We got that fire that glows
and I just need you to know
You're my singalong, my favorite song
You shine bright like lighters in the dark
You're my clarity, the best part of me
What we got's unbreakable
We're good, we're solid, we're gold
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Enjoy simplicity.
When I was younger, I used to be very attracted towards living like billionaires. In huge mansions with so many cars and mig businesses and just the perfect rich and posh life. Something about extraordinary and finesse always attracted me towards it. Having a great income and having people work for you and just a rich lifestyle where you live with no worries was the kind of life that I had always wanted. I always thought money was everything.
Cars, money, limousines, expensive clothes, big houses. At some point everyone is attracted to things like this. At some point our life goals used to be getting rich and getting out. I'm not saying that being attracted to these things is bad. I'm just saying that it isn't possible for everyone.
I used to love expensive things but I had always been a reserved kid and never really demanded for stuff, like ever. I hardly asked for stuff and all which kind of made my parents worried. Jeez. As much as i loved glam and the rich i had kind always known that it is necessary to have limits.
But my dream of having the typical Hannah Montana kinda life went down the drain the moment I started understanding things around me. All of a sudden money meant nothing to me, I wanted peace and space for myself. I didn't want to handle so much, I didn't want to live between stacks of cash and i didn't want a hundred credit cards. I didn't want any of that anymore.
This happened all after my mental health took a toll over me and i matured at a young age. Simplicity. That was what i wanted. I didn't want to become a rich and snobby person. I didn't want to have a huge net worth. I wouldn't mind having it but i preferred to live in a simple and sombre life.
I never wanted to keep very high expectations from anything or anyone. I didn't want to expect much from life. Cause I'd read about many people loosing a lot in life because of that. I'd seen people lose all of their wealth because of one mistake. And I'd always feared that. In my teens I got to know so much about the outside world and the pros and cons of everything that i just didn't want to risk it all.
I wanted closure, peace, a place of mine, a job good enough for me to live quite comfortably, good friends, and i wanted to write and travel. I wanted a simple life for myself. I didn't want to get involved in scandals.
My mental ilnesses changed me in many ways. But one thing they taught me was that I was the most important and all the fuss that I was craving before wasn't as glamourous and col as i thought it's be. It taught me that not everything is what it seems. It taught me that i should be content in what is just necessary. It taught me that my needs are much more important than my wants. It taught me the difference between my wants and my needs.
I explored a lot of different social media platforms and a lot of apps, Tumblr too. I found out so much more about people and their life experiences. After reading so much more I realised that living a simple life is just as comfortable and can be just as much interesting as the rich life.
Simplicity is what i look forward too. And after spending so much time getting to know people and reasing ak much about this, I've realised a lot of people have a similar idea of an ideal life as me.
But either way, i still belive that no matter how you choose to live it is always necessary to fulfill your needs before your wants. If you keep running behind your wants you might lose the chance to fulfill your needs.
Sometimes, I want to run down the street at two in the morning with my fav person just being carefree. Sometimes I want to peacefully lay in bed and contemplate life. Some day s I want a mansion to myself while somedays i want a apartment opposite a library and above a cafe.
It just depends on how I feel and what i loom forward to in life. I've never had a role model that stuck around for more than a couple months. I'm never stable in taking decisions like this, my opinion and my choice keep varying based on the conditions I'm under.
But in the end, all that I yearn is simplicity. And ENJOYING SIMPLICITY
びっくりすってんころりん夏を駆け巡る、サルスベリ（百日紅）の『さるちゃん』
“saru-chan”.
Sarusuberi (crape myrtle) is enjoying the summer.
These two people came in and I thought they were a bi couple because they were both flirting with me so they left and then the guy came back and gave me his NUMBER and like . . .. I just dont know what to do . .. . . . Like first off im not single and second off i don't really think i'm what your looking for but third off I dont even know what GENDER you read me as but FOURTH off i dont even know if you guys were a COUPLE so like if you're looking for a unicorn . . . i guess im flattered and all and your maybe-girlfriend was very attractive too but I dont think so but if you're NOT a couple then im DEFINITELY not what you're looking for and like . . . im having a whole crisis over it .. . . Like do i text him??? Or like????
Una vez más necesito que solo me digas lo que por mi sientes, sin que yo te lo pida, sin que yo te lo insinúe, solo quiero que me mires a los ojos y me cuentes si aún te vuelvo loco...
seem to be stuck at a weight plateau any tips to get past this?!?
My dumbass really ate 1600 fuckin kcals today
I haven’t managed to get out of bed yet but I’m trying. I’m making plans to get up, brush my teeth, clean the house, have a glass of water but I don’t know if these goals are too high. I make high goals too difficult to complete and then feel useless when I can’t complete them. Am I setting myself up purposely to watch myself fall deeper into myself?
I’m trying not to restrict my food intake but I’m struggling to eat and to eat anything with substance. I’m eating my safe food, a rice cake with a tea spoon of peanut butter 3 times a day, just to make everyone around me see that I am eating but I’m not doing it for me, I’m doing it so no one gets scared of how my mental health looks like, it all changes when they can see it on the outside.
Apparently telling someone you love that you are struggling isn’t enough get upset, scare or worry them into helping you by giving you the support you need but seeing it on the outside, loosing weight, hair loss, bruising, it terrifies them and suddenly they are the victim to your ED, depression, anxiety, self h@rm and you are the one not noticing how it is impacting them.
