soobin: second chance. soobin would be your first love. you’d end on good-ish terms with him, and eventually he would become a memory. but, all those memories come rushing back to you when you see him again. when you get on the bus that early morning is when you see him. he’s standing five seats away, hand casually clutching the handle. he adjusts his headphones and looks up, only to meet your gaze. he gives you a half-dimpled-smile, and a small wave, and just like that you’ve fallen for him once again.
yeonjun: fake dating. yeonjun > peter kavinsky. he’d propose the fake dating idea, and at first it seemed like yeonjun didn’t really consider you or your feelings, but yeonjun was just that type of person you couldn’t say ‘no’ to. plus, it benefited you too. one night, you two were out on a fake date (although there was no one to show). you threw your head back, laughing at something stupid he said. your eyes were glimmering and your laugh filled the room. his heart pounded faster and the tips of his ears colored red. maybe he wouldn’t have to fake anything at all.
beomgyu: enemies to lovers. he’d tease you endlessly, and you aren’t the type to take it. you two would constantly bicker in class, and some of your classmates even think you have a secret relationship or something because how much you bicker. but no. you just hate his guts. but somehow, by pure destiny, you two end up lost together on a school field trip. lost and stranded in the middle of nowhere. you and him fought on which direction to go, where to stop, etc. finally, you convinced him to get a motel room for the both of you. except, one more problem. there was only one bed. you two did the best to stay on your sides, but he just wasn’t having it. “give me the blanket.” “you give me the blanket.” “*gasp*. did you just, tug it?” “yea, i did.” “fine. let’s just share it.” “fine.” “fine.” resting your eyes, you begin to sleep. “are you warm enough?” the simple question knots your stomach. “shut up.” a grin forming your lips.
taehyun: forbidden love. the type of boy to write songs about you and make his friends learn it on the guitar. your parents had never really been fond of your relationship with him. in fact, they despised it. so, that meant you two had to be more secretive. you’d meet him late at night or early in the morning. at night, he’d come through your window, always careful not to get caught. he’d sit and quietly sing you songs as you laid in his lap. sometimes, your parents came to check up on you in the night. so you’d quickly shove him into your closet and try to play it off not-so-smoothly. afterwards you two laughed at it, you relished in the bliss you felt with him. and he’d park his car at least two blocks away, just in case. it meant long walks, but he didn’t mind, because it was for you.
huening kai: best friends to lovers. you’ve known huening kai since forever. you’ve been with him through the thick and thin. and vise virsa. it wasn’t long before your had feelings grew for him, in a ‘more than friends’ way. he was just so charming; walking with you to your next class, bringing you extra food for lunch, cheering you up when you feel down. he made your heart racer faster than anyone had ever had. but you wouldn’t confess to him. no. never. you were too scared to ruin your friendship if he didn’t reciprocate your feelings. except one day, you slipped up. in regular conversation you let it slip you liked him. after, you hid from him for at least two weeks because you were scared of what he had to say. it wasn’t until kai had had enough of your nonsense and stopped you one day after school, reciprocating your feelings.
a/n: idk why the paragraphs kept getting longer and longer but yea 🧍🏻
summary. maybe tonight you are finally giving up on soobin.
⇢ idol! soobin x gn! reader. L2E, angst. warnings: mentions of drinking alcohol, fighting, being in an unstable relationship, cussing. NOT EDITED.
a / n : first writing i make for txt omg, let's see how this goes 🤍
“Where were you?” It's the first thing Soobin hears seconds after crossing the entrance to his own room. There's a dim light, kindly provided by the overused nightlight he so much cherishes and has told you not once, but a hundred of times, not to turn on, because it's on its last days and he wants to keep it in one piece, with the original bub and such.
Clenching his fist, Soobin takes three steps in and purposely drags his feet across the rug on his floor, feeling the heat underneath his skin burn and sting a bit in order to wake himself up just so he can complain about the nightlight, but then you turn around. Your figure rolls from one opposite end of the bed to the medium sized bed to the other, and suddenly you are pushing your knuckles down the mattress just to support yourself up with all your strength.
No sweetly tinted light can compare to the raging madness burning in your eyes once you connect glances. Soobin gulps, having realized that tonight you wouldn't fall into your usual petty argument but more so start a war over something else.
The problem is he can't seem to understand what will have you so mad on the first place. Then, it hits him. ‘Where were you?’ you've asked in a disappointing tone. You weren't accusing him or actually about to throw everything his way, you were simply voicing out your concerns in the most heartbreaking tone he has ever seen you imply.
“Who...who let you in?” Automatically, he hits the back of his head mentally, scolding himself for asking something pointless. Who gives three shits over how you got inside the place, what matters is what happened to you.
You chuckle, humouring him with the answer. “Yeonjun noticed me leaving the party early. He offered to drive me here and let me rest for the night.”
“Why didn't you ask me?” Soobin knows nothing about the context of the situation. All he can think of is himself coming in second in the list of people you can reach out to before everyone else, when he is supposedly your boyfriend.
It feels as if it always ends up the same way. Days are filled with no fights, barely texts, then you meet at some rando’s house and waste your minutes away drinking and dancing. Things are fine for a few hours, but everything is so blurry it might be just ten seconds before something happens and you are bickering, not funnily or light-heartedly, but bitterly and hurtfully.
Tonight though, tonight's different. You both barely make it home with your arguments, let alone leave the party separately no matter what. It makes no sense. The expression in your eyes says you are clearly up to fight, but your curved down figure and tear stained cheeks say you've given up even before it started.
“There's no point in asking you, Soobin, you never pay much attention —.”
“That's bullshit,” he interrupts. “I'm just a call away, you are just too prideful to ask for my help.”
Soobin braces himself for your response taking a step back but straightening his posture. For all he knows you can begin a yelling match right now or hit him with the most painful and guilt inducing cry ever, and he needs to be ready.
“It's...” you let out a breath and try to smile, “whatever. I'm sorry we couldn't work stuff out. Let's end it here.”
Okay, maybe he wasn't expecting that nor was ready to hear you say it so calmly.
“Soobin, why are we together at all? You and I both know we have nothing in common and don't even try to understand each other. It's not fair on you to stick around if you don't love me, but it's also not fair on me to let you stay and use me.”
“I never used you!” He raises his voice a little, offended beyond belief. How could you try and break things off by pinning all the blame on him?
