space on my birthday
Throwback to life before quarantine.
Rosette Nebula Gives Birth to Stars - NASA Picture of the Day
K J STYLES
2001: A Space Odyssey premiered on this day in 1968.
TheTeenageSoul checking in here. Glory to the most high for life, experience, and understanding. We’re still here. Life goes on. I am writing this on April 2, 2020, in my apartment as my close friend is currently sleeping off his acid trip. The energy of youth reeks within this apartment. Direction is not the main focus, but living in the moment and experiencing life in the now seems to be of more importance. This same friend taught me something so amazing during our acid trip together last time. He taught me to be grateful for everything, no matter what. That’s his secret. That’s his reason for joy. I thought to myself at that moment. I thought, why am I not smiling right now? I have SO MUCH, i’ve been given so much in my life, as if the universe has personally been giving me blessings. 7:06. I move with full gratitude now. Love and Gratitude are my superpowers. I am a superhero. Don’t believe me? Watch the things I am set to manifest. Watch the world I am going to create with my energy. Than tell me I’m not a superhero. My biggest dream has always been to fly, until I found out I’ve been flying every night when I close my eyes. It’s all about being aware. Knowing. Remembering. I love to fly, and I always want to fly for fun. I’m a young teenager of course haha. However, I want to fly with direction, unlike many of my friends. You know what, I take that back. I believe that my friends want to fly with direction, but they aren’t as serious as me. Everyday I wake up, I will myself to fly straight towards my dreams. I will my reality to reflect the reality of my dream world. The life I want to live, the sights I want to see, I want them to come true in my physical reality. I can see them in the dream state, now it is time to manifest them in the physical. I pray that God aligns his will with mine, so that I may be able to discover the blueprint that is the course to my dreams. I know there is a path to my destination. Why walk there when I can fly? I believe that I have beautiful fluorescent wings that will take me to my dreams and back. These wings lift me up way above this universe. With these wings, I am setting a blazing trail of super rainbow fire behind me that the rest of the world can follow. You see, I am trying to be a way maker. I got tired of looking for someone else’s blueprint, and I have now decided to make my own way. The sheep do not tell the shepherd where to go, but they follow as they trust their leader. I want to be trusted. I want to know the way. The destination is everything to me. I have love and faith that will guide me no matter what. I can always look at the stars for comfort. I have nothing to lose, but everything to gain. I am understanding the extent of my energy, and that extent is that there is no extent. I am limitless. I hear you, feel you, and see you. Thank you for tuning it. May you see the path I left for you. One True Media, Right on Time, Perfect Circle Energy.
I am actually very pleased to see that I am writing in the blog twice in the same year. I remember writing in this blog more consistently some years back, and then one day I had the mental affirmation that I wanted to experience life more, and then come back with more heat to write about. I did just that. I decided to live my life and soak in the things around me. During that time span, I experienced a lot and learned a lot (shout out 21 Savage), and I think that was the best thing for me at that time. However, I regret not spending more time contemplating about what was going on around me. I can honestly say I became more out of touch with the spiritual side of me. I watched less videos and read less about the things that interested me in a metaphysical world. I was completely indulged in the world around me and I was honestly just going with the flow. I met some great people, got into some sticky situations, seen some crazy sh*t, and felt some amazing feelings. I learned a huge deal about myself in this time as well. However, as we are riding this roller coaster ride called life, it is easy to forget who bought us the ticket to the amusement park. When you’re at the amusement park, you don’t even think about how you got there, you don’t even really think about who you’re there with. You’re just there. You soak in everything around you in the moment and experience. I was stuck in this amusement park aspect for quite some time. I was living fast with no concrete, solid end goal. I knew I was going towards something, and I guess I felt that one of these rides will take me there in a way. I wish that I wrote as much as I do now, then. The universe is literally throwing signs in my face nowadays, and I don’t know if it’s a new thing or if they have always been there and I just couldn’t see them. If we’re keeping it real though, I wasn’t even looking for them honestly. It was literally like I was going through life blind, just trusting my instinct and letting the waves take me wherever they pleased. There has been two major events that have taken place in my life that allowed me to literally sit my ass down and LOOK. These events forced me to stop everything that I have been doing, and evaluate every step that I was taking. Once I did this, I seen that a lot of those steps that I was taking led to nowhere. I was doing a lot for no real reason, or the reason had nothing to do with what I was meant to do. But what am I meant to do? Where am I going anyway? Or better yet, where do I want to go? Now that I have been writing more, I have a more concrete image of my dreams and aspirations. I can kinda see the path I’m on and what’s ahead of me more clearly. It’s not like I can see the destination, but I can definitely see some hundred feet away and that’s way better than being completely in the dark. I am spending more time talking to myself and believing in what I believe in, and it has been changing EVERYTHING. Not too long ago, I came across a video of this super cool guy explaining the Merkaba. He was a white college kid who was meditating in a field in the middle of nowhere. No lie, homeboy’s energy was jumping out of the screen. The Merkaba, or Double Tetrahedron, has been a figure that has grabbed my attention ever since I stepped into my spirituality. Homeboy in the video was describing the nature of the Merkaba, and explained how he created a whirlwind of energy around him while meditating and holding a vision of the Merkaba spiraling around his body. I thought that was the coolest shit ever, like some avatar shit. However, I didn’t catch a case of The Spins that day. I think I tried to meditate that day and visualize the spinning Merkaba around me but it did not have any lasting implications. About two weeks ago, however, I was in a certain situation and I was thinking of a way to hold my energy to a higher frequency at all times. Then it hit me. Boom. I can just visualize this image of a spinning Merkaba in my mind at all times, and even better, I can project it outwards so I always see it! Since then, I have been working on this visualization and I have been winning ever since. The more I can hold this vision of a spinning Merkaba, I can visualize Toroidal Flow and a positive flux of belief and manifestation energy in my life. So now I am a patient sick with a bad case of the spins, and I can’t stop spinning. When I’m down, I just spin. When I’m up, I just spin. It’s a roller coaster ride in itself, but this time, I have complete focus on what I am doing, and I can see it clearly with no filter. It’s generally still a new thing I am trying out, but I hope to add it to my arsenal of techniques to be a badass in this life that I am living. The goal is to keep my energy up at all times so I can never miss a wave, portal, or anything that will lead me to a new vibration/frequency. Now I understand why Mac Miller made a song about this. R.I.P to the Goat! Love Forever.