Where has the time gone...?
Where has the time gone...?
sleepless nights ⋆｡˚
any txt member x gn!reader, angst + fluff + a little suggestive (?), word count: 748 words, non-idol au, drabble, lowercase intended.
synopsis: reader spends lonely nights alone struggling to fall asleep, as they reminisce on the memories they once shared with their boyfriend.
a/n ; i wrote this a while back ☆ — it’s written from reader‘s pov and is a bit more poetic from my other works. whilst there is no indication to who the “ex boyfriend“ is i wrote this with taehyun in mind.
wet cheeks, tears trace my chin, run down my neck and pool in my collarbones creating puddles much like the weather outside. i watch the rain as it drips down the window outside in the darkness, the only source of light coming from the bright moon and millions of stars beaming down.
drifting my eyes away from the window, they land on the digital clock that sits on my desk. 1:00 am. it’s always 1:00 am. thats when the heart ache sets in.
the breakup was mutual but that doesn’t make the heartache any less painful.
i squeeze my shut trying to ease my mind but as i close them all i can picture is his warm smile, the way it would reach up into his eyes and the dimple that appeared on his left cheek.
i picture his eyes, the way they sparkled whenever he told me about his day and as i hold my blanket a little tighter i feel his presence, his warmth and i miss it. i miss the way he’d wrap his arms around me and whisper that everything would be okay.
i knew it was coming and i should have left then because the constant fights were like daggers piercing my heart. i saw it coming when he slowly became distant. i saw it coming when he didn’t come over as often. i saw it coming when he didn’t return my calls.
yet i couldn’t bring myself to say anything so i let the anxiety of him leaving build up until all my emotions spilled out in anger and tears like tidal waves.
it was a yelling match. running out in anger. somehow i ended up crying on the floor and he had driven off after slamming the front door shut.
every relationship has fights, every relationship has ups and downs. but, the ups are always so fucking amazing, and the downs feel like literal hell.
i remember how his lips were always so soft, when our lips touched they danced with each other ever so softly as if either one of us could shatter at any moment if not careful. his soft lips tracing every sensitive part of my body.
i remember the way his hand fit so perfectly in mine like they were made for each other. i remember all of our stupid shenanigans and that time when we both went for a drive at 2 AM, and looked at the stars in one of the parks hand in hand.
and i remember the pain.. “i’m sorry. but i think we have to break up, i don’t love you anymore…” he almost whispers to me, even after all we’ve been through he doesn’t want to hurt me which breaks my heart even more.
it would be so much easier if he just ripped the bandaid off instead of trying to avoid what we both knew was happening.
“i was thinking the same. we constantly fight and neither of us are right for each other anymore” i say smiling sadly. “maybe we met too young. maybe at this time, we don’t know how to love each other right..” he said as he tried to avoid my eyes.
“do you think if we met years from now, we would be right for each other?” i whisper softly. he just smiles and whispers what might have been a goodbye before turning and walking out the front door.
‘its mutual’ i think as i watch him leave. that night i cried until i couldn’t cry no more, i wished things could of been different. now i realise that our timing will never be right for each other. fate has chosen a different path for us to carry on, like parallel lines. it never meant to cross at all.
i open my eyes realising that i still have not fallen asleep ‘its mutual’ i think again as more tears spill out of my eyes, it’s mutual i repeat the lie that i’ve told myself a thousand times before because sometimes lying is easier than facing reality.. he fell out of love with me while i was still falling in love with him.
i knew if he knew the truth the guilt would eat him alive.. it would destroy him like a moth destroys your favourite shirt and i couldn’t do that to him.
i would bare the pain, the heart ache for him because i still love him even if he doesn’t feel the same.
Rise and shine, everyone!
LONESTAR RESORT | CHOI YEONJUN
Richkid!Yeonjun x female Reader.
Word count: 8.4K
Genre: angst, comedy, fluff, smut.
Log: You’ve worked at The LoneStar Resort since you started college, you enjoyed it as much as you could. When summer break came around you took up full time there with a room to stay. A few wonderful weeks in and the owners son comes to stay over the holidays, boy could he be any worse.
(Not proof read yet)
“Okay Yumi, I’ll make sure to see you after work tonight”
“Yep! I’ll look forward to it y/n, have a good day!”
