Innocent in white, or am I?
(This was not posted for sexual reasons and I have no interest in sexting with you or seeing your genitalia. Also DON’T call me sexy, it makes my skin crawl. This is simply a woman sharing the love of her body with the world.)
Yep, I’m still stumbling through life. Happiness post #81.
Had more pizza
Played xenoblade
Watched hunter x hunter
Saw the band kids again
And we have a new party member for dnd! (Bardic shenanigans shall ensue next week, hopefully)
Well ok, I’m still rolling down this hill so bye!….
My feet are really bothering me today. Even wanting to tough through it is never a good idea because you can injury yourself more than before. Taking the day off to keep weight off of it and taking a good soak is good therapy
hello! i’m nora, im 17, im half egyptian, I have dreadlocks, 5 kitties, 3 doggies, and an amazing boyfriend that I love more than anyone or anything in the world!!
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♡ journaling of ALL types !!
♡ meditation
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i hope this blog can be helpful, refreshing, and peaceful for everyone viewing and myself! i cant wait to see everyones different tips, tricks, and ideas for everything and interact with a bunch of other blogs!
I want to recover because every day is not a good day and that is human and that is ok
“one day, you will grow tired of over explaining yourself to the people committed to misunderstanding you. one day, you will say nothing, and you will let your growth speak for itself.”
— iambrillyant
You may find yourself wondering “What did I do to deserve this?”
Sometimes the answer is ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ.
Here’s a self care idea
When you’re eating unhealthy food that you dont really like, double check that your not choosing unhealthy foods because you dont think your worth the good foods.
If your eating sugar because that’s what you want then good for you, enjoy it
But if its because you feel like you’re not important enough to take good care of then you should probably tell yourself that you do actually care about yourself and then go eat something that will make you feel good about nourishing yourself
#80. Ok, things just keep going. Let’s do it.
Played more xenoblade
Watched hunter x hunter
And had legit Detroit style pizza.
Oh yeah.
Original poetry by me
***
Let it rain upon me
My disillusionment of self
You wouldn’t be shining down on me
If you did not find me worthy
Like a fallen angel from the heavens
Have I proven myself deserving of salvation?
Or will I keep sending myself to hell
Down
Down
Down
Into the fire?
God above has abandoned me,
Or so I’ve led myself to believe
Do I believe that I’m good enough for you?
That I’ll ever be able to see the sun again?
Or will I continue to insist that I’m not worthy?
For you, for myself, for the world?
Let it rain upon me
The realization that my eternal suffering
Is of my own doing
The realization that heaven is a place
That you create;
Not by praying to the universe that something will change
Not by bowing to false idols clad of stone
But by chiseling out your own path, and accepting what comes with it
Bleeding sobbing tears of anger and pain
All of the ghosts tormenting you will dissipate
It’s okay to be sad.
It’s okay to feel anything at all.
But only if you allow yourself to, without any walls
Let it rain upon me
That faith in yourself
Is the most powerful shield
That faith in yourself
Is the most powerful sword
***
Here’s a little incident that happened right now :-
So at afternoon, i was really really upset for no apparent reason at all and was thinking about how my absence wouldn’t change anything and i thought of myself as someone who’s useless and worthless.
And just right now I smelled a little burnt wire at the backstreet of our lane and started overanalyzing it and told my parents about it. So my dad’s checking our AC’s compressor and I decided to check up on our neighbours who’re an elderly couple and guess what… It was their compressor that had fire in it’s inner parts and eventually the fire was put out before it could get worse aND I CAN’T BELIEVE I WAS THINKING ABOUT KILLING MYSELF AND I JUST PREVENTED A COULD-BE HUGE FIRE
AND I’M SO SHOCKED RN I-
So basically if you ever have thoughts Iike I do, just remember that you are meant to be and you matter like hell and I love you
I am the main character in my life.
Seems so obvious now, but I’m only just learning that I am important & I have value. ♥︎
🌷
friendly reminder that…
…your smile is absolutely beautiful and can light up the entire room. please smile more! ✨
