#self written Tumblr posts

  • ashauyel
    25.01.2022 - 1 hour ago

    “Taylor Swift doesn’t write her own music” is a bizarre thing to say because all of her music sounds extremely like she wrote it herself

    #like whether or not you like it is one thing but it literally is just obviously self written lol
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  • goldrushzukka
    24.01.2022 - 4 hours ago

    i think taylor should just drop mean (taylor's version) and turn off her phone

    #taylor swift#mine #speak now (taylor’s version) #when she drops her self written masterpiece speak now tv and the first notes of long live tv vaporise damon albarn. then what.
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  • installingconscious-sense
    24.01.2022 - 7 hours ago

    I am wandering

    Through paths known

    But still unknown

    Hoping I'd see you somewhere.

    I am waiting

    For the rain to pour down

    Like a dry tiny plant

    Hoping to bloom soon.

    I am searching

    Ripping my heart open

    To see if there's

    A little part of you in there.

    And when I

    Look at my reflection

    I look for your presence

    I search for a little hope

    To hold on to....

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  • sculptedsouls
    24.01.2022 - 9 hours ago
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  • sakc
    24.01.2022 - 9 hours ago

    when it comes to you..

    The moment I decide to move on  something just brings me back to square one. No matter how hard I try I always fail when it comes to you. sometimes I feel like I am stuck on you because I have never given any chance to someone else but I cannot stand even a slightest touch that is not yours.

     How am I gonna move on from that?

    Do you also feel like there is something that just not lets us move on, bringing us closer to each other. Was this the reason we’re no more on talking terms with each other.

    Or is it just one of my very own made theories again to ease my pain of not being close to you anymore.

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  • halfeviltotty
    24.01.2022 - 17 hours ago

    Lets all listen to aishite aishite aishite and specifically this cover https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cqqGOvOGfI

    And cry thinking about Todomatsu to the point where we cannot write the fluff we're supposed to.

    #open_mouth.exe #This one got me in my feelings especially when it goes: aren't I a good kid? aren't I a cute kid? #I drew that picture not too long ago bc of this 😭😭😭 #I have seen a lot of yandere Totty content and I dont agree w how it's depicted bc like it's all: being obsessed makes you violent and evil #And maybe it's bc i have clinical erotomania but I think fictional situations should be written a bit more delicately when it comes to #Psychotic people experiencing those sorts of emotions. Anyways uh these associations have been buzzing in my head for a while #I started writing a post about it but then just gave up bc it made me cry like 4x. #Anyways when I was lurking on pixiv I've seen lots of Totty kidnaps the reader comics and thought idk about that... I couldn't see him #Doing something so extreme or if he did not instantly regretting it. I do see him incredibly jealous and envious to a detriment but idk #I don't think Totty even if he had those delusions or impulses would ever act on them bc he has a lot of self control and optimism #Getting on the verge of tears writing this now... God I'm really fucking going thru it irl. Feeling pathetic. #assigned unlovable at birth #Might bash my head in and stop pretending I'm talking about my anime boyfriend and not myself
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  • diviniti
    24.01.2022 - 20 hours ago

    What Tarot Card Are You ?

    The Hermit

    It’s a skill, to look inside yourself, one you have mastered. The endless corridors and shifting thoughts are mapped to very carefully. This all takes time, of course. And those twisting hallways are so very difficult to map. It would be so easy to get lost. You know this space so well. Wouldn’t it be a lovely place to stay? So well-known and comforting. Why go back? How nice, how easy, to dissolve, to hide from the rest of the world and all the people in it. Why bother, when you are so good at looking inside yourself. Like enlightenment, the self. Retreating this far inwards is like retreating just as far out, into the vast ether. So comforting. The thing that was you looks at the thing that was the old woman. There is no you anymore. Goodbye.

