I wish I could tell you I’m hurt by your actions
I wish I could afford the opportunity to sleep on it and wake up with a changed mind
You are an abusive relationship to my skin
You crawl my blood yet pump me with aspirations
You seep through my pours with vibrancy and maintained poison that generates grit.
You fill my longues with polluted satisfaction to then darken its beauty with your fuilth.
You’ve stolen and depreciated culture that was vital to my existence but your disgusting ways couldn’t stop be from seeing through the haze
You captivate my heart with scenery and community I wouldn’t trade in for the world then beat me to oblivion with your hate collecting lives YOU DIDN’T MAKE!
I applaud your resilience through my mudded, talented, bloody,productive, protecting hands.
I embrace your ugly because thats what our ancestors taught me.
But I known the thorns you’ve driven through my back were because you expected me to fail and weaken my attack
I can’t deny you love on me well and and make my heart swell because I learned,discovered, and breathed here.
But you shatter my heart with every blow to protect a bigots’ ego?
Amerikkka you’re exactly the who you were from the moment they savaged through natives of the land…
But Amerikkka we built you
We sustain you
You wouldn’t be you if we didn’t maintain you.
This abusive relationship has got to end. I will shed tears of toxins and let go screams of rage because amerikkka I am not okay with the hate you give.
I cant fathom having a kid with you, they’d be target practice and for that I will show real life family feud.
Amerikkka I must get my hits back…mama ain’t raise no fool and dad raised me better than this.