If I was to speak the way I feel most comfortable in, only very few people could understand me.
I would mix English and German midst sentence, sometimes midst word.... Don't even ask how that is a thing my brain feels comfortable with.
Do I have to go and befriend all the Dulwich yummy mummy's nannys to be fully understood?
All I want is to speak fluently, think uninterrupted, articulate clearly and stop losing my wit and and spirit in translation.
I love my bilingual life.... Truly....