“Think about it, why are you with me if not for the party and the party only? Soobin, I tried to understand. Being an idol is harsh and you've got a lot in your plate already. Being a leader is also something really important and I swear I did my damn best to justify your attitude. I thought I could make you happy since you seemed much more carefree around me, more like what you wanted to be and couldn't because of the cameras and the pressure, but this is too much, I can't do this anymore. It's not me what is helping you get out of your shell every night, it's my friends, the environment, the alcohol. You don't love me —.”
“I fucking do!”
“You don't, my life is your escapism, nothing else and it feels right, doesn't it? To be free for a few hours,” you shake your head, softly smiling through the pain that it brings you to accept and voice out the truth. “It's alright, but whatever you think you can gain from my environment won't last you long, and one day someone is gonna catch you. The company and the rest can only cover you for so long, Soobin, you need to let go.”
“No...no,” he mumbles. “Thi—this is all bullshit. Just tell me, tell me, how to fix this. I promise I can do better. Fuck's sake, what is it that you want?” Exasperated, he walks past you, reaching out for the small planner besides his nightstand, and opening on the schedule written down for the next few weeks. “You want to go on dates? You want me to buy you something? I got small breaks every afternoon, maybe we can grab some coffee and have a chat!”
“Binnie...” you address carefully, calling back a nickname you haven't used in months. “I hate coffee.”
“Right? Right! Then you can order some tea and I will pay for cake and all those sweet treats you gush about so much! And we can take cute pictures or whatever and —.”
“Binnie, it's over.”
“No! It's not over until I say so!” He whines, sitting down harshly on the edge of the bed.
He is well aware of the foolish act he's pulling off but he pays no mind to the repercussions of his actions and sayings. Desperation is crawling inside him, tearing up his skin and booming entire sets of drums against his intoxicated heart, and all he can see is you walking up to him and kneeling down with the same smile you gave him all those months ago, when you two first met and let him let loose. It's like a deja vu, but this time you aren't opening the door for him to a new world, but closing it slowly on his face.
It's not fair. It's not fair that you are right for once and he's wrong. It's not fair that the night will end up in a breakup rather than sleeping off a petty argument.
“Soobin, I think it's time you learn how to manage yourself and your life.” Your fingertips trace a pattern down his jawline, comfortingly and he melts underneath your touch, almost purring like a cat. “If the problem is you fearing ending up alone, with no friends or having no fun, I promise you that won't happen. My friends are your friends now too, okay? And from time to time you can join them, have a few laughs and forget about all your things, but you need to balance it with your actual day to day life. Your group mates love you, you are their friend, your fans adore you they way you are too. Please, just let yourself be yourself, okay?”
Soobin sniffles, pulling away from your touch and wiping his tears harshly. You watch him raise up his legs to the mattress and lay down with his back facing you, putting an end to the whole discussion, and while one side of you is glad he's so prideful he can't see past his own nose to keep on bickering like a child, the other — more rational — side of you feels utterly bad for leaving him alone when he's clearly hurt and downright lost.
But you need to take care of yourself too. This relationship, however it worked and whoever it benefited, took two people to make and you were also spiralling down your own nightmare right now. If you stood around any more you were afraid you'd never be able to crawl back and wake up from your slumber.
“I'm sorry, Binnie.” You get up with some difficulty and turn off the nightlight on the stand, letting go of the last bits of color splashing on the walls. “I will get going.”
He doesn't answer back, sinking further onto the mattress and you sigh, struggling to walk outside in complete blindness.
Once the door closes behind your back, you can clearly hear the first heartbreaking sob pierce through the air and send a dagger through your chest.
Soobin begins to cry loudly, but not even once you dare to turn and look back, not until you are out the apartment complex and many streets away from him.
this post contains: smut ! just a few soobin hcs that have been on my mind <3
💌 this isn’t proofread or anything so sorry for any mistakes :( rlly just wanted to post something smutty bc i kinda forgot about kinktober and i like writing smut :)
i. soobin likes burying his face into your pussy after a long day. the whole day he’d want nothing more than to spread for legs and lick at your delicious cunt. he’d be daydreaming about the next time he sees you and how wet you’d be for him. fantasizing about how good you taste and your moans and pleads of his name when his fingers hit that spot as he sucks on your clit.
definitely think he just loves eating pussy so he’d never pass up on the opportunity. even if he’s tired, he’ll want to do it. i don’t think he’s too much of a fan of receiving head as much as he is on giving. however, does love the feeling of your mouth around him.
ii. i dont necessarily see soobin into any kind of (dom/sub) power play. he’s just very much into centering in on your pleasure. if you see yourself as a pillow prince(ss), he’s more than ok with providing you pleasure. even if you’re more of a brat, he’s always going to give you what you want just because he’s in love with the look on your face when he makes you cum.
iii. as much as he does like seeing you spread out and pretty for him, he does like when you do most of the work. when he can just lay back and watch you ride him, feeling you clench around him. staring at the way your tits bounce or at where his cock disappears into you. will definitely help you out when you’re getting tired by grabbing your hips and lifting you up and down his cock or thrusting up into you.
sometimes he gets so caught up in the moment, his brain moves faster than his mouth and he’ll end up saying some of the filthiest things. still, praising you for how well your ride him and that you’re so good for taking him like this. or about how he doesn’t want to stop fucking you. probably calls you bunny while he fucks you.
iv. and still, he likes to be taken care of being kissed and cherished. probably can cum two to three times, but very sensitive to anything beyond that. can’t handle teasing simply bc he’s sensitive to it and doesn’t tease you much (or at all really).
sometimes he’s really horny though, and cums pretty quickly. occasionally he gets embarrassed about it, but it subsides when he sees your pussy leaking with his cum.
v. gets pretty tired after sex, but will always take care of u afterwards. appreciates a nice bath or shower and cuddles while watching something before zoning off to the dream world..
