#stay weird Tumblr posts

  • cacohut
    22.10.2021 - 3 hours ago

    pro tip do not stay up until 6 am if u want to feel . normal

    #this might be a chicken or the egg situation though #did i stay up late because i felt weird or did i feel weird bc i stayed up late. who knows #this might also partially be a result of knowing i've been putting off certain school assignments #and also a sudden need to start completely over. #hashtag girl hashtag help! #airmail#vent #ish ...
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  • spookyfarmmilf
    22.10.2021 - 7 hours ago

    oh golly jee i sure am blurring the lines between platonic and romantic here

    #he's leaving the day after graduation and oh boy oh man i feel not good about that and I'm hurting in a way i hadn't expected and i don't #know how to compartmentalize the feelings bc i thought i liked him before but changed my mind but also i want to take care of him and #whenever i make bread for school i bring more so he can have some and i gave him my jacket for a pillow and really really wanted to ruffle #his hair because he looked so cute while asleep and on my jacket!!! and oh man i really don't wanna say goodbye to him and idk what this is #but trying to define and put emotions in a neat box is a bad idea bc oftentimes they don't fit or are too expansive but yeah all i can #think about is hugging him for the first and last time diploma in hand knowing he's gonna be in a different state the next day and how i #want him to stay with me cuz he said we were going on a road trip together after we graduate and he fell asleep on my jacket!!!! EUGHHHHHHH #i am not looking at this directly #cody.txt #what does it even feel like when you like someone. ive been infatuated with someone. ive wanted to make them like me and just burned inside #when they laughed at something i said. but this is different cuz i feel normal and a little anxious around him and its weird and i wish i #had a car and a license cuz i wanna show him my favorite places i wanna sit up on a rock in the woods and watch the sunset with him #but am i just romanticizing things and him like i romanticize everything? #fuck fuck fuck #ive never said goodbye to someone who super duper mattered to me before and i didnt even know that until now but he kept dming me tiktoks #sophomore year and knowing he was there made things even the littlest bit better and i was doing a reading during 5th period with him next #to me and i pulled the lovers and the high priestess reversed and the ace of swords reversed so what the secret is a crush and the idea im #reluctant to accept is that i like him? but i cant like him thats like impossible cuz hes so not my type im not attracted to him just super #fond of him and oh boy is this toxic masculinity again? me thinking i cant have a close relationship with a boy cuz i was taught that boys #dont get close like that without liking each other but i really just wanna take care of him #the older i get the more confusing emotions become #im gonna be a soppy mess #my life isnt a slow burn romance cuz that stuff doesnt actually happen people dont fall in love like in books thats impossible
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  • danzafila
    21.10.2021 - 16 hours ago

    goddd fucking dammit I hate whatever tf is going on w/ tumblr on desktop rn? i swear there are so goddamn many annoying new little glitches?? they're driving me crazy

    this damn thing happened to me again where I opened a new tab to write up a post and save it to drafts (it was my thoughts on paralleling the 3H lords to the DA protags if anyone cares), but when I clicked save to drafts, instead of going to my dashboard, it went back to the new tab page and my post is just.... gone? so that's fun

    #i don't make/draft original posts often enough to remember this shit so it happens to me nearly every time lmao #other biggest irritants for me are: #how the fuking recent tag drop down will not go away unless you click out of the tags section bc half the time it covers up the post button #(slash just how it stays there in general once you've added all your tags. go away! you shouldn't be there if i haven't typed anything!) #& if i highlight a word in the main text area (which brings up a little definition bubble bc of another extension) the bubble won't go away #(think it also does this in the replies section too. super annoying!) #i know there are more. but those two are the fucking constant and most annoying ones #OH also it's lately been doing this thing where when i try and post/draft/queue a post it never actually goes back to dash... #...just sits on the posting page w/ the button greyed out. tho it looks like if i go and check it usually does post/draft/queue? so weird
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  • insomtiny
    21.10.2021 - 17 hours ago

    i just put in earrings for the first time in like 3 years and they just. went in.

