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El aire de esa primavera
recién estrenada
huele a otra cosa.

Aroma de agradecimiento
y de empatizar
con los que peor lo pasan.

Veronika Tishabaeva vk
Para (siir-poesia)

I am losing myself on a bet. A bet that I can survive, that I can be what destiny wants me to be. That soon my “losing streak” will end, that someday I’ll get inspired, that someday I’ll find God’s gifts.

- Mary Rose

This is one of my top five quotes. - Beth

We are our mind experiencing itself.

Why can’t I be that person people want and need ?

- Beth

Why do you lie when you say you’re okay and nothings going on that’s bothering you ? I know you’re lying, but for who’s benefit Me or You ? Because honestly I don’t believe half of what you say anymore. Which sucks, because I thought you once could be my, idk, best friend, someone I could run too, but how can I trust you, when you can’t even trust me ? It doesn’t work that way, N. I’m sorry.

- An email I’ll never send.

: Beth

You found a replacement with my own flipping sister.

- Beth

We often become the dust we would rather toss into the wind and forget.

God never promised life would be easy, he only promised he’ll always be there and I know he is, but sometimes I just want a hand to hold.

- Beth

Even when broken , your are enough 💔

I felt more like a solider of God, than a child of God.

- Mary Rose

I’ve been thinking about what I wanted to write tonight. How did I want to express my thoughts. I want to scream, fight, and cry until I’m too tired to move. I’m mentally tired and I’m finding it hard to put he words together. I think it would be easier to get physical.

This country is really not for us and never has been. The goal of this country has always been to enslave and later, imprison us. Prison was always just their legal form of slavery. Lincoln abolished slavery for political reasons. Not because he felt it was wrong. And so the prison system was born. We were never meant to survive here.

I don’t feel there is anywhere on earth that we can go and live in peace. Let me find out one of those other planets can support human life. I’m out! And I’m taking my people with me. There will be immigration laws. No White people. I know there are good White people out there but, we can’t risk you inviting your cousins in rebel tshirts. This mighty sound ridiculous but, we need our own world because WE ARE TIRED!!!

I’m here for a very short period of time and so are you.

Two things to remember in life :

1. Take care of your thoughts when you are alone.

2. Take care of your words when you are with people.

Believing the best in others has never done me any favors. It’s the one lesson I keep getting taught but never learn.

it’s absurd that there’s a multi-billion dollar entire industry built on house work when men have stood firm that house work isn’t “real work” for millennia 

I’m a very easy person to talk to, you want you leave me, go I wouldn’t stop you, if you choose to stay, then stay. I won’t force anyone to stay cuz if sometimes when something is forced the feelings isn’t true.

XJustTheSadGirlX

what if l just started interchanging the Iowercase L’s with capitaI I’s in aII of my posts. what if l’m doing it right now. you’II never know for sure. suffer the burden of curiosity.

The system failed Breonna like we hoped it wouldn’t. But knew it would.

People say that there’s a difference between I love you and love you. And sometimes I don’t think it’s true. Sometimes you could be in a hurry and just say, “love you!!” While other times, the moment comes when saying “I love you” fits better. People make it seem like it’s bigger than it is. I feel like in the end, you can tell/feel when you person loves you. Lol like I wouldn’t ever feel some type of way if my man said “love you”.