warnings: kissing, mentions of food, a few curses i think
i feel like he’d take you on a picnic BUT...hear me out
at night, with the stars twinkling above you guys
your two bodies overlooking the city of Seoul, the luminous buildings in the foreground and its monstrous mountains in the back
the way he asked you out was very last minute but he had actually planned this entire date WEEKS before
a nice thick blanket, your favourite drinks and snacks, a small speaker with a specially curated playlist of all the songs that you love or that remind him of you
you would have ran at the idea of a picnic at night if it was anyone else but since you trust yeonjun so much, you really couldn’t say no
you two sit until almost the break of dawn, chattering, laughing, admiring each other, and even shedding a tear or two after some deep thoughts
with him, you felt so utterly comfortable
it didn’t even feel like a first date. it was more like you’ve been dating him for years
it’s summer so you don’t think about brining a sweater or coat since it was sweltering just 6 hours ago but you find yourself shivering underneath the gaze of the pale moon
he notices this immediately and quickly shrugs off his own hoodie
you try to decline but he starts whining, his lips forming into his -iconic- pout
“yahhh, can’t you just let me do this nice thing for you?”
you giggle and give in, but ask “what about you though? you’re gonna be freezing!”
this little devil smirks, pulling you closer to him by your hips before replying back with “guess you’re gonna have to keep me warm with your cuddles.”
he’s so suave it’s killing me
it’s a no brainer that binnie decides to take you to a little trip around all the independent bookstores around the city
you both love reading so he thought you would love this
he HOPES you love it, he’s really panicking
but don’t worry soobin! the date’s a success!!
You thought you’d hit up 4 stores, AT MOST but this boy really ran you around to 15 different nooks and crannies filled with books
you really couldn’t complain though
it was heaven to you
you though soobin was going to buy a few books for himself but he really didn’t. in fact, he bought half the books you picked up but put away since you didn’t want to blow all your money in one day
he obviously did this behind your back
you were mad at first cuz hello??? why’s he spending all his money on you?
it’s cuz he loves the way your eyes light up whenever you pick up a book :((
he wants to see it all the time. always.
at the last bookstore, you decided to pick a book you’d both read together
so when you were all done with your shopping, you hauled all the books into his car and drove to a little park
the two of you sat underneath a weeping willow, his back resting on the tree and your head on his lap as you lay on the grass
binnie also gave you his windbreaker so your bum wouldn’t touch the cold ground :((
as your sitting/laying there, he nudges you to read the book you picked together out loud
why, you may ask
well because he wants to hear your soft voice as he plays with your hair
after a while your mouth goes dry and you ask him to stop
he just sits you up so you face him and gives you a bottle of water but before it reaches your lips, he moves your hand away and softly leans in and presses a warm peck to your mouth
“is that enough to rejuvenate you?”
like hell it was
you wanted more kisses from soobin
and so he gave you more :)
beomgyu’s very nervous so to hide that, he opts for a casual date!
it’s something you appreciated because you were also extremely nervous
he first takes you to the convenience store
like it’s part of the main attraction for the date and ‘gyu was worried that you were going to think it was a stupid idea
but you loved it!!
you bought a few packets of ramen, soda, and chocolate for dessert
before you begin to dig in, beomgyu perks up and rushes back to the ramen aisle while screaming “DON’T EAT YET! I HAVE AN IDEA!”
you’re both shocked and confused
but then he returns with the spiciest ramen he can find
one for you and one for you
you begin to protest but he cuts you off
“no, listen. let’s see you can finish the bowl first!”
“we both can’t handle heat, we’re gonna pass out,” you retaliate
“that’s the fun part!”
but you give in though cuz you thought it would be fun
you both start scarfing down the fire ramen, huffing and puffing, hiccuping, and worst of all, tears and snot dripping down your face
you turn to each other, take your faces in and break off into hysterics, pieces of ramen flying everywhere
it’s a mess
but you finished the ramen!
at what cost though?
you’re both in pain, not to mention disgustingly messy on the face
you wanted to look cute for ‘gyu :((
but he really thought you couldn’t be more prettier cuz you look so happy and he wants to be the main cause of that happiness all the time :(
you clean your faces up and it turns out that beomgyu was the one who finished the ramen
you really couldn’t, the heat was getting to you and you thanked every holy being for that laugh break so you don’t have to finish eating it
you’re both stuffed so you head to a playground and goof off
he pushes you on the swings but being the brat that he is, he begins twisting it so that you spin and spin and spin until you get dizzy
you hop off and attempt to run and tackle him but you fall to the ground while he’s doing his inwards laugh
he feels really bad afterwards cuz you get dizzy easily and feel a bit weak so he helps you up and feeds you some cold water and pushes you towards a bench so you can collect yourself
“you’re an idiot, beomgyu”
he looks down at his feet and feels horrible :(
but you nudge his shoulder and hug him
“but you’re MY idiot”
BIG SMILE FROM HIM
it’s a home date!
he actually chose this because he thinks that the first date should be intimate so what better way to do this than to set up camp at his home!
he kicked the members out of the dorm ;-;
but it’s alright though because they’re all chilling with their families
while you were on your way to the dorm, he began setting everything up
fairy-lights everywhere, those cool gradient lights on the walls, a projector on the ceiling and a nice fort with white sheets and throw pillows for comfort
he also ordered your fav foods: pizza, ice cream, chips, fries, burgers, literally EVERYTHING
he wants you to have options :)
he wants this to be perfect for you so he lets you pick what you’re going to watch, what you’ll eat, and the activities for later!
you arrive and are immediately blown away by his effort
no one has ever been this thorough for you before :((
he takes your coat from you and hangs it up cuz he’s the biggest gentleman
you walk over to the kitchen and brighten up (even more) when you see brownie mix sitting on the counter
“are we making brownies? :D”
he swears he feels his heart leap just by seeing how excited you are
“only if you want to”
“OF COURSE I WANT TO!”
he allows you to pick a film so that you’d have some background noise but you opt for “Over the Garden Wall”
perfect fall, goblincore vibes!
you’re cheekier than him so you dollop some wet brownie mix onto his noise
he looks at you like this 😠 but you see a smile creeping on his features
he places some onto the corner of your mouth to get revenge >:)
you frown and complain how he’s going to ruin your make-up
so he leans forward and kisses the mix off of your face
you stand there like 🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️
he places the brownies into the oven, grabs your hand and pulls you into the fort
but you’re still in a trance from the kiss
he notices this
so he kisses you again
but directly on the mouth
this breaks you out of your reverie and you begin to kiss back
but he pulls away 😞
“you can’t kiss on an empty stomach, now can you?”
