you might be looking for reasons. the sun stopped shining for me is all.
Nina LaCour, Hold Still
Because in the conversation beneath this one, what we’re really saying is I am an imperfect person. Here are my failures. Do you want me anyway?
Nina LaCour, Everything Leads to You
You and I aren’t bad people. We are just not good for each other.
I hope you never read this. You already know everything. Im sorry. Im beyond sorry and hurt.I love you so much. Im sorry I wasn’t enough, im sorry im not what you want. Im sorry If I ever made you worry, cry or hurt. It was never my intention. I know what I did wrong and where I did wrong. I will never stop loving you. I love you just the way you are.
Im hurt , we were together for so long and so happy yet you changed and said you know what after 2 years even more , you gave up on me, on us. I still remember those words “I dont love you anymore, I have no feelings for you, nothing. It’s gone. I dont want those feelings back…”
Im in constant sadness and pain, but thank you for the memories. I wish you would understand what I’m feeling , but you don’t. As you said : “Keep crying and doing nothing , you’re weak.”
thank you , I love you no matter what.
I’m a black hole. I don’t know how to love people without consuming them so I’d rather be on my own somewhere in the universe. So don’t come close to me. You’ll end up getting swallowed, lost in the abyss, trust me this is not where you’re destined to be.
What if you found love one day and it wasn’t what you wanted? Where do you go from that?
I lost the ring she gave me
in the middle of nowhere,
I tried so hard to find it
but little did I know,
It’s not the ring that I lost—
It is you.
My pen is on fire again
after you fueled it with pain.
My heart bleeds thousands of words
and I can’t help but let my eyes
bleed with it as I saw you happy with her.
Any idiot can have sex. But can you make a woman feel safe? Comfortable? Appreciated? Adored? Can you support her at her worst? No? Then stay the fuck away from her.
Love, I saw you in my dream last night or this morning to be precise. It felt so real, I didn’t want to wake up.
Love, I must have missed you so much, but I didn’t even realized until you smiled at me and reoccupy the frail cavity in my dream.
Love, your voice is so ethereal, lullabies to my ear— and your eyes, those obsidian eyes are so captivating, I wish I can unravel the mystery you hide inside.
And love, break my heart until it can no longer be broken, I will still put my heart on the palms of your hands. But love, if only I could, I’d wish my whole world stopped aching for you.
Misslieness, via @onesecondbeforesunset
she saw the light in his eyes and she knew who she was again
I hope that I can just stop remembering the things I badly want to forget.
‘I am the river, but I am also the sea.’ - James McInerney. Poet & Author of ‘Bloom’, ‘In between the lines’, ‘Red’, ‘The Pieces that Collide’ & ‘Everything I Write is About You’ OUT NOW on Amazon/Kindle. #jamesmcinerney #poetry #poem #tuesdayvibe