    #last time i tried they hurt really bad so hopefully this time it goes ok #like it feels weird but it's not uncomfortable #lets hope it stays that way i really want to start wearing them again #kyra's ramblings
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  • burningoutinparisandlondon
    21.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    here come the nightmares

    the other side of the coin

    cops, cars, covid

    bridges, boats, and bombs

    bullets fly as i am carried down roads, ladders, stairs,

    always falling into into deep dark turbulent water

    or childhood

    like high school or the house I grew up in

    facing off with family, mine and yours

    my dream didn't feature much of you but one vignette did see your mother screaming at and chasing me into another room

    thank you for laying on the floor with me for a bit, maybe that's why my subconscious let me lock the door I hid in

    kicking things over in my sleep

    trying to tell real life from the the dream

    body sore in places I forgot I existed

    woke up to eat some chocolate

    but soon I'll face another round

    usually Freddy vs Jason, but tonight it's Freddy vs me

    I'm just a marble my psyche's version of a a pinball machine

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  • fagredhood
    21.10.2021 - 1 day ago
    #i use tumblr primarily as a journal and to stay in touch with my online besties #and it felt weird to keep reblogging pictures of sweaty frank iero on stage when i dont rly care abt him as a celebrity anymore #asks#anon
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  • debbierhea
    21.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    i need women who marry men to stop taking their husband's last names it's paternalistic and weird

    #one of my best friends is engaged and she's taking his last name and it weirds me outttttttt #like idc who i marry my name is staying my name lmao like i'm not going through the frustrating bureaucratic (and expensive!) process of #changing my last name lol #like you have to get a whole ass new social security card passport ID etc and for any future legal/gov documents have to present your #marriage certificate AND birth certificate to prove who you are. no thanks #and don't even get me started on the complications if you get divorced. just.... no #also like.... why are you so willing to ditch your identity for your husband and why is he so okay letting you? like men are so weird about #it too it's gross i hate it
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  • thekingprotea
    20.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    Current Status: reminiscing on how fuckin wild the I-Land finale was

    #but fr tho #that ep was somehow so boring yet entertaining at the same time #I stayed up until 3am that day to watch it live #I was watching kids determine the course of their foreseeable futures while half conscious #btxt looked like they were in the same boat #watching it again feels like reliving some weird dream #it’s so awkward #but it also brings back so many nice memories from what was probably the roughest summer of my life #i land#enhypen#jimin#bts#txt
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  • yeoldotcom
    20.10.2021 - 1 day ago
    #listening to memoir orchestra ver currently as i type this out #how he rap fast AND stay on beat ??? what a fucking legend pls he is on my fuckin radar #i bet i could find a way to shake ass to this song 😭😭😭 it's prolly talkin about his struggles or smth lemme stop NEKNDKANAJBS #that was a good ass song tho! very intense i feel like i could listen to that shit before like making a big decision #it's the orchestra in the back 😌 #bro whyd they make yumdda a judge tho 😭 #maybe bc he's been making music for a while but like ??? idk man #i think he did some weird shit once n then that rubbed me the wrong way so i never saw him the same so i might be a lil biased 😭😭😭 but wtf #yeol.com/ask #anon
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  • ur-stepdad
    20.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    straight people will have their gaydar go off and be like "i HAVE to say something"

    #some thoughts can stay inside ur head sir i'm just some guy #also i'm not getting into heaven personally #me #also to be clear the sweatshirt isn't pride related it's just feminine #the weird thing is the tshirt under it says 'girls like girls' so if anything THATS the gay shirt #anyway i'm very privileged to live where i do bc all i have to deal with is ppl being kinda annoying
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  • bookwormwinnetou
    20.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    Ok time to really take a break from the great online

    #stay weird tumblr etc #might be back #just česky
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  • passingthetime
    20.10.2021 - 1 day ago

    Ngl this psychiatric hospital feels a little culty sometimes. I don't know if I just watch too many videos on the topic and just got paranoid, or if something really is off, but I'm not so sure if I wanna continue my treatment here after the first two weeks are up...

    #there's just so many weird rules and customs there #punishment for breaking the rules is usually a form of public humiliation which is very heavy in a community where #most people suffer with anxiety #you are even 'punished' for feeling sexual/romantic attraction towards someone even if you do not act on it at all #medications keep being messed up for patients and they are allowed little to no control over medicine and that includes even vitamins #leaving before the maximum stay period is very much frowned upon (they do emphasize it is allowed though) #you are shamed if you can't afford to pay for your treatment (the state pays them too btw) but you can't really have a job #you can't go to any doctor outside the hospital without them sending you there a guy had to sleep with a broken arm once #idk it's scary #but then again i do get paranoid #and most red flags i could probably see either true therapeutic purpose to or at least genuine incompetence in... #rambling #just had to get this off of my chest #the vibes are baaad #but maybe that's just how psychiatric hospitals are #actually i think this isn't even hospital #but psychiatric therapeutic center or something...
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  • callmesinpai
    20.10.2021 - 2 days ago