you blush like crazy and shake you head
the two of you watch the show, laughing at the top of your lungs while making cheeky comments and eating your food, especially your brownies
ofc he’s going to upstage you, he has the voice of an angel
you guys rent a room for nearly 3 hours but man! it was the fastest 3 hours of your life
you guys do a whole bunch of songs
offbeat to fast raps, off-key to ballads, dancing around to pop songs, you even sing opera, your voices cracking since you’re definitely not trained for that kind of singing
you swear you can feel the entirety of your body moving from how loud the room is
at the end of your session, he sings one solo song, called “Amar Pelois Dois” and he dedicates it to you
you think he’s going to goof off again but instead he stands of the tiny stage in front of you, his one hand on his chest, the other clutching the mic, and his eyes closed as he pours his heart into this Portuguese song
you tear up at the end at the gesture and his beautiful singing
when he’s done you clap and run to hug him
he buries his head into your neck and he’s grinning like a madman :(
he likes you a lot and wanted to show you it in a meaningful way
the message was received with success!
you pull apart and walk out of the karaoke place while holding hands, the goofiest of grins on your guys’ faces
the definition of young love :(
you head to a diner for lunch and especially for drinks cuz your throats are dry and tired from singing so much (and so loudly)
you share an order of fries and a strawberry milkshake! with two straws! in one glass!!
you try to throw fries into each other’s mouths but you fail
the milkshake though...
yeah hyuka was definitely going berserk at this
being so close to you, getting the chance to stare into your gorgeous eyes
this was heaven to him
he finds a jukebox at the back of the diner!
so he gets up and inserts a few cents into the machine, picking a song
you thought he was going to pick something and join you back at the booth
you didn’t expect him to starts dancing. in. front. of. everyone.
but he’s doing well
so you enjoy the show
you start to panic when he nears you and grabs for your hands
“c’mon, join me!”
“yeah, no, absolutely not”
he doesn’t take no for an answer and before you know it, he’s forcing you to do all these old dance moves. in. front. of everyone.
but you don’t care anymore
cuz you’re with hueningkai and you feel so carefree with him
☀︎︎ fluff, little bit of intimacy, a flustered/blushing mess, fanboy moments
☀︎︎ gender neutral, although there are hints to fem! Reader
# . . . . yeonjun
His ego? Boosted, alongside nervousness. You're titled as one of the best dancers in the industry, he would be very nervous to dance with you.
Also, include the fact that you are his senior who is also his crush... Yeah, this boy might break but he can manage.
He's glad to learn a lot of dance techniques and get to learn your dance style. He's also very glad that you give him advices about dancing the choreography.
He would hold your hand but kept his hand distant from your body as respect. 100% comfortable with you... Might even fall harder every time you compliment him.
OTHERS UNDER THE CUT!
# . . . . soobin
He would be shy at first, trying to be comfortable and accept the fact that he is dancing with his crush who is also his senior.
The choreography was a little too cute for him and slightly difficult for him to handle, however, when you started giving him advices, he bece more comfy around you!
All his shyness will be replaced with the confidence you gave him. Every time he is confused about something, he would go to you and ask for your opinion or thought.
Compliments you a lot but not a lot lot that might make his crush on you obvious 🤭 thanks you for making him confident and comfortable with the dance.
# . . . . beomgyu
He's so happy, too happy. Although, his jokes and everything else cheers up the aura of the room whenever you guys practice.
For such jolly people, your choreography is kinda sEXy, so it was very much of a surprise for Beomgyu when he was told that he'll be dancing with you.
He will take the opportunity to be closer, asks your number, maybe even ask you out 👁️👁️. All it takes just to be closer and friendlier with you.
He is also very respectful, doesn't touch you at all, slightly afraid to make you uncomfortable, even if you reassure him. He also asks you for your thoughts and opinions.
He's a very thoughtful person to dance with. Not reminding you that he's pretty good with his body too 😏
# . . . . taehyun
Slight hesitation since he doesn't want to embarrass himself but when his manager said that it was YOU who wanted to dance with Taehyun, all hesitation gone and he said yes.
Got very excited to meet you — even more excited when you told him that you're excited too. You teach him the choreography he's very quick at learning it.
You praise him and he gets all mushy. Again, another respectful boy! He also praises you when you do something that is so good and unexpected. Stares at you whenever you have a solo part and you do the same.
Again, I think he's also the type of person to ask for your opinions and actually suggest changes if something doesn't look right for both of you.
He pushes his crush aside and becomes a close friend with you... He does end up falling deeper in love lmao — he'll confess eventually :3
# . . . . huening kai
Very happy boy! He's excited to work with you after admiring you for so long. He gets so excited working with you that he forgot you're both supposed to dance together.
No worries though, Kai ends up learning the choreography quickly. Just like Yeonjun, you also give him advices on his dancing and how to do certain moves.
He finds it cute how you would become a little flustered when being so close with him. He'll pay your head and says it's okay 3 you'll do the same but with a praise/compliment.
He's like a puppy! Will follow you around and might copy any cool/cute moves you do. He just makes practice so much fun and joyful.
gen. hc taglist: @iminchaosnow @glorybeom @staysstrays @tonightletspretend @at-the-end-of-your-letter @jiminismybabymochi
this post contains; fluff ! probably some swear words
💌 hiii. this was fun to write :) these are also kinda long and i got a bit emotional while writing idk i just love love..
you’re lying if you don’t think he does this to you first. quick, wet kisses planted all over your face at least twice a day. and don’t let him miss a day, cause he will not let you out of his grasp. so when the tables turn as they typically do, and you’re the one covering his face in kisses, he feels like he could burst. truly any amount of affection from you fuels him for hours. but when you’ve got him pinned and you’re adamant about showering him in your kisses, he’s so far gone.
yeonjun will tease and try to escape your grasp (because naturally, he loves the fight and the chase) but he just loves being taken care of, especially by you. and if you’re covering his face with kisses, that mean he gets to do it back to you, so the cycle continues. sometimes he gets fairly emotional afterwards, needing to express his love towards you.
you often do this to him when he first wakes up (or to wake him up) and he’s sooo confused but he loves it so much. he always blushes and stumbles a bit on his words when you “attack” him with affection such as this. he’ll mumble out a quick “b-baby” and his hands will reach your sides, holding your body close to his. not only is your body warm, but your kisses provide him with so much inner warmth. you’re the physical embodiment of warmth for soobin <3
he looks at you so lovingly after (also probably hugs you too) because you’re (again) literally the physical embodiment of everything he’s ever wanted. and he’s so grateful to be sharing this life and these moments with you. needs at least two kisses on the lips though, at least!
