Communication is your gold link. It’s the heart of any marathon. The understanding of space can only be channelled through direct energy and people who emit such radiance. Do not settle for mediocrity, you deserve orgasms off words too 🌹
I don’t wear my fear like I wear my other emotions. I won’t let you know if my heart is in my stomach. I’ll keep a smile on my face and my shoulders square no matter what I’m faced with.
I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve battled worse things in my own head than could ever face me in real life, or if I just refuse to use my last moments acting as if fear will change the outcome.
Patience is the thing that I learned from you
That some things can feel wrong even though they’re true
Went through all the hard times together
Kept me calm when I’d lose my temper
I’m just really grateful that I had you
why does it feel like I’m losing everything around me
my friends and family
I’m losing my patience, my motivation
my joy, my hope and my happiness
my goals, my dreams and reality
I’m losing everything that is important to me
I’m losing my love, my faith and my mind
I’m losing my will to live, to breathe, to move
I’m losing my will to try, and try and try
I’m losing things I never thought I could lose
I’m losing sight of what’s wrong and right
I’m losing my identity and I’m losing myself
lately it feels like I’ve just been losing and losing and losing and finding myself stuck in one place
and then I remembered that I also have lost my will to fight

You’d think I would be sick of staring at the ceiling, tears rolling down my face while I rock back and forth telling myself I’m okay.
But if I don’t have that, I feel nothing. I’m empty. I’m a shell of a person just wishing I could show some kind of emotion. How am I supposed to get better when this is the only comfort I know?
“With the hues of demons and our hearts aligned, not even the best of us are immune to deceptions malign.”
« Avec la teinte des démons et nos cœurs alignés, même les meilleurs d’entre nous ne sont pas à l’abri de tromperies malignes. »
- @mirabellle🩸
We expose ourselves so much on a daily basis without being aware of it. A lot can be known about you by the kind of songs you like, by the lyrics that speak to you, by the artist you love because that shows what songs made you feel they were written exclusively for you. A lot can be known by your favourite book because obviously you found solace in it because it felt like home. I can understand what comforts you and what can set you off instantly just by knowing that. A lot can be known by the way you speak about your dreams or your job, if you’re really happy and passionate about it or if you’re just pushing through like the rest of us. A lot can be known about you by observing the way you are with the people you meet for the first time or when you’re forced to speak with someone who has hurt you in the past.
We run away from any kind of vulnerability, trying so hard to not show all our cards at once but really for someone who really wants to know you, it’s not that hard at all. You just have to see and each human is actually an open book.
