remember those set photos of buck being in civvies and having blood on him?? okay, well, in light of the synopsis for 04 x 14, i am now thinking about buck and taylor being on a date or whatever when the 118 gets called to put out a small fire inside a cafe or something idk. of course, the fire is a trap and after they put it out, the sniper starts shooting. and so, across the street, buck and taylor hide ofc because guy shooting, but buck looks up just in time to see eddie get shot in the chest. commence all the eddie begins angst feels x100.
#You just know he forgets about everything the minute he sees Eddie go down. He loses his fucking mind. Everything just stops #All he can see is Eddie on the ground... Eddie's blood spilling out underneath him.... Eddie choking on his own blood. #His brain disconnects. He can hear himself screaming but it's like the sound is coming from far away. So of course he runs out into the open #to get to him. Taylor screams at him to come back because hello there's a fucking sniper but all Buck can think about is Eddie #(obviously Athena is close by and she catches the guy right before the sniper shoots Buck #who is kneeling by Eddie's side trying to stop the bleeding.... begging him to hold on and stay with him) #It's the longest trip to the hospital that Buck has ever experienced. He'll never forget the feeling of Eddie's blood spilling between his #fingers. Someone calls Ana to the hospital and she starts crying and he hardly even notices because all he can think about is how Eddie's #dying and he's not there to save him. Buck's brain doesn't really come back online until Christopher comes through the hospital door. And #then he gets down on his knees and wraps the kid up in his arms because they both need each other right now. #Buck cups Christopher's tear stained face in his hands. 'It's alright. Your dad's going to be alright' he swears. Somehow it feels like a #lie. He catches Bobby's eye over Chris's shoulder. He can see the reprimand and the fear there but mostly he just allows himself to drink in #the strength Bobby is quietly pouring into him. The surgeon comes out asking for the family of Eddie Diaz and literally half the waiting #room stands up. He takes a deep breath and then we as the audience don't hear his voice but we can see everyone's reactions. #Especially Buck's. The episode ends with a close up on Eddie's face. His eyes are closed and tubes are coming out of his mouth and nose #and then :) we have to wait fucking months :) for the next season :) haha yeah :))) #cas.txt #tv: 911#type: headcanon#murder tags
It’s hard for me to define strength as a quality. I feel that there are a lot of things that go into it: courage, determination, resilience, optimism, faith. It’s sort of a melting pot of these and other qualities, in no particular order or fixed quantity. There’s no recipe for strength; it’s just something that results with time and experience. But one thing I think is constant in a strong person is willingness. There’s an ability to keep looking, keep listening, keep learning. Rather than wasting precious energy on fighting and resisting what is, there’s an openness to the unfolding and a resolve to show up to whatever life looks like right here, right now. In a way the Strength card is a lot about presence for me. It’s easy to dwell on the past or worry about the future. To relinquish those mind traps and be right where you are and do just what you can — even, sometimes, when that’s nothing — is the real challenge.
Stayed up all night reading the entirety of the shibuya arc of jujutsu kaisen last night and well,,
I am not the same person I was 24 hours ago
#whhhhhy #why did I do that #no one should experience that much in such a short amount of time #this is now a mahito hate blog #and in other news choso is the love of my life #and if anything bad happens to yuta ever I will be passing away #the will to live has been drained from me and I simply will not possess the strength to go on ty #I am being dramatic everyone pls read/watch jjk it’s amazing #jjk#jujutsu kaisen
Friday morning workout today, glad I was able to do all the exercises and didn't have to skip anything. Thinking of trying something new for the weekend with core instead of just skipping it on the weekends. We will see.
@ironharvests sᴀɪᴅ: “Good boy, Funosuke,” jashin purrs in the acolyte’s mind, their presence sweet and numbing and deeper than dark waters. “Kill them with kindness. Death is a mercy.” // unprompted
Funozuke’s smile is warm as he accepts rice from a couple kind enough to welcome him into their home. He is full to the brim of “thank you”s and praise, a perfect, sweet boy with the whispers of death curling comfort in his thoughts.
They hadn’t a clue.
The woman speaks of her son as Funosuke stuffs his mouth with the offerings of food -- he hears the story of their son joining a shinobi village as a ninja. He isn’t here, he won’t be back for weeks. They miss him dearly. Funosuke hides a shudder of anticipation with an enthusiastic nod of understanding. Bandaged fingers itch to grab his scythe.
Not yet. Find the perfect moment. Make them adore you, Funosuke.
Jashin’s voice purrs in his ear. He feels the sensation of sharpened talons mussing his hair beneath his hood, urging him closer and closer to the final moment of revelation. He is loved, loved, loved. Do as your god tells you, Fuonsuke. Sinking into darkness, he wants nothing more than to be swallowed.
Empty bowl is smacked onto the table with a grateful hum. ❝Thank you for the meal!❞ he grins widely and he can see the man’s gaze soften.
❝Would you like anything else, Funosuke?❞ the woman asks, already beginning to clean off the table they had shared for lunch.
❝Nah, but thank you! I got some stuff t’do and it ain’t as fun when I’m too stuffed, y’know?❞
She hides a laugh behind her palm, shaking her head thoughtfully when returning the dishes to the sink. ❝I know this must be so odd for you to be invited over to a stranger’s house like this. I couldn’t help it, you just remind me so much of my son!❞ Her husband clears the rest of the table and follows her into the kitchen.
Both of their backs are turned.
Funosuke palms his knee to push himself standing, other hand gripping his artifact with trembling, excited fingers. The metal scrapes dangerously against the floor until he swings it over his shoulder. His smile turns wicked.
#ironharvests #IC. ❝ scythes and blood and wicked hearts; lord grant strength. → ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ sᴀᴄʀɪꜰɪᴄᴇ. #VERSE. ❝ bow or be sacrificed to the vengeful lord above. → ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ sᴀᴄʀɪꜰɪᴄᴇ. #rip to this family i guess LMAO