#still Tumblr posts

  • shockedbythesizeoftheuniverse
    14.05.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    protip: don't take raspberries to work unless you want a pink bag

    #i-#the audacity #i don't even like raspberries all that much lmao they were just left over from the cake i made #still rude tho
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  • killmygoldenn
    14.05.2021 - 2 minutes ago

    only chance of me seeing louis is if he comes to dubai :') also one standing ticket is 30 rials which is 5000 rupees :')

    #dying pls #i still want to see him so BAD #lmao my parents would never let me 😭 #AND we don't have rescheduled dates #also i don't even think i will be here during the rescheduled dates #PAIN#louis tomlinson #if he comes to India it would be mumbai or delhi #and I'll be in kerala or punjab 😭
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  • kwat01
    14.05.2021 - 4 minutes ago

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    #i swear it feels like my baby has just had one giant cold for about a month and a half. #it's making me so sad #she's still very happy which I'm greatful for but we're both so tired #and I'm getting my first covid shot tomorrow and worried it will make me even more tired. #delete later#void sigh
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  • rebellum
    14.05.2021 - 4 minutes ago

    Damn sometimes I'm like. Wow I really AM from a Christian culture huh.

    I made a mistake that annoyed/hurt my mum (forgot to text her and tell her that vaccine sign-up did open at 12am so I was able to get a spot and she didn't need to check at 6am to see if it was open. Since I forgot, she woke up earlier anyways, and she has chronic insomnia so it's really bad for her to miss sleep.) And so I'm punishing myself by staying awake on like 2 hours of sleep bc I know otherwise I'll just do shit like that again

    And like. Inflicting pain to achieve virtuousness? Thats Christianity babey

    #suicide warning for notes!! #i really wanna kill myself bc i know even tho ive been punishing myself for years that ive improved very little #and like. i hurt everyone around me and im such a big burden. #but now im crying cause like. i dont wanna die! im finally on meds that make me love life! #have you seen sunshine? and woodpeckers? life is good! #but i know id probably not be able to isolate myself to avoid hurting people #so i gotta kill myself #but like. i dont wanna die. :( #but also ive never really tried isolating myself before #ofc during the pandemic i havent been seeing friends but i spend p much all day talking to ppl and i see my family i live with #so i guess ill try isolating myself #ill prolly still use tumblr bc its not like i really talk to ppl enough on here to hurt them
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  • sicsemper
    14.05.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    when you realize a gifset you made has disappeared from your blog and you have to post it again: why are we here? just to suffer? every day i charge devices

    #「 blog 」 ooc. #tbd #tumblr if you give me issues with this gifset again i'll mcfreakin lose it #thank god i still have the tag ramble
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  • depressedhatakekakashi
    14.05.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    I don’t need your help! Just go away!

    The words replayed in his mind. A months of his mistake. The broken, sad look on Gai’s face accompanying them.

    He’d done it.

    He had fucked up, and there was no other way for him to fix this.

    Which is why he found himself standing in front of Gai’s apartment door? Silently debating if he should knock, or if he should just run for it. Let Gai move on and find someone better.

    Save him from his mistake.

    He couldn’t do that though. Couldn’t let Gai go without at least apologizing. Making it know that he didn’t mean those words. That he never wanted Gai to just ‘go away’.

    Lifting his hand, he knocked on the door. Two short, hard knocks the same as always. So Gai knew who to expect.

    So he could choose to open the door, or tell Kakashi to leave.

    His shoulders relax when the door knob turns and the door is slowly pulled open, Gai’s face barely visible between the small crack he had provided to Look out at Kakashi.

    “What?”

    It hurts his heart to hear Gai’s voice so broken. Devoid of his usual joy and energy, and all because of Kakashi’s words.

    “Look,” running a hand through his hair awkwardly, he tries desperately to come up with an apology. Something good enough for Gai. “I just... I’m sorry.”

    “Oh,” his voice doesn’t change at all. Still full of sadness and hurt. “If that’s it...”

    “No,” feeling a rush of panic, Kakashi cut his boyfriend off. Stopped him from shutting down the conversation. “I shouldn’t have said that, Gai. I didn’t... I was angry and I took it out on you and that wasn’t fair.”

