When my Narcissistic ex husband felt me getting healthy, he would become even more controlling, more jealous, more agressive and more abusive of/to me to keep me in my insecure super bubble. 🙏🏽I’m very Blessed and Grateful I was finally able to get Healthy, muster up the Courage & Strength to finally leave file for divorce and last but not least go No Contact!!!!
Health is Wealth!!
We need women who are so strong they can be gentle, so educated they can be humble, so fierce they can be compassionate, so passionate they can be rational and so disciplined they can be free.
— Kavita N. Ramdas
As many people, myself included, rise up, demanding change in our country, and demanding an end to systematic racism I am disgusted that people might stand in the way of us reaching this goal.
But I have not let that disgust overpower or distract from my awe towards the courage and relentless determination of the protestors. The grace of the black community and of those who will never understand, but stand with the cause.
Donate. Join the protests. Show your support, feel this change for the better in America.
Black Lives Matter.
“For the eyes of the LORD roam to and fro over all the earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is fully devoted to Him.” - 2 Chronicles 16:9
When you realize that living your life for others sometimes is the very thing that hurts you, shit gets real. You should give to the right people. Otherwise, you just end up feeling forgoten about, unappreciated, taken advantage of, and resentful. Living a life trying to be there and help others before yourself can sometimes be too giving. You don’t owe people anything. You actually owe nothing to anyone. I’ve recently come to a revelation of the fact that I have spent my life trying to do for others above myself in every way. Some people just aren’t worth it, so how do you break the cycle when it is engrained in your personality? Work. It’s important not to let people make you feel you actually owe them. You don’t and they can get the fuck over it. No one has power over you unless you allow them to. People who feel you owe them are selfish. You are the top priority in your life, not them. Period. If people don’t understand why you need to do certain things for your thyroid health, fuck em. The thyroid life is not the popular life, but it is what it is. The thyroid life lessons continue.
Hoy pude notar que cada uno de nosotros tiene un camino, un camino que seguir, hermoso a cada paso, armonía por donde vayas y belleza por donde la veas
No esperes a nada ni nadie
Y recuerda que si caes, puedes elegir entre manejar y aprender del dolor o no hacer nada y sufrir …
Te parecerá increíble saber que tienes el control y que no estás solo, estás guiado por la intuición, por Dios, el universo, la vida, el destino … En fin, cómo quieras llamarlo …
Confía. ¡Todo saldrá bien si es que así lo de deseas!
Words to live by
Photo Credit Pinterest..
Free us from hate.
Free us from judgement.
Free us of walls.
Free us of dividers.
Free us of stereotypes.
Free us of ignorance.
Free us of (forced) silence.
Free us lack of understanding.
Free us of no sympathy.
Free us of fear.
Free us from the media.
Free us from boxes, cages.
Free us, so we can learn.
So we can do better.
“Stop. I don’t do you favors, Alec. I do things for you because –well, why do you think I do them?”
Something rose up in Alec’s throat, cutting off his response. It was always like this when he was with Magnus. It was as if there was a bubble of pain or regret that lived inside his heart, and when he wanted to say something, anything, that seemed meaningful or true, it rose up and chocked off his words. “I need to get back to the ship,” he said finally.
Magnus sounded too tired to even be angry. “I would help you,” he said. “But I can’t…I had to put a fast spell on the truck so it wouldn’t sink when I lost consciousness. And I will lose consciousness, Alec. It’s just a matter of time.” He passed a hand across his eyes. “I didn’t want you to drown,” he said.
“I – didn’t realize.” Alec looked at Magnus, …and put his hands out. They were pale in the moonlight, wrinkled from water and dotted with dozen of silver scars. Magnus looked down at them, and then back at Alec, confusion darkening his gaze.
“Take my hands,” Alec said. “And take my strenght too. Whatever of it you can use to –to keep yourself going.”
Magnus didn’t move. “I thought you had to get back to the ship.”
“I have to fight,” said Alec, “But that’s what you’re doing, isn’t it? You’re part of the fight just as much as the Shadowhunters on the ship -and I know you can take some of my strength, I’ve heard of warlocks doing that – so I’m offering. Take it. It’s yours.
C. Clare – City of Ashes–
ECHINACEA - cone flower
todays drawing is dedicated to the black lives matter movement.
The cone flower symbolizes strength. In support of the BLM movement and black out tuesday, I decided to draw this flower. I’m not black but I hear you, I see you, and I stand with you. I will never forget the name George Floyd.
May we all stand together to bring justice to the lives that have been lost. We are stronger together.
If you wish to use this drawing for any BLM purposes or of that sort, go for it! If you wish, send me a message and I can send you a copy of the drawing without my tag!
Upper body workout is donezo! Time for a bike ride in the sun to help sooth my slightly overwhelmed soul.
the rain that took away
my sadness of yesterday
As I remembered moments
spent with you in the sweet
glory of night & day
your aura around me
gathered comfort, compassion
and happiness only to have me
find myself on the highest cloud
Over & over again.
how this thought of change
could challenge you
but feel so right when
Gazed at with devotion
and hope that helps
you explore opportunities
that this universe has to offer
There could be angels.
There could be liars.
There could be anyone.
& In those, the best things
that may Come to you,
Can either give you growth
Or strength as you choose
To stand your part.