ooooh he’s baddd. i feel like sometimes he “jokes” about how much he deserves to be showered in your affection because he’s the greatest boyfriend ever (it’s a joking tone but he genuinely loves when you show affection). sometimes begs for your kisses—especially if you haven’t seen each other in a while—and kinda prefers them like this. feeling your hands cupping the sides of his face and your soft lips being planted all over his face. he’ll be a tease and cry out an “eewwww!” when your saliva gets on his face but he doesn’t care about it truthfully.
definitely offers more kisses or tells you he wouldn’t mind you doing that more often. i’ve said this before but absolutely brags to the boys about how much you love him and how you absolutely cannot get enough of him because, again, he’s the greatest boyfriend ever.
he gets nervous. but he’s not going to say that. he will how ever, just sit there prettily, basking in all your affection. loves this because sometimes you’re better at expressing affection in this way than he is typically. and sometimes you simply understand what he needs in the moment (your kisses) by looking at him. likes when you hold his hands while kissing him !
displays a cute, shy smile when you’re done. holding your hand and squeezing it after. if you do this around the boys he’s gonna have to start fighting for his life bc they’re definitely gonna tease him about it but they find it so cute :(
if you’ve read my writing, you should know i’m an absolute sucker for soft moments w kai. just vibing on the couch, watching whatever drama everyone is talking about. but your own attention span is faltering bc all you’re thinking about is him :(. and you’re staring up at him, pouting a bit bc holy fuck, he’s so cute. and you plant the first kiss on his cheek, and then another one on his lips. and he’s just like “oh, baby just wants a kiss” but his eyes barely leave the tv. so a quick peck at your lips should satisfy you until the episode ends.
wrong! doesn’t know what he just unleashed cause now you’re planting kisses all over his face and his hands. is so confused bc an action that is fairly simple and normal makes him nervous but in a good way? he couldn’t describe it if he needed to vocalize it but in short, he loves it so much.
WARNING: super fluff with some mature themes! will be adding a warning for anything 18+ in this post.
genre: fluff, slight smut, idol! x idol, established boyfriend au! 1.9k
yeonjun always had a big crush on you since you started training with bighit. he just never knew how to muster up the courage to tell you. he didn't want to ruin the friendship you both had, but according to soobin's advice to him it was a "risk worth taking."
so, one night after his practice he poked his head into your practice room where he knew you were going over routines on your own, hoping you were interested in going out sometime. but not much talking happened that night considering you pulled him into the room and blasted some of your favorite music and danced with him till the early morning.
he had to be honest, it was extremely fun! he always enjoyed his time with you, but that night was especially fun. both of you dancing and being silly, just truly enjoying yourself to the music without anyone watching you both. that unspoken "chemistry" lots of people say you both had was evident in the way you both matched each other while dancing.
before you knew it was 4 am and you knew you'd get scolded for going back to the dorms so late. yeonjun immediately apologized for keeping you up so late. but it wasn't just on him, it was on both of you who got lost in the moment.
"we should do this again." you smiled as you picked up your back and took a long chug of water. the suggestion causing the male to choke a bit. "are you asking me out?" he teased, kinda hoping there was some truth behind his joke. "mm no, it's an invitation for you to ask me out." you teased back. if there was one thing he loved about you, it was the playful nature you'd bring into the conversation to match his flirty energy.
"well, y/n we should go out on a date sometime." he said while leaning against the door, preventing you from leaving. "next friday work for you?" you asked a small smile on your lips as you looked up at him. an obvious grin threatening to come over his lips as he nodded. "great, text me." you spoke ￼confidently, before leaning up to kiss his cheek as you pushed past him to walk out.
yeonjun was in shock at first, a hand coming to his cheek to touch where your lips had brushed. he couldn't help but smile to himself before letting out an audible cheer of success that you heard from the end of the hall.
dating yeonjun felt like a dream, he was everything you could ever ask for and more.
he worked around his schedule to make time for you and you did as well. often times it would end up in you sneaking into his dorm to have a cuddle session late at night.
it was important that the public did not suspect a thing about your relationship, but yeonjun couldn't help but look at you with so much love in his eyes in public... people were kinda catching on.
he always boasts about you to the members, telling them how great you are, telling them about you he finds￼ incredible, and even showing them things you've gifted him.
if he could, he'd talk about you in interviews or to anyone who asked, but of course since the company was being nice enough to allow you guys to be together you both followed the rules given to you both ￼strategically.￼
days with yeonjun would consist of you both calling each other sexy for doing very minimal things. you wash the dishes? sexy. he cooks some ramen? sexy. you both team up to beat the others at a video game? sexy.
some days will consist of both of you cuddling and playing video games. sometimes not even words exchanged by the two of you for hours as you both concentrate in leveling up your characters.
he's also very touchy. he likes to leave kisses on your hand, knuckles, collarbones, neck, face, lips, any part of skin he can reach at the time. they're quick little kisses, as sweet acts of skin ship and turns out he loves when you do it back.
yeonjun is very observant of you and notices things you like, don't like, get uncomfortable and scared by. which makes him super protective of you. it's hard when both of you are in public because the first thing he wants to do is shield you from whatever is causing you trouble which he obviously can't do in front of cameras.
you have walked in on him doing a vlive which, caused both of you to break out laughing. viewers not understanding why the handsome male had broken into a fit of laughter but, nun the less entertained.
as an idol is normal to get hurt, so when you have hurt yourself and yeonjun was near, he had quite literally dropped everything he was doing to go see if you were alright. this has gotten him scolded by the company before, but when his baby's hurt he can't just stand there.
no matter what, he never misses 'good morning' and good night texts. since he's so busy sometimes they mean a lot to him. and when you're in a different time zone he will make sure his texts match with your timezone.
yeonjun is￼ definitely the jealous type. he trusts you, he just doesn't trust other people's intentions. so if someone gets a little too flirty with you he can't help but pull you to him.
often times when the dorm is empty you both have mini dance parties with just the two of you. it's always fun when you both can goof around and have fun.
one thing he doesn't play with is other people talking about you. jokes and all, the members know how much you mean to him and know that making jokes about you is off limits.
with this said, yeonjun can't help but laugh when you make fun of him. he thinks it's cute.
he also loves how well you get along with his members, and how much he gets along with your members. when both groups are together is chaos but beautiful chaos.
