A trap is only a trap if you don’t know about it. If you know about it, it’s a challenge.
China Miévelle, King Rat
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Questo senso di insofferenza che senso verso tutto, verso te, verso il mondo, io non lo so cos’è. Questa continua insoddisfazione qualsiasi cosa faccio. Mi sento ancora in quarantena, bloccata in un lockdown interiore permanente e non so come uscirne.
- lamorecambialaprospettiva (-F)
1“Even if she be not harmed, her heart may fail her in so much and so many horrors; and hereafter she may suffer–both in waking, from her nerves, and in sleep, from her dreams.”
- Bram Stoker, Dracula
2i hope you enjoy my poem..
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hands hands, beautiful hands
something that I, can never understand0Okay so… Soulmate AU where you have the last words of your soulmate written on your wrist and it says “I’ll be fine. I promise.”
So for the rest of your life you’re stopping people before saying that they will be fine.
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1 Peter 4:1-6 (NASB)
Therefore, since Christ has suffered in the flesh, arm yourselves also with the same purpose, because he who has suffered in the flesh has ceased from sin, so as to live the rest of the time in the flesh no longer for the lusts of men, but for the will of God. For the time already past is sufficient for you to have carried out the desire of the Gentiles, having pursued a course of sensuality, lusts, drunkenness, carousing, drinking parties and abominable idolatries. In all this, they are surprised that you do not run with them into the same excesses of dissipation, and they malign you; but they will give account to Him who is ready to judge the living and the dead. For the gospel has for this purpose been preached even to those who are dead, that though they are judged in the flesh as men, they may live in the spirit according to the will of God.22“The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just have to find the ones worth suffering for.”
–Bob Marley
34Studying for my last two exams right now but my brain is about to explode. I need to switch it off, I can’t even sleep or have a relaxing time because I keep thinking about everything. I want a break.
22Does anyone else read like a really good book but it’s not like a popular book so there not really a fandom and no ones really read it so like you just have to suffer in silence with all the thoughts surrounding that book. Especially if it’s like ones of those books that just makes you contemplate it or like even just contemplate the world…….
cause like, me too
0“I was taking a shower and a whole community of recycle ables begged for mercy as I ripped them out of my hair, taking small chunks as I did so *hitch hikers* I thought as I gazed apon them with mystery in my deep glazed brown eyes. I pondered to my self *what will be next, my life* I rawred hard my throated being quinched by the slight blue liquid coming from a tubular hose dragon. *That is it* I thought *I will spare no more life’s* I grabbed the recycle able by the finger nail and shouted *THIS IS IT FOR YOU* I scherched my tonsillitis open with the force of a viking slaughtering their entire family, I killed them…..I killed them all.”
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Trauma of abandonment features.
- An intense fear of abandonment.
- Difficulty forming primary relationships.
- Intrusive insecurity that interferes in your love life, social life and goal achievement.
- A tendency to repeatedly subject yourself to people or experiences that lead to another loss, another rejection, and another trauma.
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Tendency toward self-defeating behavior patterns that sabotage your love-life, goals, or career.
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Intrusive reawakening of emotional memories stemming from childhood losses – i.e. feelings of helplessness, vulnerability and dread – without being able to recall the original events.
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Conversely, tendency to ‘get turned off’ and ‘lose the connection’ by involuntarily shutting down romantically and/or sexually with a partner is fully willing
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Emotional pendulum swings between fear of engulfment and fear of abandonment: i.e. On one hand you feel ‘the walls close in’ if someone gets too close, and on the other, you feel insecure, love starved – on a precipice of abandonment – when you become unsure of the person’s love.
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An excessive need for control, whether it’s about the need to control others’ behavior and thoughts, or about being excessively self-controlled; a need to have everything perfect and done your way.
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Tendency to act impulsively without being able to put the brakes on, even when you are aware of the negative consequences.
6I wanted to quit because I was suffering. That was not a good enough reason.
—TED CORBITT
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