I’m so embarrassed for trying to prove my worth to people that don’t deserve it. It’s embarrassing how desperate I was. Im so grateful that I realized I don’t need validation. If you don’t see how amazing I am you can step out of line.
Remember that day they published like 4 new pictures of Ewan and we all reblogged every post with them constantly, even if they were basically duplicates of each other, for the next 14 hours
I dont think i will survive this exam season
And if i do, i sure as hell won't be the same person coming out of it
TW: disordered eating
Please, don't comment on someone else eating habits/behaviour. Even if you are joking around or making a neutral comment.
My roomates comment on me eating for the third time the same and something, they don't see as healthy or when I decide to eat dinner late in the evening/night. And yeah, they might be correct but it is sometimes more harmful than helpful. It makes me feel even more ashamed of eating.
I am not hungry and still I'm standing in the kitchen. Why? Because I know I need more than one meal a day. A few years ago, I would have been happy on a day, that hunger isn't bothering me but I don't want my body to get used to it again.
My choice of food might be not the healthiest, but I don't need someone else to point that out. To explain to me that it has too many calories. I'm learning not to think about it.
I am trying to act despite of my thoughts, that have told me to starve. I am trying to eat eventhough the grey feeling doesn't makes space for hunger.
You don't know, what words do to people, so try to be thoughtful... please.
I am sorry for the vent.
Please, eat something if you haven't yet and take a few sips water! Feel free to tell me, what you ate/eat/are planning to eat. I'll have tortilla pizza tonight.
-Storm (they/them)
I really need to work on existing inside myself rather than outside.. like I'm always seeing myself through everyone else's eyes and I need to conciously stop doing that!!
Exist in your own meat! Experience life first hand!
pro tip: referring to yourself as "my love" is soothing actually
Oh my Gosh guys!! Thank you all so much for your kind compliments you've given me so far!!! I truly appreciate all of them😄😄😄
you’re pointing at starts in the sky that already died
The Stars always shined brighter
when heroes were near
Independent and selective multimuse feat. canon and oc muses from DC, Six of Crows, Percy Jackson, Harry Potter, & more.
Penned by Vanna
Mun and Muses 21+
Promo creds: @exheroibus
Today’s random selfship-related fact is:
Both Calanthe and KOS-MOS end up causing a lot of confusion in the people they meet in Alrest, even though they both attempt to hide the fact that they came from a different world. Calanthe’s accent is like that of the Tantalese, yet she does not particularly resemble any one of the races of Alrest in particular, while KOS-MOS is sometimes associated with the artificial Blade sightings in Mor Ardain due to still possessing most of her characteristics as an android as well as being a Blade.