    Gai’s eyes widened and the door opened a little more. Just a fraction, but an opening that told Kakashi to continue.

    “I can’t take the words back, no matter how much I want to. I said them and...and they’re out there. But I’m sorry. You don’t deserve that. You were just trying to help me, like you always do. Be there for me, and I lashed out at you. Hurt you..”

    And boy did it sting to have to admit that.

    He had hurt Gai. Wounded him with his words and anger, and he could never take that hurt away.

    All he could hope to do was try and make up for it.

    “I’m sorry, Gai. I can’t say that enough but... I want to try and be better. You deserve better,” the door creaked as Gai pulled it open a fraction more. “I love you. I want you in my life, by my side. I just...”

    “You don’t have to say it.” Gai whispered, giving Kakashi an opening to stop now and leave it all in the past.

    But he did. It’s what Gai deserved. A boyfriend willing to do better. Treat him with the love and care he deserved.

    “I can’t promise to be perfect, Gai. There’s a lot of things I have to work on, but... I want to do it. I want to be the boyfriend or friend you deserve. Whichever you choose to have in your life.”

    Oh how he hoped Gai still wanted him in his life.

    “Will you let me help?” Gai asked softly. “Even if it’s just being there for you...”

    “I will,” he agreed “but it’s not your responsibility to always be there for me Gai. I need you to know that. You’re allowed...I want you to know when it’s time to step back.”

    To leave him alone.

    To just take care of himself first, even if it meant leaving Kakashi behind for a while.

    “I love you rival,” The sadness didn’t disappear, but the smallest hint of a smile appeared on Gai’s face and that was a victory in his opinion. Small, but worthy of celebrating. “But not so much that I’ll let you walk over me.”

    “I expect as much,” Kakashi smiled back at him. “I love you too.”

    He still had so much work ahead of him. So much apologizing and making up to do, but this was an opening. A chance for him to do better.

    He’d be an idiot to screw it up again

    #Kakagai#soft feels #Kakashi is trying #he has a ways to go #he’s like 20 and still very broken #but he’ll get there
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  • binneninmij
    14.05.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    I'm starting to learn to live with the exhaustion as a consequence of my covid infection and I see now how it has a positive influence on me! I only have energy to do the things I really enjoy doing, no room for any activities which don't resonate with me. I am so thankful that I just quit my job and I have the time and space to further explore my interests and discover how I can possibly make a living out of them!!

    #i am so proud of myself!!! #still hoping my energy will return at some point #it's up and down #and that's okay
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  • partialdignity
    14.05.2021 - 7 minutes ago

    Not me sketching out fic of Rem finding out she is the pregnant and having Feelings about it in a 3am kitchen breakdown.

    #carim speaks #i am... still mostly loopy from last night #and running on 3 1/2 hours of sleep #but boy were there feelings involved #also commissions
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  • plushchimera
    14.05.2021 - 11 minutes ago

    eesh, bungie really went "so. we heard u love grinding?" with this new transmog system :')

    also 300 bright dust from 40 for a shader. are u out of your mind?! (yeah i guess now u don't need to hoard them and they only need glimmer to apply, that’s nice, but still. 300 from 40 is outrageous)

    #is this just another case #of moving the line of what's acceptable a little bit further #? #make a thing that everyone hate #face a backlash #say we sowwy #roll back a little (but not all the way) #get praised for listening to a feedback #while still having your shady cake in place #profit#x)#delete later #well i think i'll pass on this season anyway #since i have destiny cravings only twice a year #and i didn't see anything interesting i'd want to get in the rewards #oh and i think they got rid of power caps for gear? #now it's only seasonal power cap #that's good #now bring back mars >:(
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  • iamnomad98
    14.05.2021 - 11 minutes ago

    A while back, I got my Fat Nuggets plush, and he quickly made a friend!

    Dammit, Moo Moo!

    (I also want to apologize for the absolute lack of posts lately. Other social media has been taking up my time.)

