last night i finished way down we go by KyloTrashForever , it is a reylo fix-it fic that fran recommended and boy, it was so beautiful. I don´t want to spoil you guys anything but i really need to share some moments that really, really made me emotional asf.
“Rey.” His hands come to rest on either side of her face, his thumbs brushing back-and-forth across her cheeks, and she can almost imagine that they’re warm. “Leaving you alone… will always be the hardest decision I’ve ever made. I’ve seen your mind, your fears—I know you. I always have. It was selfish, and it wasn’t fair, but you have always been the best of us both. You deserve to go on. To make a place for yourself. You can’t do that with me. Not the way I am.”
“I’ve always been alone by the will of others,” she whispers. “Be it men or Jedi or Sith—I’ve never had a choice. I’ve never been able to choose my own fate.” Her fingertips reach to rest against the place where his mouth might be if she could touch him, allowing herself to mourn it all. “I’m choosing now.” She looks up at him, sliding her hand until it settles over where his rests, aligning their fingers and imagining she’s actually touching him. “This life or the next, Ben.” Her voice trembles with emotion now. “I’m choosing you.”
I mean, this writting is superb…I am speechless, really. thank you is all i can say right now!
(gif taken from pinterest-not mine)