Hanging up the phone, you got back to brushing your teeth, ready for the day ahead.
You worked at the resort after college hours and most weekends, so you very used to the place. You really enjoyed your co workers as well as the bosses there. The scenery was beautiful and you for the most time just enjoyed your job.
￼ But one thing struck your ￼mind, two words for that matter.
The cocky smile topped with witty remarks, ruined your week within seconds, your start of full time work started when summer break was here, the first few weeks were wonderful, Nothing out of the ordinary.
The following week you were told the big bosses son would be staying at the resort, of course at the time it did not phase you what so ever, although you knew you had to be on your A game around him.
You remember the first plate you brung him at the resorts dinner room, he called you back immediately.
As you walked to the singly sat boy on the far back table, you couldn’t help but notice the way his silky soft hair complemented his skin tone and his big brown doe eyes and his full plump lips-
“I asked for the tomato to be put under my salad, it’s not under the salad”
You were a bit confused, but you had heard of worse guests before.
“Sorry, you wanted the tomato under the salad?”
“Yes you just repeated what I said” you were kind of thrown off by the attitude in his voice, seeming a second ago his doe eyes gave him the appearance of a kind hearted puppy, but now you just wanted to pull his hair hard by the roots and bash him into the table.
Ok so you had a bad temper and could feel your face starting to heat up, but with a deep breath you looked at him with a smile.
“Oh alright. I will just go get you another one re made with the tomato under the salad”
You looked up to meet his eyes and saw a grin forming on his face
“Ok won’t be a moment” grabbing his previous bowl and walking back to the kitchen with a scrawl across your face.
Gosh you can’t believe the nerve of the privileged.
‘Fucking tomato under your salad, do it yourself’ you thought to yourself.
You quickly got into the kitchen and told the cook, only for him to whip up a new salad in just a moment. This time making sure to put his golden tomato under the rest of the salad.
From there your took out his order and plastered on the biggest smile possible for the boy. As soon as you got steps away from the table, his head shot up from his phone and you placed the bowl in front of him
You clasp yourself hands together and gave a small smile.
“Awesome, if there’s anything else I’ll be-“
“Actually I think I want the other salad”
You look at him with absolute disbelief this time. A knot slowly making its way to between your eyebrows. “Um but you have your tomato under everything now” you paused and gritted your teeth “like you asked”
You notice a cocky sly grin from on his face as he stared you right in the eyes.
This little shit is enjoying making you run around him. You watch him then push the bowl away keeping eye contact with you
“A change of appetite, I suppose, y/n”, he said your name with such a smug tone you felt your eye twitch.
You followed his eyes down to your name tag, and you could tell this is going to be a long summer.
A quick shiver was sent down your back form the first encounter, and you pushed out all the intruding thoughts of the black haired Satan spawn.
With that you pulled yourself up out of your room and made your way down the corridor.
“Good morning yumi!”
You only just managed to catch the girl beofre she turned the corner. She quickly back tracked to see you
“Morning!” Her voice was muffled as she had just stuffed a bagel in her mouth and you couldn’t help but laugh “sorry, y/n I’m late to the massage room, but I’ll make sure to catch up with you tonight”
You agreed with her and watched as she ran off dropping things in the process, she was usually late to her morning sessions but she made it work.
Making it back to your journey to the kitchen you felt yourself watching out for the boy with every corner you turned. You were alert and wary, It was better to be safe than sorry at this point.
Managing to make it to the kitchen you said your morning hellos to your co workers and put on your apron.
“Y/n! Isnt it my favourite server”
You looked up from tying your apron to see the cook, Moe smiling.
“Well good morning to my favourite chef Moe!” You gave a whole hearted smile to him and asked if there were any breakfast plates that needed to be taken out, he had asked you to take out one plate of pancakes to someone on the outside deck.
You gladly made your way out the back door, plate in hand, you felt this morning was going to be a good day by the way the sun was shining onto the deck, highlighting all the nature and making the grass looking even greener.
“Oh what a surprise and a delight to see you today y/n”
Your smile quickly faded but you managed to regain it slightly, you couldn’t help but notice the way he looked, eyes puffy from probably just waking up and a low cut white shirt, it wasn’t a horrible look for him considering.
“What do you mean surprise, I work here, every morning. You know that, Choi.”