    tagged by : @urienje​ ( ty ty! )

    tagging : all of you :) and tag me when you do it! i’d love to see <3

    #* chara study . #[ THIS THING HURT MY FEELINGS #SOME OF THE ANSWERS?? AND TARYN... AHHHH #goddd #i feel like the hermit rlly fits in the way she hides behind the mask of her late love #and let's it consume her and what everyone knows about her #she's extremely lonely but also would rather hide inside herself #with all of her secrets and paved roads of false security #this made me very emotional omg i'm just big thinking about taryn n how comfortable she is playing pretend essentially #o(--( #then the GOODBYE PART #is kinda symbolic to me bc it is a goodbye of her old and former self #to the self before the trauma #but also to the self she pretended to be for so long #what isn't written is the 'hello' to the version of herself who crawls out of herself and lives with what honesty she has left ]
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  • dippydots
    24.01.2022 - 21 hours ago
    #gothic gang #gg henry jekyll #tw implied self harm. #tw death mention. #honestly this may be the darkest thing I've written.
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  • genderqueer-klinger
    23.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    While I'm experiencing a mild to moderate case of writer's block I'm going to cheekily remind you there's 9 chapters of my cringe fucking Charles/JFK joke-turned-serious wip now including some ptsd (fun!), the weirdest and only slowburn I have ever written, the most foreseeable major character death in fanfiction history, and Charles going platonically to Maine because you know what? More characters should be allowed to go to Maine for all kinds of reasons.

    And as soon as I figure out again how writing works you're even getting like five more chapters at least? And you already know how it's going to end so you don't need to worry about any surprises!

    #Macks Musings#Mash #Shameless self promo #But of the worst thing I have ever written #This fic has everything: Honoria being a girlboss Margaret moving to Boston #Lem Billings is there #Footnotes with historical facts for your entertainment #Hawkeye being bisexual #Mentions of most other characters #BJ will also turn up eventually #Me trying so hard to linguistically analyse Honoria's stutter based on that one recording so I can be as accurate as possible #Me fighting for my life pretending I know how to write
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  • beechovenwhump
    23.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    I can't stop thinking about the first pure whump story I wrote, it was about a kid in highschool who:

    Had neglectful parents

    Anger issues

    Was getting sick with a fever

    Punched a mirror and broke their wrist

    Hid it so they wouldn't have to go home

    Got beat up by someone at school

    Then there was some kind of national emergence and everyone just got fucking scooped up in swat vans and taken to the middle of nowhere. All in one day s2g

    #I really had to have everything #Yes it was a self insert what do u want from me I was 15 #whump#Whump meme #It was not very well written and VERY angsty #Angst #Feel free to add ur self indulgent pieces hahah
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  • suspiciouslynotapastor
    23.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    Wondering if I should write something special for Valentine's, or if that would be redundant, considering... my usual content. Theoretically, I could write fluff, but that's not where my strengths are.

    #fanfic writing#fanfiction problems#fanfiction#ao3 #i already have enough ideas lined up to be written #but i enjoy making my future self suffer
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  • thefacelessmanner
    23.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    my fitoor for my writings has turned me into a sadist,

    i want to be hurt, i want to feel pain, i want my heart to shatter, i want my mind to feel the insanity. i have gone insane waiting patiently for people to hurt me. hurt me so i can write my melancholy off. i am begging for the pain to run in my veins so i could turn my misery into art. hurt me, proudly.

    my love for my writings has turned me into a sadist and i am ecstatic.
    - @thefacelessmanner on instagram and tumblr.
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  • skibs-scribbles
    23.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    My brain: hhhmm I think I wanna write again

    Me: for one of the established aus right???

    My brain:

    Me: Right????