    #hazbin hotel#fat nuggets#my stuff #my own posts #still gotta sort out my notification mess on Twitter #but Twitch has been taking up my time lately
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  • kyunsies
    14.05.2021 - 12 minutes ago

    good morning still very much head empty no thoughts just unconditional love for mx <3

    #mädch rambles #good morning everyone my heart is still so full :( #it’s officially 514 in my country !!!! i mean i love them everyday but this time around it’s like . WOAH . so grateful for u bubs 🥺 #i hope everyone has a good day today stay safe stay healthy drink lots of water and take care of yourself 💗💘💓💓💖💕💞💗💘💓💖💕💞
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  • mrfoox
    14.05.2021 - 12 minutes ago

    Therapist: you don't have to kill yourself to please everyone. You let everyone else get away with not being available or happy or x and y, so why aren't you allowed to do that?

    Me: hah, this is a trick question, the answer is easy. It's because I'm not contributing to society. If I'm not killing myself in the one area I can offer anything in, I'm not even doing the minimum

    #Negative #If im not always open and trying to understand and be nice and funny and overall avaliable #Then i have no right to breathe like sorry ... I dont make the rules /: #Me: -have been emotionally killing myself to please everyone since i was a child and never changed that behavior- #Also me: boy i really suck... I have no work or school and i do nothing productive and still im always exhausted... I have no reason for it #'miranda you didnt choose to be deppressed. Its not your fault you cant do as much as everyone else' #Uh ok ... I can accept that with work but .... Sorry if im not always present to everyone and either being funny 24/7 or understanding #Then like.... I am doing nothing at all. My only contribution to this world is making some people smile and feel listened to. Its all i fee #I can contribute and if i dont do it i got no right to breathe. I whine and complain and am a bother enough as it is... I cant ever repay o #Make up for my existence so this is really just the bear minimum.... And not beinf able to do that is the worst haha #Me: i got no high standards for myself (: also me: if im not always funny or kind and understanding i will have to die #At one hand i have known this is a thing and ive done it since the beginning of time.... But having my therapist saying this logic is flawe #And unfair is like.... Haha... No. Its just ... Fair actually if you think about it? #Miranda talking shit #Also its ... The two good things ive ever been praised on so if i am not funny ... Or kind.... Hoe... I am nothing good at all #'miranda you wont always feel this way and be depressed. It will get better' #Me having been suicideal since 8: hmm.... Yeah no it havent improved. I don't think i will get there but life is beautiful uwu
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  • rat-in-a-box
    14.05.2021 - 12 minutes ago

    bumblebee <3

    #do you know how difficult it is to take a picture of them???? #those bitches do not sit still and the small moment they do you can't see there head
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  • sweet--but--psycho
    14.05.2021 - 13 minutes ago

    Because someone seems to be obsessed with my use of filters, seriously the kitty ears are just too cute not to use! This is my face, no filter, no makeup, not enough caffeine, at 7 am on a Friday morning.

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  • jarigendut
    14.05.2021 - 13 minutes ago
    #MY QUEEN #it's been years since I knew her and her voice still slays #off to check her new album asap #hoping to find some good songs there #ailee #lee ye jin #music#Youtube
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  • nonbinaryboyd
    14.05.2021 - 13 minutes ago

    I miss drawing boyd. maybe I will draw more boyd

    #txt #I still have a lot of unposted art to get through #I just wanna draw. more. boyd. #I haven't been drawing boyd as much bc I've been hyperfixating on viewtiful joe #but like. boyd. yk. boyd. I will never stop loving boyd #and then will probably go back to my gay little red superhero bullshit but we'll see #lucas talks
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  • spherearc
    14.05.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    i am working on a thing,

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  • jiikooked
    14.05.2021 - 14 minutes ago

    DREAMCATCHER's Syeon & Dami

    S H A D O W mv

    #vocal powerhouses group #dami's VOCALS HELLO? #SYEON HIGH NOTES MADE ME CRY #Im still alive♡ #stan dreamcatcher#dreamcatcher#dreamcatcher siyeon#dreamcatcher dami#youtube
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  • readywhenyouareready
    14.05.2021 - 15 minutes ago

    Malaysians and the love for durian

    #i know not everyone enjoys it #but still the most loved food in malaysia
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  • alice-loves-stuff
    14.05.2021 - 16 minutes ago

    Finally a Friday! Yay...

    #but i still have uni work to do aww.
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