“This void grows inside my soul, turning everything around me in black and white, until I am numb, in pure darkness, craving to feel something while my fists go against the walls, at this point, pain is like a house front door.”
And we need to come back home sometimes // bia.nc
2Get on your knees
You say you’re sorry
Begging me please
Please stop
But this is pain honey
And it’s what you deserve
A strong man when you dish it out
But what about when it is given to you?
You’re such a fucking hypocrite
It makes me sick
Walking around with your head fat & high
I hope you cry when I finally find the strength
to walk away and say good bye
0Do you ever feel like you’re hurtling towards a disaster, but you cannot stop now that you have started towards it, while simultaneously praying & hoping that said disaster will not take place, but knowing that in all probability it will and all the while trying feebly to prevent it from happening?
No? Just me?
1I NEED NEW PANTS
Stop saying i need new pants i need new this and that ur addicted to buying and buying shit u barely need and buying shit u already have ur addicted to procuring when ur time should be devoted to using procuring more of the same shit ur now buried under my advise is to dress as shabbily as possible cut ur own hair shave ur own head if u do a bad job then better it should give ur face character
paint a picture in ur head of a deathcamp resident and emulate him live light need less where possible need not live like ur penniless live like its ur last free day on earth and tomorrow its back to the hole u go forrage borrow-steal use whats on hand improvise live off the land be a vermin be a parasite but a conscientious parasite dont suck off blood above what is needed cuz that leads to greed and that only brings us back to i want new pants i want new this and that
2“She was the lighter and you were the cigarette. But I was the one who is addicted,I was the one whos lips were smoke stained.”
2210/21/20
first night cry in my new room… oh it’s been a month if im not wrong since I moved into a new house and been busy with so many things that I don’t even have time to feel down… or maybe i was too happy and calm lately;
Until this moment happened. Covid appeared to one of my family members (well it’s my brother-in-law) and now my whole family is in quarantine except me since I moved out and im in different place. I’m worried, frustrated, and idk… i just wanna cry tonight. I’m so torn to whether im going to post it or not, but since it’s my private space i just gonna let it out. This is just a small piece im carrying right now, hoping after i let it out… you know. I’ll just gonna pray.
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‘Empty World’ - James McInerney. Poet & Author of ‘Bloom’, ‘In between the lines’, ‘Red’, ‘The Pieces that Collide’ & ‘Everything I Write is About You’ OUT NOW on Amazon/Kindle.
6“You lied to me.” She said, tears dwelling in her eyes.
“All this time we were together, you always loved me and everytime I asked you or confronted you, you always denied it. Why?”
He was left with no option but tell her the truth
He held her close and tried calming her.
“I always trusted the universe. If my love for you was pure, it would reunite us what ever the circumstances. I always wanted to be your wings not your crutches. Had I confessed my love, you would never have attempted to fly this high. You were always my priority. Everything that I’ve ever wanted. From the day I met you till the time I breath my last. I never want you to be a prisoner in my cage. Now that you know it, I’m ready to fly high with you.”
-L.G.
1You can’t fix what’s already broken
You can’t change when it has spoken
You can only wait
until the date
When his soul has awoken
And you took back your token..
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