Ya mutlu edin ya da kapı dışarı yarı içtenliğe dayanmam zor benim
come as a gentle breeze, as a soft light, come as droplets of rain, as a cloud, as a singing bird, come as a poem written in the heart, as a painting across the mind, come as a soul friend, as a long hug, come as an answered prayer, as a gift, come as a treasure, as a blessing wrapped in blessings, come as a dream come true as a miracle, come to stay,
N E Ş E M K A L M A D I
A plea to the gods of fate or something, idk
another day of incessant crying
everything inside me screams out
to be dying, to end this once and for all -
another day praying for the hours to pass
til night time, when it's quiet
and no one asks if I'm okay
or tells me I'm worrying them
or reminds me of what's to come
just let me feel good and hopeful again
for just one day?
remind me there's some point,
just once more?
fear not my friends and altogether best confidants, I promise we will all sing again in the morning maybe together or else each separately but either way i’ll keep an ear out for the tune of you in the whistle of the sunbeams and maybe… you’re catchy and i’ll be humming your tune without thinking
- - -
t+7 hours. probably was 275 micrograms. time to call it a night. fin. finished. finito. but as an experiment: hell yes! i’d definitely do it again. the whole sorry, sordid tale of drugs & debauchery in which nothing bad happened and i generally had a great time is available here https://dirtyfilthy.tumblr.com/tagged/experiment
My head was ready but my heart was not.
Hatred for someone is born out of fear,
fear that you might become who they are.
Wini16, @distilledpoetry (original)
a thought that passed through my clumsy head
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