You placed the plate down in front of him and he laughed at your comment “so feisty, you know I like feisty girls”
You couldn’t help but scrunch your nose up, almost fake gagging at the unnecessary statement.
“If you need anything else I’ll be inside”
You held a thumbs up and began to walk slowly backwards, trying to get away while you could.
“Actually, I think I wanted something else”
You let out a small groan and walked back to the table, “it’s seven in the morning, at least don’t start hassling me until eight.”
“Oh maybe I could go to the chef and tell him how my server dropped my utensils on the ground and refused to get me new ones”
“Choi, that makes no sense”
With that he made a very obvious motion with his hand and swiped his knife and fork off the table and let them clink onto the ground.
You watched as he folded his arms and looked at you smugly and you felt heat rise up your face.
You looked at him blankly. I mean you could not believe he was doing this for his demonic humour.
“Alright, I guess I’ll have to see the chef now” Yeonjun went to stand up out of his chair, and you let out an even louder groan than before and bent down to pick up the utensils to go get new ones, it’s not that Moe wouldn’t believe you over him, it’s just you had better things to do than bother the chef with Yeonjuns antics.
You made your way over to the knife and fork stand as you felt his eyes on your back. Remember Y/n this is for your job, you need the money.
You walked back to see him smiling with hands clasp on the table, still staring at you.
“Okay, have a good breakfast”,it took all your courage to add a snarky comment on the end of your sentence and he seemed to having noticed by the way he look so amused.
Darn his perfectly trimmed eyebrows and silky hair is all you could think watching him.
You dropped the new knife and fork on the table and quickly made your way to the door
You made sure you were inside before rolling your eyes.
The rest of the day went a smoothly as ever, no wives of millionaires complaining about how the resort does not cater for their vegetarian Chiwawa or better yet sight of Yeonjun.
You had finished for the day and decided to use your time to head to Yumis room. Knocking quickly and when she opened the door you were invited in straight away.
Now after a hour of eating dinner you ordered from work and talking about the recent drama episodes you asked about how Yumis day at the massage rooms were .
“Absolutely horrid, I had almost 5 rich old men with hairy back come in that wanted the hour deluxe full body massage”
You cringed at the thought and were thankful you went with server instead of being a masseuse here.
She reached for another slice of the pizza and asked you the same thing
“It was fine, I had an early morning run in with Choi, but I survived”
She put the pizza down for a second after hearing the boys name, with a sigh she continued
“Seriously y/n, when are you guys going to make out or something”
You almost choked on the drink at hand at the question.
“What do you mean, why would you even say something like that” coughing a little and placing your drink down you looked at her in shock.
“Hey you said he was cute when you first met him!”
You chuckled at her for bringing that up and stated that was before he opened his mouth.
“Come on, he would not hassle you this much if he didn’t like you y/n”
she finally picked up her pizza slice and chucked it in her mouth.
You felt a bit weird thinking of his actions like that, to be honest you never actually questioned his actions towards you and just put it off to being, he likes to see people suffer.
“Why would a attractive, son of wealthy resort owners care for a server”
She raised her eyebrow at the question “So you think he’s attractive?”
You shoved her as she laughed at the angry Scowl on your face.
“I think he loves to see me in distress, that is what I think”
She picked herself up from laughing and just nodded off your comment reaching for a drink of soda.
“And I think differently”
She began flicking through channels to watch on the TV and you couldn’t help but think of what she was just talking about, you quickly brushed off the thoughts and carried on with your movie discussions.
“I can not do that, please swap shifts with me Yumi”
You were in pure fear at the sight, you weren’t even qualified as a masseuse but you would swap with anyone rather than serve at the pool today.
“I would happily swap with you, but we would not be allowed, do you even know how to ￼heat the hot stones” she looked at you with pity but you did not care at this moment.
You stood staring at Yeonjun seated at a pool table, but this time accompanied by three boys to suit.
You had only woken up half an hour ago and know here you are getting ready to serve the table, You already knew you were in for it, one Yeonjun was enough and you assumed the worst of the friends.
“Honestly I’d be pissing you pants right now if I were you”
“Oh my gosh, thank you, your making me feel so much better” you gave her a shove to the arm and she comforted you with a pat on the back.
