Lucifer: Hey sammy! Happy to see me?
Sam: No. Not really.
Lucifer, tearing up: At least I kill people, not feelings.
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maybe supernatural fandom can be (at times) one of the most toxic fandoms out there. but you know what? the pure joy and happiness of everyone getting excited over deans 42nd birthday and making fanarts, edits or gifsets for our birthday boy is something that will never not make me smileš¤
bring wholesomeness back into the fandom becasue lord knows all we deserve it
1@kermit-drinking-tea-dot-jpg so now we have crobby and crocadean, what other ships should I name next?
1Has it been long enough that we can now talk about how bad the random B&W episode of Supernatural in season 4?
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SPN ASK GAME no.3 (please tag me in all your answers when you receive an ask for this, i would love to read them)
1. Fave vampire lore and vampire ep
2. Fave ghost lore and ghost ep
3. Fave werewolf lore and werewolf ep
4. Fave angel lore and angel ep
5. Fave demon lore and demon ep
6. Fave men of letters (bmol included) lore and ep
7. Fave meta ep and opinions on meta eps
8. Thoughts on the empty
9. Thoughts on Amara
10. Thoughts on Death and Billie and the lore around it
11. Thoughts on Leviathans and fave Dick Joke
12. Thoughts on the s8 traials and trial plotline
13. Best and worst redemption arc, thoughts on redemption arcs
14. Thoughts on Metatron
15. Thoughts on Gadreel
16. Thoughts on soulless mythology and on Soulless Sam and soulless Jack
17. Thoughts on Bobby
18. Thoughts on Apocalypse world
19. Thoughts on AU Michael
20. Thoughts on Michael
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1See, I donāt particularly like season 11 aside from the obvious (Casifer), but 11x18 fucks me up like no other episode this season. I have always had a hard time pinpointing when I realized Dean was in love with Cas, but I think this may have been THE episode? The whole argument with Sam and Dean about Cas being in the vessel vs being the vessel, Sam calling him āitā and Dean chewing him out for it, Deanās determination to save Cas, how he looked at Casifer the whole episode, how distraught and desperate he sounded each time he called Casā name, how Lucifer mocked him for it???Ā
And then, of course, the ultimate kicker. Amara arrives in all her frightening power and gets ready to fuck Luciferās shit up, and before even really acknowledging her Dean just calls out to Cas??? In that voice? So desperate and yearning and hopeful. And his eyes glisten with emotion??? Like, I sound like Iām joking or exaggerating but theyāre literally shiny with moisture??? Like he might cry if pushed the barest bit?Ā
AND THEN!!! Amara looks at Dean like heās kicked her or something? Like sheās realized that her hold on Dean isnāt nearly as strong as she thought it was. He called out Casā name before hers. He yearns for him more than he wants her!!!!
SO SHE TAKES HIM!!!!! And then the scene changes and Dean is literally on the floor of the bunkers war room, beers strewn about. (Which, huh, thatās familiar!!!)
And he has this whole really sad, harsh change of tone when heās talking to Sam about respecting Cas decision to let Lucifer in and fight Amara that way. But thatās just him saying screw the policy!!! Screw the self sacrificing bullshit!!! Dean wants to bring Cas home. And he says it! BUT THATāS NOT THE END OF IT!!! The scene changes again and itās Casifer and Amara and Amara is telling Lucifer her plan to use him to draw God out and she has tears in her eyes.Ā
Sheās looking at Lucifer, Godās favorite, and sheās looking at Cas, Deanās favorite. Sheās angry at them both and sheās using both Cas and Lucifer to hurt them. She took one look at Dean when he called out to Cas in that church and she knew. She couldnāt have Dean because he was already someone elseās.
3dean is CANONICALLY an aquarius sun, sagitarrius moon, capricorn mercury, sagittarius venus, and aquarius mars. his rising could be anything and iām going to reverse engineer it based on what signs i think he has in his houses.
0me: astrology is genuinely not that deep weāre just here for a laff
also me: but what IF i went to make sam and deanās star charts. what IF
1Itās two thirty in the goddamn morning. @disableddean @jackcoded this is your fault for making me aware of this AU that lives rent free in my mind.
Jessica Moore had had a pretty unremarkable life, until she was twenty two.
Until the day she woke up to find her boyfriend burning alive on the ceiling.
Until the day she stared up in horror at her beloved Sam Winchester, eyes rolled back in his head, mouth open in a silent scream, his blood dripping down onto her face.
Until the day she was pulled out of bed by a man she had only met once, a man she had only met three days ago, who lead her, coughing, down the fire escape and collapsed with her out on the front steps of the apartment complex, the both of them holding each other and choking on smoke, on ash, on tears, on the weary weight of trauma.
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Samās brotherās name was Dean, and he wouldnāt look at her.
She would look at him, sometimes. He had delicate features, a deep sadness and wisdom behind his devil-may-care attitude, and green eyes, and he wouldnāt look at her.
He wouldnāt look at her, but he would talk.
He told her about the monsters.
Ghosts. Demons. Vampires. Evil things that lurk in the dark, very real creatures that he and his father had been hunting and killing, with Sam, all their lives.Ā
She understood. Growing up in the woods of Pennsylvania, everyone knew there were things out in the dark that you just didnāt talk about.
