I been trying to tell myself encouraging words. Things that will lift up the veil of my sadness. Make it smile. Make it laugh. Make it forget its sadness for awhile. I would love to say this works everytime. But my sadness is still dark and lonely a lot of the time. Encouraging words dont always work. But I’ve survived every single day up till this point. I’ve survived all the days I thought I wouldnt make it, all the days I thought I wasnt strong enough. Somewhere deep inside me there was that strength. So although I still have a lot of bad days, days i dont think I’ll make it, i know i can. I know I’ll get through all this too and live to see happier days. I know I can do it because I’ve done it so many times before.