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Michael Ancher - By a sickbed, 1879, oil on canvas
Michael Peter Ancher (1849 - 1927) is a Danish realist artist. He is famous for his paintings of fishermen, their experiences at sea, and the daily life of their communities. Ancher was born and grew up on the on the island of Bornholm. At the age of 16, he began his apprenticeship as a clerk in Djursland. He drew and painted in his spare time, eventually studying at the Royal Danish Academy of Fine Arts in Copenhagen. In 1874, Ancher moved to the fishing village of Skagen and joined the small community of Skagen artists. Archer was inspired to paint reality and the natural light and colours that surrounded him. He combined classical compositions with naturalism.

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Bug bites and pollen making my already fucked up immune system go COMPLETELY fucking haywire. Great timing, love it, doesnt make me apprehensive at all

The fact that I was even sexually assaulted by my abusive ex is something that I never thought would happen because I thought that maybe I could at least trust him when it came to trying different dr*gs with him since he’s a lot older than me and since I lost all other trust in him, the trust that I even had when it came to that was such a small small amount but with everything horrible that he’s said about myself and my body, with everything that I saw on his phone, with how he would make fun of me in bed and would compare me to other girls he’s had before, with him thinking that I’m disgusting and gross and so much more you would think that he wouldn’t have given me something to make me pass out and go to sleep so that he would touch me while I was asleep even though I told him that I never wanted to have sex with him again right before it all happened, you would think he wouldn’t do that with how much how much he hates me and my body and the fact that I’m not even his type and that I’m NOWHERE near his type, you would think he wouldn’t be so persistent and so stuck on having sex with me to the point of him literally sexually assaulting me while I was sleeping because I was on something. Yeah. I think about that everyday because it doesn’t make sense to me.

What’s been on my mind lately is what he said most recently that was really messed up and I just can’t get it out of my head because I a 100% believe him. I just don’t even understand why he still would constitute to even pursue me after he first met me and why he still kind of does even though I left him to be alone with the girls he picked over me. I truly don’t know because all he’s ever caused me was pain so it’s just mind boggling. If he felt that way in the first place then it makes absolutely no sense to have chased me and to have caused me this much pain if you didn’t like me at all or want me or didn’t even find me even attractive at all enough for you to say something that horrible. It makes no sense.

April 8th

• breakfast: 110 cal
• lunch: 0 cal
• dinner: 385 cal
• exercise: -81 cal

total: 414

ended up purging :/ so less than 414 idk

I wanna lay on the dirt and slowly disintegrate into flowers and mushrooms for the fae, 
let me leave this mortal body please

Oww. Oww. Oww. I hurt. My legs hurt. My back. My digestive system feels bad. My sinuses hurt. I’m very whiny. I’m sorry.

Ah yes, my boyfriend.

Thank you for the motivation to not eat and be sad after telling me to act like everything’s fine anyway after my doctor appt. call.

This is me acting like everything’s fine because I had no problem starving before I met you.

DESESPERO"
Con el paso de las horas, siento por momentos el desaliento, el cansancio, las heridas, por no saber hacia donde va todo esto. La ansiedad de no saber que pasara con mis seres queridos, de no saber que pasara con el mundo en general, todo aveces se torna desesperanzador.

Ich will in den Wald laufen, mich verirren und nie wieder raus finden!

Eigenes

He has no reason to still want to talk to me, none, no reason at all and he most definitely doesn’t have a reason for why he wants to “check on me” no reason. The situation that we’re all in right now doesn’t even have to do with him still sticking around in my life when he knows how much he’s hurt me and damaged me, I just don’t know why so I literally have came to the conclusion that he’s just hallucinating. Any other reason has been thrown out the window after the recent things he’s said to me. He’s just hallucinating thinking that I’m one of his prostitutes that he picked over me who he’s obsessed with because of their bodies and because he just wants to fuck all of them desperately so the ones he cheated on me with, that’s it, literally hallucinating thinking that one I’m one of them when he knows exactly how I look and knows exactly who I am, he know that I am not his race which is white/Italian or that I’m foreign because I’m just not like them, he knows that my hair isn’t straight like theirs and that it’s the complete opposite, my boobs aren’t big or huge like theirs aren’t and so on. He knows exactly who I am and how I look yet he won’t stop harassing me and stalking me so him hallucinating is the only reason why he would be continuing to do this. I’m leaving him alone and I’m just done, I’m looking for a boyfriend and I have been for awhile, I left him alone to go be with the girls he picked over me so I just really really really want him to just stop hallucinating. I really do.

When you call out for the day due to stress related migraines and your manager acts like a whole dick 🤷🏻‍♀️

Then your boyfriend gets mad because you don’t want his help with the Pokémon game you bought yourself on the gaming system you also bought yourself that he’s completely taken over since he’s out of work.

Now I’m literally crying because no, I don’t want your help playing a game I’ve played hundreds of times since I was eight, just because you beat all the gym leaders and champion in two days. I don’t NEED YOUR HELP PLAYING A GAME THAT HAS LITERALLY GOTTEN ME THROUGH SOME OF THE WORST TIMES IN MY LIFE BECAUSE I DONT PLAY IT TO BEAT IT!!!! I play to enjoy myself and you made it into a competition like everything else.

LET PEOPLE ENJOY POKÉMON WITHOUT IT BEING A CONTEST

It’s crazy how much pain I am experiencing from just working at home. I don’t have a home office, desk or even a dining table and chairs so I am working on my room on my bed. I was not prepared for the increased pain and swelling in my hip and the increased pain in my tailbone. Luckily I only work 4 hours a day and I am so, so happy I still have a job. I just wish I had a better set up. So, how is working from home affecting your pain/stiffness/swelling???

Eating Disorder symptoms NO ONE TELLS YOU ABOUT

• Constipation
• Being extremely irritable
• Unable to focus on anything other than loosing weight/food
• Insomnia
• Fainting, no matter what weight you are
• Being completely normal about eating one day, and restricting the next

Eating Disorders don’t ever really go away either, unless you willingly recover!

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Day 18 of being ill. Violent vomiting. I’m thankful for the increased oxygen, but this is a terrible trade.