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    #i don't care what people ship #i don't care what kind of troupes people like #i don't care if some ship is 'weird' or 'cringy' or 'nasty' #it's none of my fucking business #it's none of your fucking business #if you don't like something move on #being so obsessed about how other people enjoy fiction is a huge red flag #stay in your lane #or fuck off
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  • s0cialdisease
    20.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    hm

    #i feel rlly bad now :( #i’m like extremely anxious #i hate being away from home even tho i hate it there and like #THIS IS MY HOME NOW #it’s just rlly hard #feel like i’m uprooting myself #i feel so scared and unsure and paranoid #also my cat is acting weird which was to be expected but #i feel so bad #when she’s stressed or feeling bad it puts my entire world on hold #i just feel so bad she doesn’t understand ya know :(( #she doesn’t understand moving or why we are here #but she puts her little trust in me :( even if it stresses her out #ugh i feel SO BAD #i need a hug #someone tell me i’m doing the right thing plz #i’m so scared #i couldn’t stay at home tho i just couldn’t man #i’m 20 it was time
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  • florenlanoche
    20.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    To all magical creatures out there

    Stay weird

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  • ozyarash
    20.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    shirou rkgk ⚔️🏹

    #zia.png #fgo #fate grand order #fate/stay night#archer emiya#emiya #sry for repost I fixed a few things… #his face looked a lil weird to me #“is he wearing eyeshadow? idk you decide
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  • laineystein
    20.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    My boyfriend’s resentment toward my (mostly unpleasant) grandmother makes dinners with her bearable and I love him for so many reasons but lately this has been top of the list because for my entire life I’ve been gaslit into believing it was me and it’s not me she’s just an unfortunately miserable person and the way she treats me isn’t okay and holy heck I’m 31 and sometimes it takes a long time to admit and acknowledge how toxic family members have impacted your sense of self.

    #life is weird #but I love my person #he can stay 🤍 #the boy™️#personal #let a girl kvetch
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  • bananonbinary
    19.10.2021 - 2 days ago
    #i was a hashtag gifted kid #it was....so extremely toxic on every level and i do NOT have a high opinion of higher-level classes #they dont actually teach you critical thinking or anything and just put weird expectations on kids #i will NOT be saying where i went to school but it wasnt a good school #like i said it was low-income and it was common knowledge that principals only stayed for a few years before leaving for greener pastures #the IB program was about the only thing it had that looked attractive to parents
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  • salzundhonig
    19.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    also it's just. so weird for me to watch people be shocked that horse meat is eaten by humans. im watching a video where people are stressing that part out like "yeah, it's for human consumption! not dogs or animals, humans are eating those horses!" and like. yeah? it's meat, of course people are gonna eat it what did you expect. you may find it at clash with your morals if you see horses as pets like dogs and not cattle or work animals like you would for cows or pigs but still. don't shame people who do, just because in your culture you don't doesn't mean it's subhuman or heartless to do in other cultures like the people speaking in that video are implying

    #i've eaten horse meat plenty of time it's not that weird. it's really common where I'm from and seeing people being grossed over is weird #learnt very early that your standards regarding what is a pet/food vary vastly from culture and you need to respect that #don't go yell at people for eating x meat you think of as pet when you eat x meat that they consider as pet #stay in your lane #and also. stop the hypocrisy. if you can eat pork or beef stop being shocked that other animal are eaten. either all can be eaten or none #you can't cherry-pick and impose on entire cultures your standards and values and what you see as respectable or not #brain leak
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  • jos-x3
    19.10.2021 - 2 days ago

    I’m really a top-tier soul how tf I got your old flings apologizing to me ON YOUR BEHALF for the shit you did to me & the shit THEY participated in??? Lmfaooo idk how to feel but thank you I guess 🤨🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴

    I personally don’t talk about my past especially since I came out of that situation ON MY OWN! It was my choice to leave I mean yeah he was a piece of shit but… I guess you can say two can play the game… 😈😇☺️

    Like Idk it’s been a year since I’ve been with that person like… God got me 🙏🏽✨❤️ I’m good I don’t wish bad on no one 🤷🏽‍♀️ my issue really is like that person and part of my life is over and behind me yet I still get asked about the past or get random confessions often like please stop! I made peace with it already! Everything! It is what it is simple I’m free happy and living an authentic life.

    If anything you confessing to the wrong chick but hey not my business, idc, just please if you really “sorry” or “wanna make it up” we don’t have to be friends cuz we shared dickk lol just find another way to get closure but thank you for speaking up that takes courage.. I hope ur intentions were pure 🙏🏽😅

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