#september midnight Tumblr posts

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    #i feel very stressed and tense at the moment and i don't entirely know why but it's making me pull up other reasons to be upset rn #so im just going to vent a little #pls ignore this #i have a dull but very present migraine and it's been well over an hour im so irritable and tiree and i just cannot sleep #and tonight's just Felt off i don't know why but time just went and did it's thing and it made me feel really weird #and im feeling really overwhelmed and it's just. i don't really know what to do i've been laying down since midnight #and trying to listen to soft music and rain+ocean noisee #i have a playlist and it usually helps after an hour or so to just.. ease the shitty feelings at least a little #but this time i just... it's not hitting and that's really frustrating to me #and i've been thinking all day abt how much i want to see my therapist again #it's been nine months i think i really dont know how that happened #and it's been a Lot just not being abke to readily talk about a lot of things #honestly recently my mental state has been pretty good. like almost all through september #and that made me really really happy and relieved you know?? #and it's tipping again and that's stressing me out #i think that may have triggered how i feel rn bc it started feeling off a while ago this evening and now i just....... #i think i did make it worse subconsciously #i feel really empty and very tired and it's so frustrating bc i was really proud of myself for doing better recently #fuck . #i just want to sleep #i feel like i repeated a lot of things there but anyway... it's late and... yeah.. :(
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  • This wrap-up is technically missing a book because I filmed it too soon and was too lazy to record an update lol

    #op#bookish#booklr#booktube#youtube#reading wrap-up#september 2020#books#reading#fangirl#midnight sun#bitten #sex with the queen #home before dark #there's someone inside your house
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    #shut up yumi #i looked down and it was past midnight and the date had changed #i honestly forgot there were 30 days to september #was sure there was one more left #happy 24 old to me i guess
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  • it’s not even october yet. i cannot read a calendar apparently

    #i did that thing where i looked at my phone last night #and was like ‘ah yes its the last day of september’ #but failed to realize that i checked after midnight #so it is. still. september #what up im Jay im 19 and i never fucking learned how to read
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  • Tea Time With Alex

    09/30/20 - “What’s the weirdest dream you’ve ever had?”

    Alex Turner.

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    #i've been simping for alex the entire month and just realized it's the end of no simp september #i'm a failure #maybe this is why i havent uploaded midnight in sheffield yet #hahaha jk jk #love you all #tea time with alex #ttwa#alex turner
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  • Hello, new day. ☺

    @InLondonItIs

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  • Hello, new day. ☺

    @InLondonItIs

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  • Hello, new day. ☺

    @InLondonItIs

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  • Hello, new day. ☺

    @InLondonItIs

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  • Hello, new day. ☺

    @InLondonItIs

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  • He thinks it’s funny that I always lose my balance

    At the most obvious and stupid moments.

    Like when I have one leg in my shorts and one leg out,

    And I wind up on the floor.

    He says I should just stay there,

    Since I always end up there eventually.

    I can roll if I need to move around,

    And, if I’m nice, he’ll bring me food.

    It’s a little to telling,

    A little too obvious

    Commentary on our relationship

    And my place in it.

    Maybe my place everywhere.

    He’s not the only one I stumble around.

    He thinks it’s funny,

    And his laughter makes me take a bit longer

    To find my footing.

    -LNE

    #poem#poetry#bad poem#bad poetry#late night#long reads#thoughts#spilled ink#spilled thoughts #september 9 2020 #always funny writing two poems immediately on either side of midnight
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  • Hello, new day. ☺

    @InLondonItIs

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  • My only gripe with this is that it’s unfair to Robert Pattinson to conflate him with the character. I bet Pattinson’s take on this story would be frickin’ hilarious.

    #September 24th 2020 #Private Eye literary review #Midnight Sun
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  • Hello, new day. ☺

    @InLondonItIs

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  • Hello, new day. ☺

    @InLondonItIs

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  • Hello, new day. ☺

    @InLondonItIs

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  • Hello, new day. ☺

    @InLondonItIs

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