I think your problem is just that you’re around people who act like they know you better than you know yourself. That’s a very specific type of person. That’s not going to happen all the time, or ever again, possibly. So don’t treat me like that when I don’t want to be treated that way. Being included and accepted from my point of view is about you understanding what you’re doing. I’m not tolerant of discrimination, you just didn’t have enough information. to put effort. or freedom. into your relationships - or that’s what I believed. You are desperate to control people and you don’t even have the authority or knowledge to be in charge if it were even necessary. Everyone else has self esteem, too. You made your choices. What’s going to happen to everyone else? I don’t represent you. Eventually you will have to be on your own. Eventually you will have to be smart. Stop holding people back, that’s such compulsive and derogatory bull shit. You need to tell everyone that you used me without acting like you don’t have a conscience. An apology. Until you can be self aware, nothing you do is coming from a good place because you’re just a black hole of a bunch of cowardly and petty control issues. You are so easy. I can’t believe you have made so many bad choices already and you have so little confidence. You have to be better than your parents and it’s not that hard if you would just focus. These problems won’t go away overnight. You have a future whether it’s good or bad. I mind! Stop ignoring me!