a soft spot for him is always seeing you in his clothes, something about him just melts when ever you borrow one of his hoodies or sweaters.
sometimes when you both have the luxury of falling asleep in each other's arms he hums into your ear because he knows how much you like hearing his voice.
he loves watching you do your thing, singing, dancing, rapping, what ever it is you do, he loves and supports it a 100 percent. to the point that if you for what ever reason for get a dance or your own lyrics he's always there to remind you of how it goes.
yeonjun is also very playfully mean, he loves to tease you and play pranks on you but whines when you do it back to him.
he would probably get you both small cute things that match like shoes, or bracelets. he thinks full on matching outfits are cheesy but sometimes little accessories look nice.
he would let you style his hair when you're bored especially when he had his beautiful pink mullet. he'd just let you go crazy with it.
very slight baby talk to each other sometimes. he does it ironically when you ask him to do something and you play along which results in you both talking like 4 year olds to each other for a good 5 minutes.
he also thinks its cool when you paint his nails to match yours, he thinks it's cute and just likes to look down at his hands when you do so.
yeonjun's lock screen is most likely a picture of you off guard. you're probably not even looking at the ￼camera, but he loves it.
arguments are bound to happen. no relationship is complete without some sort of disagreement. usually yeonjun doesn't have the heart to raise his voice at you. he just doesnt. so when he's upset with you he just kinda lowers his tone and keeps what he says short.
sometimes he needs space when he's upset, he doesn't like when you ask if he's okay because you should know that he's hurt. asking if he's "okay" just angers him more. he will come to you when he's ready to talk, and will usually do so an hour or two after the argument by coming up behind you quietly and hugging you. his face resting against your shoulder as he apologizes even if he wasn't the one in the wrong.
when you're upset with him, he adapts to what you need. if you need space he gives it to you, if you need to talk about it he's there for you. he sees it as curtesy because you always seem to adapt to him and his needs, so he does the same for you.
usually the conversations after an argument as very soft and quiet. he pulls you into his lap and plays with your hair as he listens to you. he looks you in the eye so you know he's paying attention. he caresses your cheek and hands as you speak before apologizing for making you upset.
he usually keeps his word. if he says he wont do something again because it upset you he wont. he's very mindful of you and loves to talk about ways to better the relationship.
its safe to say that your sex life with yeonjun is very healthy. with as touchy and kissy as his boy gets its bound to lead to sex more times than not.
he's the type to like all kinds of sex, giggly sex, rough sex, love making, all of it. to be honest, it changed how ever the mood is.
this man worships your body, literally kisses you and praises you so much. he's literally in love with every single bit of you and shows you that when you both are together like this.
he's a dom leaning switch, mans is kinky we all know it. but, sometimes he wants to see what you can so to him and honestly... some times you do such a great job in pleasing him he wouldn't mind being submissive more often.
expect sex everywhere, the kitchen, couch, bedroom, bathroom, floor, wall, practice room, studio. not to mention later on he will make jokes about the fact you guys having sex in what ever room you're standing in.
man has stamina, he's a dancer it's just natural to him. so sometimes sex can last a bit longer or go on for multiple rounds.
he's very gentle when he needs to be, he makes sure you're enjoying yourself. showing any signs of discomfort to him makes him stop and move away from you a bit so he can figure out what's wrong. he gets off on your pleasure so seeing you hurting or not enjoying yourself turns him off completely.
he's always open to trying new things for you. if you want to be tied up then he'd do it. if you for what ever reason don't like something he understands and tells you that you never have to do it again and that you're amazing for trying it out.
aftercare is always the best with him because after he absolutely recked your guts, he's giving you soft kisses, running you a bath. not even letting you walk because he's carrying you from the bed to the tub.
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💌randomly got this idea while i was high one day and halloweens coming pretty soon so just in time ! a few of these are more gendered costumes so my apologies about that ! i also haven’t updated in a few weeks so enjoy this semi serious shit post:)
tries so so hard to get you to wear a super cheesy couples costume with him. honestly, his ideas range from cheesy (like him being cheese and you being a mouse) to something a bit classic and sexier (like morticia and gomez, or adam and eve). brings up the idea of you being a wall socket and him being the plug — clarifies that he was joking when you shoot the idea down (he wasn't).
food-based costume: bacon and eggs
cartoon/animation costumes: harley quinn and ivy or the joker (either way, jjunnie is probably harley)
other: chucky and tiffany, frankenstein and the bride
deeply considers the both of you dressing up as royalty for halloween. or, you're someone highly important and he's your body guard. for him, it’s just something about you being the ultimate star of the show and him playing that often secondary, protective role.
food-based costume: peanut butter and jelly
cartoon/animation costumes: ariel and prince eric, mr and mrs incredible
other: alien and astronaut
oh baby is taking this very seriously. to gyu, it's either go big or go home. on the same hand, he proposed the idea of being toy story characters but couldn't decide if he wanted to be woody or buzz (so the idea was soon thrown away). probably says screw the couples costume and does a solo one as idk, ben 10 or something.
food-based costume: milk and cookies or hotdog and the bun
cartoon/animation costumes: shaggy and velma, thing one and thing two, cosmo and wanda
other: cheerleaders, team rocket
probably suggests that you two go as some abstract joke or inside joke that no one else knows about. or just something very random "hey baby, what if we went as ronald mcdonald and the hamburglar?". something about the two of you going as magicians or bank robbers also speaks to him.
food-based costume: ketchup and mustard
cartoon/animation costumes: merman and barnacle boy (if u don’t, he’ll do this w gyu)
other: mario and luigi, mimes
barbie and ken !! barbie and ken !! (sorry, just the idea of kai as ken gives me butterflies) either that, or something like men in black. i'm tied between kai wanting to do a silly couples costume or actually doing something pretty cute and put together. either way, he knows that the both of you are going to look good. trying my hardest not to mention him going as peter parker :(
food-based costume: two slices of pizza
cartoon/animation costumes: daphne and fred (yeah, group costume w gyu and his s/o), jack and sally (i think yeonjun would also consider this)
other: ghosts (but w sheets like in beetlejuice)
✫ BONUS — TXT AS GROUP COSTUMES !
idk just the thought of them doing a group costume of them as power rangers (rlly want this !!!!) or something fun like the ghostbusters. ngl the idea of them being carebears... yeah 🥺 i would hate to mention squid game but— [GUNSHOT]
teletubbies w kai as the lil sun baby idk.
or a gyu, soobin and kai group costume as alvin and the chipmunks
taco bell hot sauce packets
soobin or kai as linguine and beomgyu as rémy (shout out ratatouille)
idk i can’t think of many costumes for five people
✫ EXTRA BONUS — TXT AS INDIVIDUAL COSTUMES I WANT TO SEE THEM IN
YEONJUN — my boyfri— idk just something dark and kinda slutty pls, maybe a lil kakashi hatake 😩 or smn
SOOBIN — steve from stranger things but in the scoops ahoy fit, or him as a baseball player (idk something about it)
BEOMGYU — chucky (same w jjunnie), beast boy frm teen titans
TAEHYUN — the joker (basic but he would body this idc), or idk something nerdy and hot honestly.
