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  • howtotrainyourduckie
    25.06.2021 - 6 minutes ago

    I think I'm going to get rid of the majority of my social media presenses. Lesson learned. There is No one out there that could possibly desire me. Hell, once again, my own spouse ain't even attracted to me. I can't hold a Job because of my disabilities can't even get proper medical care to confirm I am indeed suffering symptoms. Everyone thinks I'm a l liar. That I'm faking. I'm autistic af and EVERYONE demands neurotypicalness from me. Everyone's such an ableist that medical issues are wholly dismissed as excuses. Do you think I WANT to be crazy?? Do you think I did this all to myself??? This world refuses to create a society that doesn't traumatize those that aren't rich white and able bodied. I know I'm fucked up you can see that I'm fucked up. So why would you go out of your way to hurt people?

    The most dangerous moment for my suicidal problems is when I just... Stop crying and you can see me physically relax my face and body. At this point I'm past the acceptance stage and thinking about the logistics.

    #suicide mention#suicide tw #i think i'm okay #pretty sure I'm okee #yeah I'm OK #just.... why can't people just be kind
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  • jamieisamess
    25.06.2021 - 20 minutes ago

    Im getting suicidal and self harm thoughts and part of me wants to indulge them for just a moment

    #mine#trigger warning #tw self harm mention #tw suicidal thoughts
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  • pride-cat
    25.06.2021 - 24 minutes ago

    JHAJAHKAHA CRY TIME FT. C!SBI BROTHERS

    AJHLAHKJLSG I HAD THE WORST (best) IDEA EVER LEMME GET IT ALL DOWN

    ok so for this one’s for my dear evan hansen theatre kids, i love y’all ♡

    if i could tell her but it’s c!techno to c!tommy while the latter hides out at the former’s house during the exile arc, in which tommy vents all his worries about how he saw (c!)wilbur as his older brother and role model but ever since he went into his vilbur arc, he thinks maybe c!wilbur never cared about him at all. and c!techno, not that great at affectionate advice, tells him not-so-reassuringly that that wasn’t true.

    RIGHT?! I MEAN HOLY SHIT THIS MOTHERFUCKER LITERALLY COMMITTED SUICIDE AFTER SCARING, INTIMIDATING, AND ULTIMATELY TURNING HIS BACK ON C!TOMMY ALL THE TIME. COME ONNNNNN. DSMP IS JUST BROADWAY MUSICAL CODED ALL OVER (cause, y’know, the obvious hamilton they wrote in there too)

    also there is Nothing /r about this cause in the original song it’s got romantic intentions lololololol but Yeah just wanna be clear, when techno’s singing the lyrics it’s all how he genuinely saw wilbur’s perspective of him, and to avoid being weird i’m gonna annotate how i’d see certain lyrics as well haha

    but like also c!wilbur genuinely DID see a lot of great potential in c!tommy from the start, all the way back when l’manburg started in the hot dog van. and although it was much more twisted and corrupt when he urged tommy, “let’s be the bad guys!”, he still said that because he saw potential. he wanted them to be the “bad guys” because that’s how they’d be seen, but after schlatt revoked their citizenship, he saw it as them living their lives better off without them, y’know?

    anyways, i present to you:

    ♡ ♡ ♡ :]

    #mcyt#mcytblr#exile arc#tommyinnit#technoblade#wilbur soot #tommy and wilbur #tommy and techno #if i could tell her #lyrics annotation #tw brief suicide mention #tw suicide#pridecat rants
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  • eliisntcool
    25.06.2021 - 28 minutes ago

    no but i said as a half-joke today that my biggest regret is not killing myself when i was 15 and like, laughed it off but then i thought about it and yeah tbh? yeah. at my bad times (more often than i wanna admit) i do really regret that. because at 15 i was pretty much isolated and no one gave a shit about me so if i had died no one would have really... been hurt by it. but now i have good friends and relationships and people that would honestly genuinely be upset and hurt if i wasnt in their life anymore, as much as my brain tries to convince me of the opposite. and so im here. not killing myself. living a life that i kinda fucked up and generally dont wanna be living, but doing my best to make it into something ill be happy with. all because i now have people that i dont want to hurt.

    and you know what? for now? thats ok. ill live for other people until i want to live for myself.

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  • altairtalisman
    25.06.2021 - 33 minutes ago
    #tw suicide mention #fire’s blazing
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  • robyn-runestone
    25.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    "What else is new, Layton?", he snapped, "I've been making mistakes all my life! My mistakes have hurt too many people to count! My mistakes have destroyed my home and the one person I consider family!"

    "If you die, then there's no way you'll be able to fix any of the mistakes you've made! I can help you, Desmond! I want to help you!"

    ***

    With the Bostonius destroyed and his best friend dead, Desmond Sycamore feels like he has no choice but to end it all. Hershel Layton won't let him.

