For all you whump lovers out there, I am the embodiment of a (non emeto) sick fic right now.
I went to bed last night feeling just fine, and I woke up this morning with a cough, sore throat, stuffy nose and aching limbs. It’s slowly getting worse, and now my whole body aches and all I want to do is sleep.
I just thought I’d post some real life whump, because I know you guys will appreciate it!
I want to be productive, but after a 3 day road trip so 4 hours there and back and sleeping in an uncomfortable bed my brain literally won’t work at all
You know what’s bullshit?
The fact that my vision is super fucking blurry today and it’s bothering the shit out of me. I have a stomach virus and it really fucked up my sight and I just want to be able to read
So I started fasting, yay! I’m on day 3 now. I’m so happy because I’ve never fasted before.
But I no longer have the energy for simple things. I almost pass out walking the 20 minute walk to the library, and I’m constantly too tired to even think. I haven’t been sleeping well at night. I’m always freezing and I just want to lie down and sleep.
So I guess what I’m trying to ask is: should I break my fast tomorrow? Or keep going? Please let me know.
Honestly, skirts make me feel great, I feel so feminine and small. I still dont like my upper arm, stomach, and my legs from the knee down, but I keep trying.
The point of this post is more about how my senses are affected when I get sick like this. Some of them get significantly weaker, such as my senses of taste and smell. Others get much, much more heightened. Specifically, my sense of touch, primarily as it relates to feeling heat and cold. I always feel like I’m on fire and inside of a massive block ice at the same time.
Even more than that, though, I am way too sensitive to everything I touch. Such as last night when I woke up and walked to the bathroom to piss a few of the 1,000,001 times (sorry, tmi), I accidentally brushed my side against my leather desk chair, which typically feels a bit cold during the night. Except when I’m sick and bump into it. Then I feel like my body has just been sprayed with liquid nitrogen. Even though in reality it is not that cold, it feels as if it is at such a subfreezing temperature that it becomes literally painful!
Needless to say, I hate being sick.
And I hate my disgusting coworker who keeps making me sick!
So I have shingles, as well as my chronic conditions. The rash I have isnt exactly painful but I have absolutely horrific nerve pain in my back, cant lie down, sit down, stand, walk or do anything without being in excruciating pain. Probably the worst its ever been. Pacing around the house crying like a baby. If writhing around in pain counts as exercise then I have pretty much ran a marathon the past few days. Trying to do anything to distract from the pain (hence pointless self pitying blog), not working.
after a couple of hours kaiser had came into the bed room “o.k” he said coming up to glass Joe “it’s time for you to get medicine.” Joe groaned and said “do i have to?” Von kaiser nodded Joe just sighed and said “can i at least wait until later?” kaiser looked at Joe with an annoyed look on his face. “Joe it’s medicine time you can’t wait until later” he said glass Joe just replied with “but i don’t want any medicine.”
Kaiser suddenly shouted “DO YOU WANT TO GET BETTER OR NOT!!!!” Joe freaked out by kaiser’s out burst started to whimper and shake in fear. “Joe” said Von kaiser in a quieter tone “Joe I’m so sorry i didn’t mean to snap at you i just got so frustrated at you that i.” Glass Joe cut him off “I-i-i-it’s o-o-o-o.k” he said shakly “i-i-i-i k-k-k-know y-y-y-y-you d-d-d-d-didn’t m-m-m-mean t-t-t-t-to” kaiser then asked Joe “do you think it would be easier for you to take your medicine if i give you something to wash it down?” [end of part 3 ½ sorry if it’s short]
Out of everyone that I have ever crossed paths with in my entire life no one has showed me kindness and love like he showed me. Not even close. To him I was good enough. To him I was actually good enough for him my body was actually good enough for him and I was attractive enough for him. I was actually good enough for him unlike everyone that’s ever been in my life and that means so so much to me.
The last thing I want to do today is go shopping for groceries and to dance as I feel like death warmed up.
What am I doing today? Going shopping for groceries and to dance 😭
i don’t feel well. i think i’m ill. this all started after i went outside. this does not help the irrational thinking that being outside caused me to be sick thus being outside isn’t a good thing. if i had just stayed inside would i not feel as poorly as i do now? i have no idea but my brain keeps leaning towards not leaving again. i just hate being sick.
I can feel the 3 day fullbody migraine crouching in the corner of my skull waiting to pounce
I… hm. Well
Me trying to explain my genetic illness:
Having ehlers danlos syndrome is like being stuck in a box and not being able to move for ten years then coming out of it and trying to live a normal life of chronic pain.
it feels like when someone pulls your arm the wrong way behind your back and that pain not going away.
it feels like ache all over. like a bad hangover.
it feels like having bruises all over your body and when someone touches you it hurts like a bruise does.
its like dry ice under the muscle but then sometimes dull ache and sometimes knives.
its like being on a long flight on an airplane with jetlag, ache, needing to stretch, uncomfortable, dizzy, fatigued, confused.
My entire diet only consists of absolutely no food or either coffee, juices, a WHOLE lot of water and crackers and jam. That’s it. So a day I only eat about below a 100 calories.
I woke up from my second nap of the day and still feel sick.
I was about to have a Seonghwa dream, but I had to put a stop to it real quick because most of my dreams have been about him and things felt like they were getting a little crazy.
come quando ero bella, magra, giovane e felice
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I just want to sleep and eat normally. Is that too much to ask for?