PSA…
stop scrolling do your homework, then come back to tumblr, then remember to follow me because I give good advice.
x fatima 💛
1I have this thing that has been happening for the past year at least where an argument will have me immediately, but as soon as I try crying by myself I literally can’t. It’s just quiet numbness. I don’t cry when I want or need to anymore, it’s only where I feel the most vulnerable. Or maybe it’s just when I feel the most emotion (usually invoked by an outside source), and it would make sense since numb isn’t an emotion but the lack of.
0how does one obtain a degree and a social life without getting out of bed, asking for a friend
0Sometimes I forget that chemical reactions happen by themselves and there isn’t a person attaching them however he wants
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january 22, 2020
I am not cut out for this, that little voice screams each and every time I enter a lecture. You can’t do this.
To it I respond,
I am made to overcome obstacles, I can do this. I will make mistakes, I will falter and misstep, but I will get back up and try again.
♪ Sweet Caroline by Neil Diamond
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Day 19/100 days of productivity ✨
Achievements:
- Completed my second food practical
- Tidied my room
- Budgeted for the next month
- Had a self care evening
- Practiced the dance for drama
- Practiced jazz pirouettes
Didn’t do much today but I didn’t have any homework. Since I just finished the mocks I figure I’ll give myself a week off before jumping back into revision 🥰✨
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22.1.20
We are currently studying American realism in my modern literature class and can I just say I love this literary movement. What you see is what you get and it is such a nice break from all the difficult readings I do for my major. I’m also currently taking two philosophy classes this semester, so it’s refreshing to read some simple short stories between those incredibly dense and complicated philosophy readings.
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1.22.20
Thought y’all might be tired of seeing desk pics, so here’s my outfit of the day. I definitely subscribe to the idea of dressing for success. When I feel put together, everything kinda just falls into place.
Today has been the day of wedding invitations. My summer schedule is filling up fast with all these weddings to go too. I am so excited and already exhausted. Every wedding so far requires a 2+ hour flight, but I’m excited for an excuse to go vacation on a beach.
Doing Jurisprudence tonight (help). Wishing I dropped the class when I had the chance.
Cheers!
P.S. Do not knock my Christmas book. It stays on that shelf all year. It was a sentimental gift from my parents. :)
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I’ve been in law school for a semester now, so I really need some scales of justice.
6I understand the love and desire for contemporary looking homes with updated furniture and modern-looking windows etc however, as I get into my ‘university’ and ‘student home’ stage in my life, I have the strongest desire to have a house that is kinda decorated in the style of friends or any other sitcom. Like mismatched couches and funky wall decorations that hold meaning. Colourful coffee mugs and millions of pillows that don’t actually go together. Just a blend of colours that scream ‘we are broke uni students but this is our cute and cozy house full of inside jokes and memories’. Ya feel?
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Day 4/365 of productivity || 22.01.2020
- Today wasn’t that productive I’ll be honesy
- It was foggy as hell today so it was nice to walk this morning in it
- Was way too tired and my eyes hurt so I left reading
- Did some more maths revision for my quiz on Friday
- I’ll be finding out my English Score on Friday so fingers crossed
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2020.01.07 // 15:03
1/3 summaries of the primary thinkers we studied in my social foundations class — this one’s on marx, one of my personal favorites ;)
0don’t forget that it’s alright to make mistakes cuz that’s how you can learn. If you make a mistake that’s okay, whether it’s in your studies or in a relationship, it will happen no matter what. As long as you learn from them and apply what you learned in the future, then it’s alright.
Example ( I don’t know if this will apply for everyone )
When learning a language, even when I was a kid and in the present day, I made a ton of mistakes getting a hang onto English. I made soooooo many mistakes and still do now even though I am considered to be “native”. But even natives aren’t “pro” at their language. So when you are learning a second, third, fourth or even fifth language, don’t be so harsh on yourself and don’t expect to be perfect at the beginning. As you learn your lang, you will make mistakes even on the most basic grammar structures or vocabulary words at some point. If you make the same mistakes in your mother tongue then its fine to make them in the other langs you learn and not put so much weight in them. ( I guess ? ) Just learn and move on, and … yea ..
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