KAI — spiderman (no fr i need it), naruto, angel
if u made it this far, send me an ask… it gets lonely here lol
☆ . . . yeonjun - loves making you nervous. the two of you had been friends for a long time, and little by little, yeonjun felt himself wanting to be more than your friend. he'd test out the waters to see if you felt the same way. when the two of you hang out with friends, he will casually touch your arm when you're having conversation or swing his arm around your shoulder when he was feeling bold. he'd notice how you looked away from him with small smile but never pull away and instead lean closer to him . bites his lips to hold back a smile, now knowing that he has a chance.
☆ . . . soobin - a gentleman. he's literally always looking out for you. when you're tired, he offers his shoulder. when you're cold, he offers his jacket. when you talk, his attention goes to you. once, he fixed a stray hair and then kissed your forehead. the boldest move he's made so far because he gets so nervous, and he doesn't want you to see how pink he gets whenever you do the smallest things like smile at him. his eyes light up when he sees you and the rest of the boys have caught on to what is happening at this point. they tease him, but also have his back and reassure him that the feelings are mutual.
☆ . . . beomgyu - beomgyu had not realized he had caught feelings for you until someone else told him. aka soobin. over an amount of time, soobin watched how beomgyu would look across the room in hopes that you were looking back at him or how he'd scurry to sit next to you on the couch with a blanket in his hands that was small so that only the two of you would be able to share it. but the most obvious moments for soobin are when beomgyu's eyes fly over to you whenever he tells a joke. couldn't watch any longer and told beomgyu to make a move.
☆ . . . taehyun - seems very composed with his behavior towards you. but on the inside, his heart leaps when he sees you. he's subtle, but direct. used to call you weird nicknames to mess with you like "pinhead", and now he's calling you "love". used tease you lovingly, but now he finds it more important to compliment you to see you smile. will look across the room to lock eyes with you and sends you a smile before going back to what he was doing. knows that he wants to be with you, he's just trying to find the right time to tell you.
☆ . . . hueningkai - young love <3. you're his best friend, and he spends so much time with you, so how could he stop himself from falling for you? little things make him realize that he likes you. used to laugh it off when people would mistake the two of you for a couple, but now it makes him nervous. used to say 'i love you' naturally, but now that makes him nervous too. reads into everything. like if you call him "cute", he's for sure going to think about that moment for the next week or until he sees you again. his heart tings a little when you introduce him as a friend, so he knows he needs to do something about his feelings soon.
キ TXT CHOI LINE REACTING TO YOU AFTER YOUR TIRING DAY :(
[ ≡ ] — ⌕ · · · YEONJUN : after having to take everything in your own hands because the responsible person had done a terrible job with the event preparations, you drag your feet back home from work. it had drained you of all of your energy to have so many things to redirect and organize for things to go smoothly and the event to open up successfully, but it was worth slaving over it for twelve hours.
you'd slide the front door open, shaking off your shoes and leaving your bag on the floor at the entrance sloppily, not caring about anything other than a warm bath to relieve the ache in your muscles. you could hear your boyfriend shuffling around your room as you treaded down the hallway till you reached the door.
after entering the room however, you were pleasantly taken aback by the elaborate set-up yeonjun had created— so much so that it actually brought tears brimming in your eyes, all of the stress from before just washing away by his sweet gesture. he had made the bed to accommodate you nice and warm after your bath in the hot and foamy water he had prepared in the bathroom, complete with your most comfortable pajamas folded neatly to the side, your towel already hanging near the shower.
he'd probably whine at the way your face bunched up, not wanting you to cry. he'd rush over, cradling your body in his as he embraced you, stroking your back affectionately and pressing a kiss on your forehead.
"i heard that you did an amazing job for the event today and thought that you might be tired, so i tried my best to do whatever i could to help you. i'm proud of you."
rest of the members are under the cut!
[ ≡ ] — ⌕ · · · SOOBIN : hospital shifts were always a nightmare to get by. it was practically a universal fact, no one was ever excited to stay in the building overnight, but such was the life often around there. you had spent the entire night on shift after messaging soobin about your absence in the apartment, not wanting him to be worried about your whereabouts.
he was used to your long work hours though, just as you were used to his, so he never put any pressure on you. you'd pull at the front, shutting the car door closed at seven am, just having arrived from work, which wasn't an odd sight to see for your neighbors after years of living near each other.
you'd call soobin to notify about your arrival and he would open the door for you before you even rung the bell, taking your bag and jacket off your shoulders with a warm and welcoming smile. he would let you slump into him, wrapping your arms around his torso and burying your face in the soft fabric of his t-shirt with a sigh, not a single word exchanged between you two.
once you had waddled over clumsily to your bedroom, he'd plop both of your bodies right onto the mattress, asking if you wanted to refresh yourself or just head straight to sleep, which you'd always reply with a tired wish to go to sleep. he'd chuckle, stroking your hair and affectionately speaking to you,
"you, my baby, must be exhausted, so i will send you to sleep. i'm sure you did amazing today."
[ ≡ ] — ⌕ · · · BEOMGYU : being a teacher was no easy task, especially for primary school students who would love to test every teacher's limits during class. their boundless energies would lift your mood up, sure, but once they started acting up per usual, you'd find yourself tirelessly trying to handle them all with a kind and loving smile, not having the heart to ever scold them loudly.
they were still little kids, so it was understandable how brash and chaotic their actions could be, especially the young boys who were prone to disrupting class the most. it was alright, though. you loved your jobs and would t trade your students with another batch— those were your kids now, as if you would ever let anyone take them from you. so after yet another long day at work, you would arrive home with a content heart, but a tired body and mind.
you still had to make preparations for your next lesson and control their exams among other countless things, so you couldn't relax too much. beomgyu would know how rowdy your kids could be however, because tomorrow x together had made an appearance at your school as part of an event, and he would make sure that you were in top shape.
he would welcome you with a bright smile and hold your hands to lead you to the living room couch, settling you down with a mug of your favourite warm drink to let your mind take a break from your responsibilities.