It felt kind of good, in a way, to finally talk about them.
He told her how their mother diedāburned to death on the ceiling, by the same demon that killed Sam.
He told her that they were going to kill that son of a bitch, and something angry ruptured in her gut as she told him, so am I.
Dean seemed taken aback by that, but only for a moment before he smiled, all teeth, and said, Welcome to the team.
He still wouldnāt look at her.
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He wouldnāt look at her, but he would teach.
As they continued their search for John Winchester, Dean taught her how to throw a punch, how to use rock salt and silver bullets and wooden stakes to the heart, sitting down with her at dingy motel tables and going page-by-page with her in his missing fatherās journal.
Exorcisms. Devilās Traps. Hex bags. Holy water. She studied so hard she saw sigils in her dreams, sometimes, which was an improvement over the nightmares.
When they couldnāt find a motel, they slept in the Impala, Dean in the front and Jess in the back.
She thought about her family, back in Pennsylvania. She thought about her friends, back at Stanford. She thought about how many of those people she could save, from a fate like Samās, if she went through with this.
The long, long, bench seat seemed to swallow her up.
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Dean Winchester was nothing if not chivalrous, of course, but he didnāt seem to know what to do with a woman he wasnāt seducing in one of the seedy bars they visited. One day he would insist on opening the passenger side door for her with an excuse-me-maāam, the next he would clap her on the shoulder and offer her a beer.Ā
For all of the skills Dean had acquired, she wondered if he had ever had a female friend before. She wondered if he had ever had a friend at all.Ā
On her first real hunt, she saved his assāfinding and burning the corpse of the vengeful spirit while it was actively choking him to death up against the wall.
Nice work, Jess, he had coughed, and she had grinned, and given a thumbs up with shaking hands.
On her second real hunt, she sliced the head off of a vampire, its blood splattering her and pooling, warm and sticky and nauseating, at her feet.
On her third real hunt, she only stuttered on the exorcism twice, and witnessed the demonic smoke pour out of its victim and back into hell.
It was horrific. It was terrifying. It was exciting.
All the while, the search for John was becoming more desperate. Jess was getting impatient, and who could blame her? She questioned Dean, often, about whether they would be able to find him, to which he would snap a retort, to which she would roll her eyes.
Anger. Frustration. Arguments. Screaming matches. Too many drinks.
How do you know that your dadās even still ALIVE out there?!
I have to believe! he had said, brokenly, I have to believe. I canātā¦I canāt lose them BOTH.
With that, he finally looked at her.
He looked at her, and his tough facade came crumbling down.
She looked at him, trying and failing to stop himself from sobbing, and saw that he was just as grief-stricken as her. Scared. Stuck in endless mourning. Barely hanging on by a thread.Ā
I miss him, she said.
He looked at her, and with tears still swimming in his eyes, said, Yeah, me too.
So he told her all about Sam.
He told her about the past, the things that Sam would never mention, that Sam always wanted to protect her from. He told her funny stories from their childhood, stories that were meant to be funny but were really heartbreaking, monster hunting tales, stories that made her rage against the demon that had wrecked Samās childhood, and ended his life as an adult.
He told her more about Samās life than she could ever have fathomed knowing before that fateful night.
And she filled in the blanks. She told him about the party where they met. She told him about their first date. She told him about their first kiss. She told him about his favorite classes, the teachers that had it out for him, and finally, she told him about the hushed conversation they had, in the dark of the night, where Sam suggested in a shy voice that one day, after graduationā¦maybe they could get married. And she had been so thrilled that she had tackled him in a kiss, knocking him down into their shared queen bed.
Jess? Too much information.
They were both crying into their gas station sandwiches.
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āWhat would I do without you?ā
āCrash and burn.ā
1ok iām going to scream iām rewatching the 11.23 scene where dean calls cas his ābrotherā and like. there is no fucking way misha collins was not playing that scene with cas being in Love in mind. that reaction is SO MUCH. heās literally distraught. like within the context of the scene it wouldāve made sense for cas to be like.. visibly comforted by those words. heās dealing with a lot of guilt from letting lucifer possess him, and dean goes out of his way to assuage his guilt, tell him he did the right thing and had his heart in the right place, and thank him for always being there for him and sam. but then as soon as āyouāre our brotherā hits, he fucking GRIMACES. how else am i meant to interpret this. god
30it is january 25th
dean is a little hungover
but he woke up snuggled into the crook in casās neck and with so much love in his heart he feels like it might burst
he hates the idea of being old, but 42 may not be so bad
4All psychology students should be required to watch spn and analyze it I think that that would teach them a lot
1People who are dean coded are way too cool I could never be that cool, but Iām like ššš¹šššš¹ššššššššš¹ššššš¹šššš
9spn s1e13: route 666
uh. thereās um. thereās a haunted. or like, aliveā¦ thereās a truck? the truck wants to kill ppl? itās uh. itās a car. is anyone else seeing this or
02.04 Children Shouldnāt Play With Dead Things #jaredpadalecki #jarpad #samwinchester #supernatural #spnfamily #spn #spnfamilyforever
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