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And our planets

Can collide any day

Like marbles

They spin and twirl around

Like dancers

And with only a kiss

It has been said

They'd fall apart

Together

Forever.

Alex Delorme

I’m not mad......

I’m just tired hearing your sorry and unacceptable explanation.

Some nights the line between thrilling

And disgusting

Becomes an ink stain, becomes

Yet another

Don't think about it too hard,

Don't think about not doing it,

Don't think about how you shouldn't

Even be thinking about it.

Don't think.

All lines are the death of an endless

Surface, little rupture,

Fine little lines littering -

I don't think about it, not the water in

The river and

Not the crack in the wall

Or reality.

Slips from two fingers so easily,

As smooth surfaces do,

As smooth liars tell themself,

They are not thinking about it

When night falls or when past calls,

When doubts are the only background music

That your heart sings to anymore,

Don't think about

Who you've become and

Who you've lost and

How it all happens in circles and tomorrow

Might just be as scary as yesterday -

Just hurts a little less each time, you know

But you say you don't know

And I don't think about how I don't

Know you, anymore.

The thoughts come back to me and I

Think of skin and ink stains, think of yesterday

And tell myself to stop.

Spellwork , wanes & waxes / my body , my vessel / she possesses , she haunts , she uses / & she casts me helpless , denies my existence , rejects my love / but she owns me for I am the bleak charcoal behind her back / that even in this dark tormented vast hole , I still only want her to shine & be seen / -

D C de Oliveira from Forlornly “La Lune”   September 17 2021, 7.40am . Friday

And just when you think they’ve already broken every part of you, you break some-more.

D.M Muller

I want to be grateful , perhaps most of the time I have only told you how much I adore & love you. But there’s a more greater reason out there than just being the one in love. That when You came into my life , you made me see me for who I am , the part of me that was frightened to stand up for myself & others , the part of me who swept my own pain under the rug without wanting to deal with it or bandage my ache as if it was too shameful to suffer , yet with your existence I get to appreciate & value the kind & gentle person that I already am , I get to sit with my sorrow & my wounds , endure them & to be openly accepting of them & with your arrival you made me feel powerful enough to finally leave my toxic relationship & the environment that I was in , you made me feel strong to be a woman with a voice , the one who will fight for any injustice , who is brave enough to speak up when unfairness occurred & who will not be afraid to go on a battle for the one I love — this is why even when you hurt me , I can never not love you more , because you helped me meeting the part of me I never truly know how to become. So thank you Hales. There’s no other star out there that has ever shined bright enough for me until a magical & majestic comet that you are , came crashing into me & forevermore , I am honoured for your existence & for all of that , I will always owe you my heart -

D C de Oliveira  from Haleyaceae “143)”  | September 17, 2021 . Friday, 6.40am