“Okay y/n you can do this” she grabbed you by the shoulders and gave you a pep talk but then decided to push you into it with force.
You stumbled forward and tried to play it off, you made sure to turn around and mouth your anger to her, but she took off after it.
Turning back around you made your way to the boys table, as you got closer you heard their loud laughing and chattering a lot clearer.
When you reached the table, the first boy to look up was a blonde haired boy with big eyes that you found hard to look away from.
You let out a cough first and spoke,
“Hello, what can I get for you all today!”
You immediately found yourself making eye contact with Yeonjun as he was the only one you knew
The boys seemed to have paused the current conversation and one of them stared at your name tag, it was oddly quiet until you heard the same one speak.
“Oh so this is y/n”
He received a sudden hit from the blonde haired, big eyes boy “you idiot, Beomgyu” he said rolling his eyes.
You felt a bit awkward not really knowing what that was all about, you looked at Yeonjun to see what he was going to order, hoping this could be done fast, but he looked to another boy to order.
“We’ll all have the truffled scramble and a jug of the daily green smoothie”
The boy this time that spoke had a vibrant shade of red colouring his hair and obnoxiously cute dimples to match.
“Sure thing, ill be out soon with your order!”
You took the menus off the table and walked back to the kitchen, you were so very surprised you did not get a snarky comment from Yeonjun and you couldn’t help but feel happy due to no negativity for once.
After you had served other guests, you were called to take the boys the order, you came out by two trips and out the food down, one last trip to get the juice jug.
You came back and noticed how Yeonjun had the same smug look he usually does before something against your will takes place, you went to place the jug on the table, but just then he decided it would be an awesome idea to bring his arm up to grab the salt.
With that your arm was tipped and the jug spilt back onto you, you pulled it up quick enough so not all the contents dribbled onto your clothes, but half already so.
You couldn’t help but noticed the rest of the boys trying not to laugh at the situation and you saw Yeonjun sitting there arms folded enjoying the view, smirking even.
“Oh I’m sorry y/n, I did not see you there”
you heard little eruptions of giggles from the rest of the group and you tried to not let the red creep onto your cheeks from the utter embarrassment.
With the biggest inhale of air you looked at Yeonjun, “actually, I should have seen where I was putting the jug, sorry I’ll get a new one”
He looked a bit surprised at your reply but didn’t show it too much.
You tried to walk back to the kitchen trying not to let the smoothie drip onto anything.
“Sorry Moe, I’ve just got to go back to my room to change, I’ll be back very soon”
“Oh whys th-“ Moe spun around from the oven to see you, he gave a nod of approval and you quickly got on your way.
You made it back to your room with few stares and headed for the shower, you couldn’t help but think about why Yeonjun does this, does he want a reason to tell his parents to fire you or does he want you to quit on your own, it’s so confusing and you don’t know why he chose you to pick on.
You did make sure to be fast in the shower and get changed as you are still on your hours.
You once again shot out of the room after finding a white shirt to wear as the black one was now smoothied.
“Oh y/n, I need you to take these drinks out to the group in the main pool”
You were given a job to do as soon as you got back and you took over the co workers serving.
You looked around to see that the only group in the pool was Yeonjuns. You sighed remembering the last situation that happened minutes ago.
You saw three of them in the pool and one of them not to be seen, you walked over to the closet table to the boys in the water.
“Hey, these drinks are your guys, Would you like them over here or by the pool side”
Yeonjun looked over to you and you could not help your eyes wandering to see his flexed muscles and pecks just out of the water, you did not know he was that buff.
“The poolside sounds good” the blonde said not paying too much attention to you.
You pressed your lips together not really wanting to go closer to them but complied.
You walked over to the edge and crouched down, you began placing the four drinks down, once you carefully placed them you began to stand up but suddenly felt a force form your back.
Next thing you knew, you felt the sudden rush of cold water surrounding, the Water wasn’t that deep so you began to stand up, it was a surprise so the feeling of water up your nose left a harsh sting.
Once you made your way above the surface all you could hear was laughing from the group as if they were hyenas.
You looked back to see the culprit, bent over with his arms wrapped around his stomach, This time it felt a lot harder to hide the embarrassment and you looked to your side to see Yeonjun laughing hysterically.
