“Well darling, you must have wings on your back.. cause you are an angel, but one question.. are they black? It’s just that when we have sex, I wonder if you are possessed cause it’s like you have fallen quite literally from heaven.. so beautiful in all ways, but a lust fueled devil in heat when we do the deed between the sheets. You my darling are a ‘devil she’ when it comes to sex, no regrets..”
Can it get any hotter in the bedroom? I have a feeling you can still turn up the heat, haha - eUe..
0“I see your lovely eyes in the seas of passerby, in a crowded place.. I see nothing but your face. I feel you every place I go in life, in my heart, my soul, and in my mind.. I think about you quite a bit actually, seeds of you have been planted in me from the breeze of your love. Other lovers, I want none.. as nobody could ever be above you, I search for your soul in every cold night. I will until I grow old, but I fight it like Mike Tyson.. oh, if I could just look into your eyes again, beautiful skies and bright sunrises rising on the horizons of your smile. Those hot thighs that seem to slide when you run, I thought we were ride or die until I watched you run and now I see your eyes like a ghost.. fuck.. in every crowd where I go posted up like the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, but now when I open up my eyes I want to keep them closed cause it’s like you were just a dream. It was the most lovely thing when you were here with me, now I’m just left with so much longing.. nostalgic to the bone.. sitting here now, so alone.”
Living in the past at times, is a sad place to be.. look towards the future where there are good things to come for both you and me - eUe..
1“She’s a train wreck just waiting to happen but does things with so much passion, a broken heart in her chest and always wants to be laughing.. she’s sappy, a sweetie pie bonafide romantic. And every time she sees you, she seems so happy.. a heart of gold but it’s just made of glass, some say she’s cold but that’s only if you hurt her. She would beat your ass.. sad some of the days, smiling the rest. She’ll never backstab or lie to you tragic, she’ll respect you, love you forever no matter what happens.. and it just so happens that she loves you, it’s the truth. No truer shizz than this so keep her soul in mind when you think of hurting her, in every night you know she’s one to be a worrier.. so don’t fight with her, hug her tight, cause a woman like this will hold you through the nights with her head resting on your chest. A girl like this, take it from me.. she’s the very best kind, with her heart on her sleeve and you on her mind. She truly loves you, so tell me.. after all she’s been through, wouldn’t you just love to tell her I love you? Be her friend until the very end, lover or not.. she will give you everything she’s got non-stop, and that’s a lot even through her pain. Love this girl every single day, she deserves it..”
If she’s been through so much in life and still loves with all of her heart, she deserves to be loved in the best ways.. she deserves a true happiness and to be treated right, this is the most beautiful kind of woman in my opinion. She’s seen the world, felt it, and still chooses to be a good person.. even if she’s a little bit messed up, love this girl completely - eUe..
2There are many ways to say ‘I love you’.
'Take care’ is my favorite one.
~WortverraterIn
0My life fit in three boxes,
As my heart broke in four.
My lungs were compressed,
And my scars, exposed.
I was forced to build my life up again.
-IS
1“It is easy for the loved to say love is beautiful, healing. It is easy for the chained to say freedom is a blessing. But love has broken me and I’m really not sure what to do with all my free time.”
K.F.//2020
0your friend’s car
we’re in your friend’s car, in the backseat and we barely speak. music’s too loud, way too loud and there’s really nothing to be worried about. it’s just you and i, us, against the world. put my hand on yours, make me feel the safety. in this car, we’re far from home and i am sitting next to you
oh, i wanna make out with you right now, but all your friends are here and it’s not nice to behave abnormally. so i guess i should keep that out of my mind. oh, something keeps me quiet. now i wish that we were somewhere that is silent and i could lay on your chest. pretty baby, you’re the best and you’re mine.
and i’d like to cling on you like a child. you know, i am wild and i am staying with you for the night. in this car, this love and i am making memories with you.
112:12 a.m
it’s midnight and we’re on a night drive with your boys. the music is too loud, we don’t speak, because talking is overrated. so silence it is until we have arrived at a destination.
4Whenever they wanted me to say no
I had a voice screaming yes
And when they told me to put my head down
Shove my Id to the bottom
I surrendered some love
Bended my frequency to their favor
I lost a part of myself
Covered by insecure mutters
Of a life I’m catering to
Smothering what feels right to me
Whether it’s wrong or true
Smothering a part of me
Covered by brutal mutters
Smothered
By the part of me
That thinks the terrors in your world
Are my fault
And I’m bothered
With a crooked understanding of
Problems that keep resurfacing —
But I can’t explain to anyone else
The thoughts I can’t explain for myself
How many questions I cannot answer
For the life of me
A’s on paper
But what does that really mean
When I can’t translate to the world
I’m a bracket without a friend
Parentheses between the pair of them
Specific lives not translated that great
Impossible to imagine the taste
Hard time perceiving reality —
Just trying to find a frequency
Containing something
Love worthy,
Trust worthy, true.
Tell me to think about the big questions
Which I do
But somehow I’m naive
For thinking I could solve them too.
Solve for something
Love worthy,
Trust worthy, true —
I don’t want to choose
Between what they tell me to say,
Think, feel
And what I want to do.
They tell me to say no
When I have this voice screaming yes
Duality that stunts me
Corrupts me
Makes me second guess.3It hurts.
It hurts all over again.
Like the wound was never healing…
I’m feeling and feeling.
Please,stop this bleeding.
1You’re older then me by a year and I’m mesmerized by how sweet you are. Your personality brings me a smile and my stomach fills with this feeling of calmness when you speak to me.
It’s like I’ve known you my whole life. Laughing with you is one of those innocent moments I don’t get enough of and I don’t always know what I’m feeling but with you it’s happiness and excitement.
there’s more out there than acting like I’m in love and kissing guys that aren’t my type. It’s girls my age with cute smiles and pretty faces. Not men older than me by a bunch of years or boys who don’t know how to treat girls.
1Things that felt too real to me, I thought it would never leave my grasp. But when it did, it felt like a living nightmare. A flashback in my head that keeps continuing to me. And that was real to me too. Between the two that were real to me, never leaving, and just completely gone within the blink of an eye. Somethings were just too good for me, but I continue daily to hope for the best.
B.P. ❤️
4Trying
Trying to fit into lives which empty you..
Tyring to make conversations with despise looks.
Trying to use words which fills spaces.
Trying to refuse never endings.
Trying to call people who don’t respond even if you stood right in front of them.
Trying to deny the fact you are loosing it.
Trying hard to smile..
Putting up an act.
Trying to retrace after you already started.
Prized possession is a letter with a weird handwriting.
But those words just seep through.
Eyes close and chose to see the
World as it should be.
Not what we have made it for every one…
Expectations doesn’t need to be fulfilled.
They need to stay…
Even if someone resting on your shoulders has fallen fast asleep.
Even if someone isnt visible to you anymore.
3Maa Kali
From the demise of death, life I attained.
When sadness I touched, my peace it contained.
Of all those I prayed, I was sinfully blessed,
Until I found my heart where god’s hand was at rest.
© Aniket More
8Why not go on the bridge halfway
Meeting you and I’ll be soothed
It’s time to leave the past behind
I want our future to be kind— Mandie
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