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  • trainer-r0sa
    22.10.2021 - 31 minutes ago

    dkfjd

    #moo.txt #ok i stsrted taking meds right. well problem is #ive been rlly tired. just always #and sometimes ill just start panicking for no reason and just spiral #and it sucks. im better than b4 but it was a very low bar. #im just. tired all the time and im nervous and my favorite teacher is getting concerned i think bc i keep trying to take a quick nap b4 her #-class cuz theres a 10 min break b4 it usually #and i dkeksksfkaf cannot do this #but also i cant talk to anyone about it bc its concerning enough that they will definitely tell my mom and then she'll turn this into smth #-about her #snd its hard t9 talk about. too hard to talk about #delete later #sorryy! #this is an awful subject i just need to get some of my feelings out b4 i start crying lol
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  • hereforthespooks
    22.10.2021 - 35 minutes ago

    thinking about michael distortion 

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  • caradelememe
    22.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    feeling like physical and emotional and mental trash today laid ease yasss

    #out #the two months or so has rly been one of the roughest times of my life teehee #mum had a fall and was rly injured so i was kinda looking after her and doing more around the house on top of uni/work n that was hard #that was probably a few months ago now i think #but yea fell extra behind in lectures n stuff bc i was so tired n couldnt concentrate #then the whole cheated on and breakup debacle has obviously been tough i cant believe its been like a month and a half already #time rly flies if ur having fun or not ig #but yea thats been challenging n everything kinda spiralled a bit since then like been doing not great at work and MEGA behind in uni #broke up just before mid semester break and instead of catching up like i planned i just spent the whole time walking or scrolling #only really wrapped things up two weeks ago maybe? got my stuff and he told me was gonna get help #so last week maybe i messaged him to say good luck w mental health care plan n that i was proud of him for doing it and that was that #bc i dont have the energy to be bitter n vengeful so ive tried to choose peace about it lol but yeah still rough #also its literally the second to last week of my entire degree!!!!!! so things have been intense and i have not been doing much of anything #and also now im sick for the first time since i got my tonsils last december which is not a nice feeling physically and emotionally #....so yah.. not havin a lot of fun currently but its fine ya know. ex's ex bestie just messaged me too but i dont wanna open it #bc the notification is like hi i always thought u were nice and im sorry i didnt get to know u blah blah #like i dont rly feel like dealing w that ya know? tweeted something last night that was like deleting receipts hashtag healing #which i imagine she saw and prompted her to message #and i feel bad for saying it and like exposing him?? like i know its not my responsibility to look after him but i cant help but still care #which is ANNOYING bc i gotta get on w my life but like if hes trying to deal with w/e it is hes dealing with then i dont wanna interfere #idk theres just a lot going on rn and i know blah blah this too shall pass etc etc but knowing that doesnt make NOW suck less oh well #delete#delete later
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  • spiralshift
    22.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    you gotta make it easy for the customer, skeeeeeeve

    #watch spiral #✄゚*・゚ᵒᵒᶜ⁺ — ↳ i'm really tired a lot. #maybe ill write tonight ive honestly had the worst fucking day but #im a lot calmer than i was earlier i just needed to get some stuff out
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  • amethystsoda
    22.10.2021 - 1 hour ago

    @silverserpent OKAY BUT two more little cool (and creepy) details!!

    The glow in the dark edition is called “caught alight” (like the lyrics in When He Died)

    And on Side C after Spiral of Ants if you wait, it gets stuck in a loop of laugher like the background laughs in When He Died 💀😱

    (Original comment was on this post about the glow in the dark vinyl for Spirit Phone)

    #idk if all editions do this #but it was so creepy and perfect #Lemon demon #when he died #spiral of ants #cryptidcore#spirit phone
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  • chaoswrites
    22.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    damn its so quiet on here

    #i just need to write an essay #but have negative motivation #and i'm so fucking exhausted #but theres no one online to talk to #and theres no one in my house to talk to #and i have no friends to talk to #god i'm gonna have a fucking breakdown again #its a no bones day
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  • nixavia
    22.10.2021 - 2 hours ago
    #nix answers #spiral anon 🌀
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  • t6bbo
    22.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    God I was already having a depressive episode and now I just imagined how awful we will feel if we don’t get a gold medal at marching band finals

    #no bc we’ll be an absolute wreck and spiral #this is a big deal idc if you tell us we’re stupid for caring that much but #our school’s band has gotten gold every year since before we were born #its a big fucking deal
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  • consistenthero
    22.10.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Lian fix it fic but it's literally just about Cheshire and Lian reconnecting.

    #jade nguyen#lian harper #hate the way people talk about jade it bothers me greatly anyway #i think she should get all her multiverse memories back so that seeing lian now really shakes her #she lost both her children months apart pre-reboot and it sent her spiraling wanna see someone handle that competently #anyway im writing this #dc comics #jade: you dyed your hair? lian: ...yes jade: hm
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  • nixavia
    22.10.2021 - 2 hours ago
    #nix answers #spiral anon 🌀
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  • a-shy-mage
    21.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    “...Is the ‘yeet small people’ day still going...?”

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  • 9hikers
    21.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    “thank you for making it this far, I know I’m not always sure I will :)”

    yo professor are you Okay

    #9 speaks #watching my professor spiral into madness is Interesting to say the least
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  • peachyvinyl
    21.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    the fact that i try my hardest every single day to look at things in a rational way and not react to them the way my trauma wants me to,, i deserve a pat on the back for that i think

    #only saying that because i can feel myself starting to spiral and i'm trying to stay positive / give myself some credit idkidk #like it gets EXHAUSTING fighting your own brain but therapy is too scary so ! this is how we move lmao #p: stop talking lara
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  • sharkinlovewithadolphin
    21.10.2021 - 3 hours ago
    #thank uuu i always love going down a vine spiral hehe #asks#about me#illbebuyingallofthoseflowers
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  • buglite
    21.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    baby goats hop & stomp & headbutt and i say let them. No one can stop them

    #im in a wild mood tonite #posts like this are me beating back a spiral w all my willpower #txt
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  • spxndrift
    21.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    What trying to 9* the current floor 12 looks like

    #genshin impact#spiral abyss #i 9*d every other floor first try #arlen.txt #only 12-3 is left…. it has 1*
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  • climbdraws
    21.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    besties I want to do a sketchbook project does anyone have recs for multi-media journals/sketchbooks? bonus if it lays flat when open

    #hate sketchbooks that have the spiral rings #all I know are moleskines and those are kinda ehhh #they’re alright
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  • gthechangeling
    21.10.2021 - 4 hours ago

    my hand has been hurting and I went on a “will i ever be able to play exy again” style spiral then i thought you know what’s gonna make me feel better? drawing kevin day

    then. i remembered i CAN’T. because my hand is fucked. anyway here’s a Kevin watercolor thing I did last month

    #my art#aftg #all for the game #kevin day #im fine i'm just being dramatic #im in physical therapy but also one of the bones might be a little fractured and i have anxiety so #spiral it is #the foxhole court #also. im not good with watercolors lmao
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