You knew he would have asked the other to push you ￼in and when he had finally opened his eyes to see you with your wet hair sticking to your face and clothes fully engulfed in the water, you felt your eyes prick with tears and your nose start to heat up.
Once he saw your eyes water up his laughing died down immediately.
You managed to get to the ladder and climbed out of the pool, you couldn’t help but let a couple tears fall down as you walked through the lobby trying to get back to your room immediately.
“Y/n, y/n wait”
you felt even more annoyed to hear that voice after what he thought would be a hilarious scene occurred.
“Wait what!? Wait for you to make fun and laugh at me again in front of everyone”
You kept walking but felt him grab onto your arm and you turned around, it was probably the first time you’ve even seen that look on him, he looked concerned, or maybe even guilty.
Still clad in only wet swimming trunks, you thought about how you’d probably have to clean the water in the lobby afterwards.
“It was stupid, I’m sorr-“
“Why do you hate me?”
His eyes widened at the accusation and he spoke immediately
“I don’t hate you?”
“From the moment, I spoke to me you made it hard for me, everyday I see you, you make things harder for me and then throw in a snarky comment for fun! And today you embarrass me not only once but twice! What have I ever done to you, you make fun of me daily” you paused for a second and looked up from the ground to him where you previously kept your vision, “just hurry up and tell your parents that you don’t like me! Then I’ll be fired and we’ll both be happy!”
You pulled your arm harshly from the boy as he stood there, he really did look so distressed with his eyebrows creased in,
he stood there as you walked away, you already knew that you should probably start packing your things up when you reached your room.
You were beyond angry, he had the nerve to make past weeks hell and then stand there like a coward when you finally tell him how much of a jerk he’s been.
After awhile of sobbing about, showering again and messaging The restaurant area that you needed to throw up and were sick you laid on your bed and drifted off quickly, after the nap, all you did was watch shows on the TV by the bed and get ready for what was possibly going your last night here.
“I said knock knock”
You suddenly jolted up,
“Oh uh coming, who is it”
“It’s yumi hurry up!”
You quickly got to the door and opened it up, she ushered you back in.
“Get ready y/n, mrs Choi is looking for you”
You felt shocked that she was personally looking for you, you thought that she would have just sent someone else to fire you, Yeonjun must’ve told her some really bad things is all you could think about.
“Oh no I’m going to be fired”
“Don’t say that! Just hurry up” she swung the door closed, leaving you alone
You scattered around for clothes and got ready as fast as you could, you can’t deny you were mentally preparing yourself as well, you were annoyed but by now you were move annoyed at yourself for breaking a sweat over stupid games.
As you got to the lobby room you had to cringe seeing the spot you had the encounter with the boy at.
Just past view of the spot you managed to see Mrs Choi, speaking with a receptionist, you took a deep breath in and marched on forward , she was hard to miss, always dressed in a tidy white dress, gold jewellery to complement, you could see that Yeonjun got his good looks passed down.
She seemed to have noticed you as you got closer and she waved the receptionist off.
“Oh y/n, I’ve been looking for you”
You stopped in front of her and decided to out on a smile, you may as well leave with a bit of pride, you thought.
“Yes, Mrs Choi before you start, I just want to sa-“
“Yeonjun told me”
She cut you off and held a finger up to shush you. You instantly looked to the ground, okay well this must be it.
“He told me about all the Astounding service youve been giving and the kindness youve been spreading!”
You looked up in utter shock, you had to be dreaming, you started to question if you had really been woken up by Yumi.
“Not only that he told me about you saving the Chiwawa in the pool yesterday! I’m so glad to see your feeling better from being sick after that y/n”
She looked at you with almost sparkles in her eyes, she looked so very happy, you did feel bad knowing that, that was a lie, but you weren’t sure on how you would counter the lie anyway.
“Oh it was nothing, I’m just glad the pup is safe” you let out an awkward laugh with the sentence, you cursed to yourself momentarily for doing that.
“and you must truely would be a excellent server, Yeonjun does not tell me about how great the workers are! Ever!”
You found fiddling with your fingers comfortable around now. Did he really say all of this to his mother after you yelled at him and told him he made life hard.
Sure he did before, but you couldn’t help but feel bad.
