Y’all i almost cried in FEAR 🌸💅🏽🌸

✱  …  ‹ @seojinws​​​ ›

he spins in the chair slowly, the four walls of the studio surrounds him as he decided upon himself to visit his friend during the recording of his song he planned on releasing. not having an schedules set for the time being, taeyang took it upon himself to venture out of his dorm that was currently occupied by the other groupmates and spend some time hanging out with other people he knew. not to say that he didn’t like his groupmates, but it was nice to get out and see new faces from time to time. 

taeyang had met the male during one of his performances when he was trying to get inspiration from previous songs the group done and instantly their friendship grown towards what it was today. as someone who was the complete opposite as him in terms of personality, taeyang found it astonishing that he considered the other as a close friend at times. here he was at wishbone of all places, visiting and giving the other his thoughts on the sounds that were currently being made in the booth. 

“wow, is it possible for someone’s voice to be that beautiful? i almost fell for you.” he stated his tone more that of a flirty one as seojin walked out, normal talk for the both of them. 

it's panic (911 5x01) and hen has a new pair of glasses.

and yes, I realize this is a very small detail in an ep chock full of meta-worthy details. but...

they aren't new glasses. they are old glasses come back.

specifically, they are hen's s2 glasses. which seems like it should be imporant. the show has gone out of it's way to emphasize that hen wears different glasses at different points in her life. that getting a new pair means something to her.

and we know style is really important to hen. it's how she navigates the world as a black lesbian. how she carves out her own space and says this is who I am. this is what's important to me.

in early s1 she dressed pretty butch. but her style's evolved since then. into her own take on what I'd tentatively call sporty futch. lots of brightly colored track suits, bold patterned sweaters, and statement t-shirts. she also loves a bold red lip and large gold hoops earrings.

and she's very specific about what she doesn't wear. in there goes the neighborhood (911 4x07) she points out that her mom still buys her dresses for christmas. I mean, have either of you ever seen me in a dress?

and the thing is. we, the audience, have seen hen wear a dress. back in hen begins (911 2x09) when she's still a pharma rep. she's wearing a professional dress for a business meeting. and getting hit on by a slimy doctor.

and it's so obvious that this isn't the hen we know. I mean, that's the whole point of the begins episodes. to show us who the firefam were before their epiphany moment. when they decide to become a firefighter. but more than that--when they decide to stop pretending to be someone they aren't.

and hen sure is pretending. she's still with eva. and she might be out in her everyday life, but she's not out at work. you act like I'mma march in there with a rainbow flag. no one knows I'm a lesbian.

and it makes sense. society is stacked against her. a black woman in business must be othering enough. but to be a black lesbian woman?

and so she twists herself to fit in. dresses very feminine and wears her hair in a soft bob. keeps to a neutral color palette. a pair of simple wire-rimmed frames.

and it's not until she takes a stand. stands up for herself. admits she hates her job and wants something more meaningful out of her life. something more truthful. that all her stylized lies fall away. this is not me. none of this is me.

so she trades her professional dresses for a paramedic's uniform. a wig for a helmet. and she looks fantastic doing it.

and, like epiphanies will, it only expands from there. at some point she leaves eva, meets karen, adopts denny. and the more comfortable, happy, truthful she is in her life, the more her wardrobe reflects that.

and it all culminates in her speech at the 118. when you look at me, what do you see? a woman? a black woman? a lesbian? good. 'cause I'm all of those things. and I don't expect you to love me. I don't even ask you to like me. all I ask is that when you look at me, see me.

because hen's bold. she's unafraid. she's nefertiti. she's an incredible woman, ambitious, proud of her black cuture. she's crystal clear and hidden gold and smooth toffee and sly cat eye.

so I can really only speculate, one ep into s5, why she's once again wearing her s2 glasses. but I can't help but wonder at what we do know. that s5's storyarc is one of panic, blackouts, and breakdowns.

that is, until you can build yourself back up.

so maybe this is a hint. hen looking for the stability she had back in s2. when everything with eva was finally over and past. and before hen and karen started fostering. before the pandemic. before toni moved in.

before she added a white lab coat to her wardrobe.

by 27 i mean 127 lol 😭😭😭

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so rain huh?

thinking about Himiko.......

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1) Why the FUCK is that orange little "new!" bar fucking jittery as hell *and* the text animated. I happened to catch this screenshot with the "New!" text not on-screen and it is hell to try to look at

2) I guess staff really did decide to go ahead with this feature after all the backlash. Why.

omg i'm not really a Harrison girl (even though absolutely I love him duh) BUT I had a dream about him today and oh.my.god !!!!

He was my boyfriend and we were in like a war kinda situation, he was so protective, sweet and funny 🥺 litteraly Gracie is so lucky cause SHE GOT HIS ASS IN REAL LIFE + I bet he is even better irl 😫

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i might do some starters today but i feel so disgusted by some people’s behaviour pretending to be supportive but then doing the opposite slfjsks

new diablo swing orchestra album is coming :0000000

hhhhhnnnggggggg

ship wtvr the fuck you wanna ship but when y'all forgo the characters other non-romantic ships (that tend to hold a high value to the character) you're obviously doing a disservice to the character/diluting the power non-romantic relationships hold.

you all know that one artist you just plain dont like but have actually no way of articulating why? mine is bruce springsteen