I’ve accepted that I think I’m only meant to be loved temporarily. I’m there for ppl to grow, and have as a lesson but why don’t ppl love me permanently? Why is there always a next best thing? What about me is not good enough? Why isn’t my love enough for you?
pains me that theres p much only one video of cha ji yeon in rebecca,,, also just,, what was up with 2016 no one even took video of jang dan during that run or?? i hear some ppl say her interpretation was different 2016 and 2020 and now my curiosity is deeply unsatisfying. ig it mustve been partly cos she had to cover for someone mayb
Feels nice to get back into Sam and Max properly!
One day I will care about wrestling again.
Not today tho.
Im so tired, i just need larry to cuddle me and smoke around me till the only thing i can comprehend is him
Before the TV and radio stopped broadcasting there were reports of infection in Paris and New York. We didn't hear anything more after that.
teagan and brenton (aka a duo i always need more of)
feels like somebody took my brain out and ran over it with a lawnmower <3 and my chest is tight <3 but not in the sexy way
I dunno why but this new campaign kinda feels a bit too soon?? Like I was sure they would start it after the new year. Anyone??
“....I’m more worried of my mom causing chaos considering she’s using the watering can to fend people off that will try to throw her.”
“And I better not see anyone try to do that to my friends too by the way...”
I'm not like 100% going to say I'm goth because of tumblr because like, it's always been where my taste gravitated and this is my second goth phase and there was significant media input as well, but there was absolutely a period where I was self conscious about not being as goth as my blog after i changed my theme last year and well. I don't worry about that anymore.
He’s been having the time of his life hurling so many unfortunate vertically-challenged people up to the sky. Adults, juveniles, babies, it didn’t matter as all they would hear is his maniacal laughter before being hurled with only gravity’s embrace to pull them back to terra firma.
not to be dramatic because i’ve for sure never done that on here but i have one achievement left to get in hollow knight
like i’ve played steel soul ive 100 percented it i have 112% on a save file ive beaten all the pantheons ive beaten absolute radiance without getting hit ive done everything except beat the game in under 5 hours. speedrunning isn’t going to be hard, i basically have to play the game quickly and know the route, but i don’t know if i’ll be able to. hollow knight is my favorite game and i don’t want it to be over for me. i wanna find happiness playing the game again, i wanna replay it more but i’ve replayed it twice in the past 3 months and i feel nothing. i just play it when i’m sad to convince myself i’m good at anything and then i leave it be when i’m not sad.
honestly (and this may be a bit of a controversial opinion) i really think some novels, especially really long and complicated novels, are just really not suitable to be made into movies or other screen adaptions. like, for example, stephen king’s the stand. i have read the original novel (the uncut version even) and watched some of the adaptions with my mom and both the recent adaption and the old miniseries fall flat to some extent just because the stand (especially the full uncut version) is just so fucking long and complicated that capturing all the details necessary for the complete story in a screen adaption is simply impossible. and not only that, removing even one subplot or side element can have an extremely deleterious effect on the integrity of the story’s entire fucking plot, because a properly-written long and complex novel doesn’t just include a subplot or element for shits and giggles--every single element introduced works together to benefit the larger plot. like, in the stand--trash can man. in the recent adaption of the stand they completely minimized this character and didnt put any emphasis on him. when like, in the novel, the whole fucking integrity of the plot hinged on the fact that neither the forces of good nor the forces of evil could fully control him, and thus he was the lynchpin of practically the entire fucking plot. minimizing his character destroyed the whole setup.
idk i just think that certain really complicated novels just should not be made into movies or even miniseries. in a lot of cases, there’s no way to adapt them without losing a lot of REALLY important elements because the writers and directors are unable to translate those elements into a visual medium. things like a character’s inner monologue, internal mental struggles, emotions that characters conceal from others but are discussed in the narrative, other shit that just doesn’t transfer well onto the big screen.... all this shit is vital for the construction of novels, but doesn’t make it into a movie or miniseries. and i really think sometimes the movie industry should just keep their stupid hands off certain stories because imo really a lot of movie adaptions of novels are doomed to fail right from the start just from how the stories are constructed. so, movie directors, instead of mangling a story, consider maybe just.... Don’t.
im sending myself mixed messages. i ate dinner and took a shower to wind down but also i chugged a soda to stay alert through the c3 premiere