    #professor layton#hershel layton#desmond sycamore#fanfiction #tw: suicide mention #tw: suicide attempt #hurt/comfort #angst with a happy ending #desmond sycamore deserved better
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  • its-ya-skinni-boi1
    25.06.2021 - 1 hour ago

    I wonder how long it would take for people to notice that I’m gone

    #no I’m not actually going to kill myself #I don’t have a plan #but dying seems hella appealing right now #suicide#suicide tw #alex yells into the void #alex speaks
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  • iodiine
    25.06.2021 - 2 hours ago
    #anti bakugou#anti bakugo#anti bakudeku#mha#bnha #my hero academia #anon #uhh idk what else to tag #shitty anon perhaps???? #anyways drink water y’all #tw suicide
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  • slutty--flamingo
    25.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    sick of myself, sick of being a failure, sick of having to go to the hospital, sick of wanting to hurt myself, sick of being alive, i deserve to die at this point for being so completely useless and terrible. like i dont knoe what to do anymore. i really dont. its like i have 1 option left and its to just leave

    #suicide tw #i never answered my therapist when she asked if i have a plan #i do #but its me and im an idiot so its not gonna work anyway #can't even fucking kill myself correctly
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  • girlbossfosca
    25.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    suicidal! on the sales floor

    #tw suicide #goin to work like
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  • thepiratepuppeteer
    25.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    I have a suicide pact with scotch finger biscuits - they go, I go. There's nothing more to it.

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  • nesmith-tundra
    25.06.2021 - 2 hours ago
    #asks#suicide tw #having anxiety now :// gonna have 2 watch some youtube or sumn
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  • thehugwizard
    25.06.2021 - 2 hours ago
    #tw suicide mentions #tw suicidal thoughts #tw suicide
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  • oldinmagroin
    25.06.2021 - 2 hours ago
    #suicide mention#tw suicide #I'm sorry i don't have much to offer #if this turns out to be a person and not some bot thing I'm sorry #please know i want to help #i just don't know how #ask
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  • tigereyes45
    25.06.2021 - 2 hours ago
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  • shoyotime
    25.06.2021 - 2 hours ago
    #tw : discourse #tw: swearing #tw : vent #tw : suicide #tw : negativity #pls don't read if you're uncomfortable with any of those
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  • ikeslittlesussybaka
    25.06.2021 - 2 hours ago

    Sometimes you have to listen to Self Inflicted Achromatic just to feel something.

    #After having a huge moment of sadness I am once again forcing myself to be sad. #This is a really bad trait of mine but it's not like I can stop it. #Benny Rambles#Benny Vents#Suicide tw
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  • just-day-dreami-ng
    25.06.2021 - 3 hours ago
    #traumacore#sch*olcore#middle school#middleschoolcore#sadcore#k*dcore#ventcore#suicidal#depressed#regret#tw depression #tw suicidal thoughts #depression#nostalgia#self hatred #i hate my self #i am not okay right now #im broken #nothing makes me feel ok anymore #im a failiure #all i do is let people down #i have no friends #i have no one #nobody likes me
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  • cutieraindrop
    25.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    I wish I died from my ed, I would be happy and accomplished.

    #tw sui mention #tw suicude#tw suicice #tw ed thoughts #tw ed #I feel awful #Why am nobody's favorite person? #Someone is always better than me #I want to feel loved #they claim to be my friends out of pity #tw suicide #tw sucidal thoughts #cw vent#vent cw#tw death #tw death mention #death tw
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  • ave-dominus-nostramos
    25.06.2021 - 3 hours ago

    Random thought of the day: Nurglite Daemon Prince Konrad driving entire planets to despair with a few manifestos slipped into the holonet. His cults are almost never recognized as corrupting at in nature as he and Shang tend to co-opt whatever existing social structures they can touch. They are just as likely to hijack a backwater Astartes chapter's indoctrination procedures as an existing worker's revolution. And not even the forces you send to fight them are reliable—Their psykers, chaplains and tech-marines are all walking memetic hazards capable of talking entire Guard regiments into eating their own lasguns while filling their vox network with the screams of their commanding officers. The apothecaries are even worse.

    Nurglite Night Lords are nasty. You can't fight them like you would the canon Death Guard because they won't challenge you to a prolonged battle. They're Night Lords, they would rather poison your food supply and watch your army descend into cannibalism. ( And by the time you realize that you even have one on the planet, the dude's already prepared to fuck off into the sunset )

    And to make things even worse? Konrad likes to look for "pets" whenever he takes a jaunt into realspace. Even the most fanatical Black Templar can be broken when it's done by the greatest master of psychological torture humanity has ever produced so sending the Adeptus Astartes after him isn't the best idea :)

    You'd need a combination of the Inquisition, Grey Knights and a loyalist Alpha Legion to keep Curze at bay. Heck, executing everyone who comes into contact with him ( marines included ) and going exterminatus on the entire system might be your safest bet.

    Poor Alpharius ( all 200,000 of him ) is working overtime trying to clean up his brother's mess.

    TLDR: I really love the idea of a dark messiah Konrad. He's fucking terrifying. Congrats Lorgar, you've found the perfect ally for subverting the Imperium's institutions. Just as spiteful as Mortarion but a dozen time more cunning.

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