    #so guess who has a new underdeveloped au that is gonna get written for despite now background being done #*no #and despite the fact that I have a fair amount of hw to do #*points at self* THIS SO CALLED WRITER :D
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  • imsupposedtobewriting
    23.01.2022 - 1 day ago
    #thanks wren!!! you got me all reflective #ask tag! you’re it! #dearest void #if you thought /that/ was pretentious look away now cause this tag rant is about to be a lot #it’s interesting because as a visual artist (painting sepcifically here) I’m somewhat accoustomed to #hating midfield with all my heart. in painting the middle is the ugly stage #*middles why tf would I be talking about baseball autocorrect?? #I’ve abandoned so so many paintings in the ugly stage. I’m terrible about it and used to be worse bc visual arts may be part of my studies #and always had been but I’m still largely self taught and I never ever trusted my ability to /fix/ it once it hits the ugly stage #getting past the ugly stage is fundamentally about trust I think. you have to know that you /can/. I think I do better now because I’ve #gotten better about having a concept rather than an image #if I have a concept I can give myself the freedom to apply my skills in the way that best serves the piece rather that pursing a particular #look that I may not be best suited to achieve #with writing I think at least for me pursing a concept is a lot more natural that pursing an image the written equivalent of which #I’m thinking of as a ‘style’ mostly tho you could also sub genre or trope maybe #so I think that’s a lot of why I enjoy the middle of writing. it’s when I most fall back in my skills and trust myself to just /write/ #but also in that way the middle of a draft is different from the middle of a painting. that part in a draft is more like when you’re just #emerging from the ugly phase of a painting and you start to see progress (finally) #the real ugly phase of a written piece is the end of the first couple drafts OOF #being a perfectionist who 1. can’t spell and 2. can’t avoid a conma splice to save their goddamn life make editing your own work a #deadly process #thinkin about her: frank o’hara’s poem ‘why i am not a painter’
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  • anarchist-arachnids
    23.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    does anyone just. vibe and chat with ur friends and then someone says Something and you’re like. oh. oh okay then. alright, that’s fine, this is fine, i want to die, i want to claw my brain out, also my eyes, maybe my skin if we’re in a silly goofy mood, why did you have to say that, i am now Thinking about things and also feel guilty for ever feeling happy at all ever, i am going to go cry now

    #tw suicide #tw self harm #dont fucking reblog or i will bite ur hand off #written by mikey (no pronouns)
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  • msdk-00
    23.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    hmm i need a big project (lasting a few months) to work on diligently n mindlessly in my spare time to distract myself from loneliness. i don't think i have enough schoolwork to keep me distracted this whole semester. i need something that has a concrete ending point. and that feels meaningful 2 me

    #story #i could write a short story. it would be horrible bc i have not written a since my fanfic writing days but #it would be something #tryna be the next mxtx #self
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  • frxctubelx
    23.01.2022 - 1 day ago

    Trato de describir mi propia alma, 

    la esencia del ser, 

    me pierdo en miles de sensaciones al imaginármela

    Pienso que esta alma siente mucho 

    la siento más expuesta que el cuerpo mismo 

    llena de colores me rodea

    vibra al son de lo que voy experimentando

    es la que me hace bailar a media tarde 

    y me hace tan sensible por la madrugada.

    La mente ya me hubiera destruido 

    mi alma me hace estar en equilibrio. 

    Hace ser quien soy;

    un alma que vive en un cuerpo algo pequeño 

    porque te percibo tan intensa 

    que llegas a drenarte de vez en vez.

    Pero está bien, te estoy conociendo 

    antes no sabía que te tenía

    gracias por habitarme...

    -frxctubelx

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  • loudmouthbrowngirl
    22.01.2022 - 2 days ago

    Do You Know What "SURVIVOR" Really Means? It's Not A Friggen Game Show - It's A Warning Label

    Do You Know What “SURVIVOR” Really Means? It’s Not A Friggen Game Show – It’s A Warning Label

    Trigger Warning: IF AFTER READING THIS POST YOU NEED FURTHER HELP PLEASE REACH OUT TO ONE OF THE NUMBERS ON THE LIST LINKED BELOW. I am so sorry I had to share it this way, but I am tired so damned tired, of pretending that bad stuff only happens to kids, and then it’s over. Gang and traumatic life experiences don’t end when you exit gangs or escape abusers, it’s a lifelong battle that will…

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  • lvrsdrk
    22.01.2022 - 2 days ago

    As human beings we are simply individual disruptions within the flowing current of life. We are not the stuff that abides, but patterns that live to sustain themselves. It is the routine and the perceived safety found within our consistencies that grant us the feeling of self-awareness. When we deviate from those consistencies we then begin to construct the true authentic nature of the self and shine a light on those whose identity has been influenced by them.

    Authenticity || eddiemustwrite
    #weoutchea#pieces#lvrsdrk#scorpio #black poets on tumblr #black men#written #black writers of tumblr #perception#authenticity#realist #be your true self #alwaysreading
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