3 #tw self destructive behavior
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  • xroyallydepressedx
    26.11.2021 - 4 hours ago

    i’ve ruined literally years of progress because i’m a fucking stupid twat… I was over 2 years clean and i fucking ruined it cause i’m literally useless and self sabotage myself for some stupid reason! I hate myself so much right now and i wish i could take it back because it was literally not even for a good reason😭 the worst part is i’ve worked so hard over the last 2 years not to do it and now all that progress is gone and i feel like i’ve let myself down and i can’t even try and talk to anyone because i don’t want to put this on them

    #tw mental health #tw self h@rm #tw ed#tw suicice#Ana#ed#thinspo#thinsp0#skinny#thin#tiny#dainty #tw ed thoughts #model thin #just ed shit #self h@rm #tw self destructive behavior
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