"you cannot tell me that i'm a five year old kid now, can you? i'm totally way less tiring than taking care of them, right?"
first time writing anything for txt so bare with me lovelies! also first post in forever.... probably wont have consistent posts, im a college student bare with me !
genre: fluff, established boyfriend au!.
when you brought up the idea to him he thought it would be really cool. he was always down to try new things and especially if it gave him a chance to match with you. he thought black nail polish looked the coolest with most of his outfits so, without much convincing he'd be sitting and watching tv as you painted his nails happily.
he would think about it first. seeing how much you wanted to paint his nails, he'd then give in. he really couldn't say no to you often, but luckily you kept the polish classy with a nice solid black and an accent finger in a blue color. after you had painted them, he would secretly try hard not to get them chipped and even show them off to the other members.
would literally not care. you put on a movie and start painting his nails he probably wouldn't even notice you're painting them until the very end. even if you don't know how to do nail art he encourages you to draw a smily face or something cool with nail polish on his nail. in return he will probably ask to paint yours.... but it wont be as pretty as his.
at first he would say no, but then realized maybe it might look cool with their concept and let you do aa you pleased. he thought it was cool how you painted every other nail a color while the nails without any color got gloss. it became a thing, every 2-3 weeks you had to sit down and do taehyun's nails.
ABSOLUTELY INTO IT! it's not even a question! you should have asked him sooner! he wants all the colors! would love it if you guys matched, it would be so subtle but he would love it so much. he's another one that would show off his nails to everyone and actually be very proud of them.
all members, fluff, word count: 998, non-idol au, not proof read, lowercase intended.
a/n ; i spent a lot more time on this than i thought i would, please give it lots of love. i hope it’s somewhat accurate? ☆ — i had to rewrite this bc tumblr was deleting my work.
연준 | yeonjun.
physical touch > words of affirmation > gift giving
yeonjun is extremely touchy, he loves to be near you at all times and at times can be a bit overprotective of you. he just wants to keep you safe especially when you go out so he will always be holding onto you in some way, either his hand sitting on the small of your back, wrapped around your waist or just holding your hand. he wants to make it known that you are off limits to anyone who passes. he will also be incredibly affectionate physically when he’s feeling stressed, so he will need your cuddles or kisses to calm his mind. along with touch, yeonjun is great at making you feel loved and understood through words. he will always find ways to praise you and make you blush. he also thrives off of your compliments. this man wishes with his whole heart that he could give you the entire universe, unfortunately that’s merely impossible but he will try his damn hardest to make it feel like its possible. whenever you go out he will offer to buy you whatever you want, he keeps track of what you’ve had your eye on for a while and will purchase it for your birthday, and he always surprises you after practice with your favourite food to share.
수빈 | soobin.
words of affirmation > quality time
when soobin is showing affection his leadership qualities come out especially through words of affirmation. whenever you’re feeling insecure about your appearance, anxious about an upcoming test, or frustrated over a mistake you made, he knows exactly the right things to say and never fails to give you comfort. small phrases like “you look beautiful”, “you’ll get through it”, “i believe in you”, “it’s okay, everyone makes mistakes” are just some of the things he’d say to make you feel better about yourself. he would also make sure to always make time in his busy schedule to spend time with you, and focus only on you. whether its going out to buy food together or even just falling asleep cuddling after his practices. he will make and buy any food you want without question and will share his precious snacks with you.
범규 | beomgyu.
physical touch > words of affirmation
would always be touching you in some way and hugs you at any chance he gets. he’s a clingy baby, likes to know you’re always with him. beomgyu is very obvious with his affection towards you and everyone knows this, he’s constantly clinging onto you as if he’d die if he didn’t. whenever you’re sitting next to each other or lying down beomgyu has the habit of playing with your hair, intertwining his fingers through it, making little “braids” and pushing your hair out of your face when it gets in the way. reassuring words and compliments from you is what keeps him going (and boosts his ego just a little bit more) and he does the same for you, he knows exactly when you’re needing encouragement and supports you in everything you do. would also love talking to you about nothing in particular. sends you good morning and good night texts. makes playlists for you and sends “this reminds me of you” songs. he also sends you weird voice notes to make you laugh and randomly calls you throughout the day just to hear you voice which he loves so dearly.
태현 | taehyun.
quality time > acts of service
taehyun is the epitome of “actions speak louder than words” when it comes to giving and receiving love that’s why his love languages are quality time and acts of service. he shows affection in quiet but powerful ways, say you came home from a long day of work/school and all you want to do is fall asleep as soon as you walk through the door. but you haven't eaten yet, so you walk into the kitchen where you see taehyun has already prepared your favourite home cooked meal for you, he knew you were coming home late and wouldn't have the energy to cook so he did it for you. he looks after you in little ways such as making sure you get enough sleep, staying hydrated, reminding you of upcoming projects, holding back your hair when you’re throwing up, and taking on chores that you hate doing. he has picked up on the habit of keeping hair ties on his wrist for you as well (if you have long hair) because he knows you will probably forget or lose them.
휴닝카이 | huening kai.
physical touch > quality time > acts of service
he can’t pick just one way of expressing his love and adoration for you, he is the definition of ‘wants to show you so much love but can’t decide how’. whenever he gets the chance he loves to give you back hugs so he can wrap his arms around you and rub your tummy! however he can sometimes get shy even though he loves being physically close to you, so he also loves when you just spend quality time together whether it be alone or with the other members. you love to stay inside together on rainy days and play mario kart, teasing and mocking each other when the other person is falling behind. and on days where the weather is fine, you would go out to amusement parks or the beach and enjoy the sunlight and each others presence. kai absolutely hates to see you unhappy, so he works hard to avoid you having a frown on your face. he will ask you things like “what can I help you with?” and “what can I do to make your day better today?”. he will even make an attempt at cooking your favourite food.. emphasis on ‘attempt’… he’ll probably end up ordering your favourite take out instead.. but its the thought that counts right ?