somehow funny how most of my trauma is interwoven with each other and my identity and how that's in relation to society and all. and then there's just. a car accident i had. that's also there.
Reply to this post and I’ll finish it tonight probably
Stardew Valley 2 looks great
jjk 148 spoilers
ok @ gege if u give me maki fighting and remembering nobara before annihilating her shitty dad ill literally never make fun of u again
Sorta Hugging her BF [Artist's Original]
It's 5:24 in the morning and I just got off the phone with my own personal self-destruct button.
Every time I get a little too sappy from reading fanfic and being lonely, and I start thinking I want a relationship or even just to interact with other people at all, talking to this person will put me right back in my place at the cost of embarrassing myself and worsening my mental health for a while. Worth it in the long-run though cuz then I don't make even worse decisions while wearing rose-coloured goddamn glasses :)
Something Cosmic: a Malex Soulmate AU
Not only did I break The Sims Medieval AND House Flipper tonight, but I broke myself. Thank you.
I made one single fanfic way way back in the 00s on FFN, I haven’t looked at it in like over a decade now. I last updated in 2009. I think I had like twenty reviews last time I looked.
There’s like almost a hundred now, there’s people even from 2017 saying how much they loved it, hoping I’d continue, that it was a classic for the character’s fandom on the site, someone tried to recreate it in a DS game, another person joined and was writing their own fic because of it, and I just...
That one unfunny tik tok man w the long hair and the shitty moustache is verh much in the category of "would not wanr to have a conversation w him under any circumstance but if u put him in the same room as me you wouldnt b able to count the seconds until his dick was in my mouth" god bless
here they are!! in the lemon dress!! :D
man this character SUCKS. you’re garbage and im never gonna like you EVER [2 minutes later] yeah so i was thinking a spring wedding but until then here’s the key to my heart your room is the third door on the left can’t miss it <3
Since this is a cv blog again I should mention that my Lisa is very heavily hc based and therefor canon divergent. While I’m totally open to working with netflixvania’s ending, it won’t be her default ending and will instead be its own separate verse. I have a lot of personal lore built around Lisa and her family, as well as her very spirit itself and its relation to the universe. Rest assured I’ll be able to make things work, but there will be an upcoming post about my canons differences from that of the show
Way up North I took my day All in all was a pretty nice day and I put the hood right back where You could taste heaven perfectly Feel out the summer breeze Didn't know when we'd be back and I I don't, didn't think We'd end up like Like this.
I burned you today. I watched you melt until you turned into ash. I watched every last bit of you disappear into nothingness. Watched as the fire grew and smoke rose to the sky as I continued to throw you in. I watched as a tumultuous current of emotions began to rage within and overflow.
Today I felt heartbreak. Heartbreak for the girl who foolishly fell for your web of lies. Heartbreak for the souls who were bent. Who was broken down so hard she had to lose who she was to survive the war. Heartbreak, for the girl who can no longer love like she hasn’t been burned already.
Today I felt anger. Anger for the years I lost. Anger for allowing you to make me feel as though the problem was me. As if your inability to love another was my fault. Anger at the fact that I knew better and yet I stayed by your side. Anger I allowed the cold soul and your narcissism to extinguish the fire living within me.
And I felt joy. Joy because I am finally free. Joy that I found the inner strength to pull myself out of the rubble. Joy that having spent years loving the wrong person has left me with nothing but kindness and patience for the right people who are in my life. Joy, that, despite your best efforts I am whole again. I am me. I have excitement to live. I have joy in every moment of my life. I rose from the ashes of the fire you pushed me in and was reborn a glorious Phoenix.
Today I burned you. Today I have peace. Goodbye.
Does anyone know where you can watch Hell Girl?
what do u do when trauma has u feeling like a fucking toddler
I can't sleep bc I'm too awake and grumpy but i also missed my goddamn nap and I can't remember when I last took my siezure meds and if I OD on those on accident I am in for a messy messy few days
And I'm just small and I miss my kitty real bad
it’s so quiet at home compared to my dorm it constantly sounds like there’s just constant, loud, high-pitched whines in my ears. like there’s no automatic AC switch sounds, no yelling down the hallways, no stomping or punching the walls because gamer boys are angry. there’s not even any EMS sirens going on, and in a way, I miss the sounds of it.
of course im happy to sleep in my own bed again with my pup, but it’s just so quiet that i don’t know how I slept before.
i feel so smart omg i figured out cranes.