“That’s nice of him to complement my skills, thank you for letting me know Mrs Choi”
She made sure to thank you again and told you she’d be available if you needed her at anytime, she left with the clink of her red bottomed shoes hitting the tiles.
You could not help but laugh as you stood there, but you once realised you were laughing alone in the lobby by yourself so decided to retreat to your room.
You felt great, all the stress seemed to have leave whilst you walked back to your room, you even added in a skip to your walk.
You made note you’d probably have to see Yeonjun again, and you’d probably thank him for doing that for you, of course if you add up all the times he’s made life miserable it would probably counter his actions this time.
But none the less, you didn’t expect such a action from him.
When you got to your door, you did feel your stomach drop when you saw Yeonjun in front of your door knocking, you thought if you were to run away you could deal with this after, but his head swung your direction and you almost groaned.
He held a hand up awkwardly and waved,
Once again you found him clad in a white shirt but this time blue flannel pants to match.
You stood by the hallway for a bit and then walked closer to the door
“Did you maybe want to come in”
You could not suppress a laugh when you heard him speak so quietly.
“Since when did you use manners, Choi”
You pushed the door open and lead him in,
“I’m trying to be sincere”
he looked like he really meant it, he denned uncomfortable and you trailed to his eyes only following the ground.
You both sat on the couch, a good space in the middle of you both
Yeonjun looked a lot cuter, a big chance from his smug and confident look he carried at all times, here he sat in pyjamas and his hands clasp between his thighs.
He looked like he trying to manage to say something and to be honest you were finding this entertaining.
He’s head shot up to you across the couch, he did find himself being surprised but you spoke again
“Thank you for telling your mother I did those things” you locked eyes with him and he let a small smile crawl onto his face
“That’s the least I could have done” he let his eye brows frown and he trailed on “I’m really sorry y/n”
Now it was your turn to be surprised, you could not believe your ears.
“What has gotten into you Choi”
“I just” he let a sigh out and began rubbing his knees “after what you said yesterday, I thought about how much of an asshole I was”
“Yeah you were an asshole” he nodded his head to your agreement and carried on
“I guess I just liked to have you around”
You felt your face heat up at the sudden statement and tried to brush it off and not take it the wrong way.
“Well I think I’d like to have you around too, when your like this that is”
He met your eyes again and he let out a small laugh, boy was his eyes nice to look at you thought.
“Well, there’s actually a water park opened up newly in town, I thought maybe you wanted to go” he heard what came out of his mouth and quickly went on, “as an apology that is”
He looked quite excited and he had such a big smile on when asking.
“Oh uh I-“
You did feel very confused at what he was asking you, isn’t this the same guy that had his friends push you into a pool for pure amusement.
He immediately looked disappointed at your first words and cut you off
“Oh, it was silly, sorry, I’ll get going and I’ll see you around, I forgot your always here at the pools anyway” he stood up from the couch quickly.
“Hey let me finish!”
He turned around and stood still, the boys lips were pressed in a thin line, probably trying to stop himself from saying something else.
“If you had let me finish, I would have said.. I’d really enjoying going”
His face instantly lit up and you chuckled at his reaction
“Okay we can go tomorrow, since it’s your day off, 2pm”
He stood a bit more comfortably now, you felt a bubbly feeling in your stomach at the fact he knew your days off.
“That sounds like a plan, I’ll see you tomorrow” you stood up while he walked over to the door and you went to say bye before he left but he stopped again.
“Hey do you think we could start again, like start over”
He only just had grabbed onto the door handle when you relied “only if you promise to not make me spill smoothies in myself”
Yeonjun did seem to cringe for a moment but quickly turned around and promised to make sure no smoothies will be spilt on you ever again.
“Alright goodbye Choi”
You finally shut the door after he left and you felt your heart beating at an unusual pace.
What was happening
“I can not believe that happened”
Yumi randomly spoke up as you finished your hair off and she started hysterically laughing.
“Neither can i, he just seemed like a good person”
She let out a small laugh “Yeah a really good person, I just knew he liked you!”
You could practically hear the know-it-all in her voice, “oh stop it, this is an apology for him being Satan the whole time he’s been here”
“Your not dressing up like it’s an apology” she smirked “ your dressing up like it’s a date” she waited for your reply but you thought it would be best to let her have this one.
Just as she was going to continue patronising you the door beep to you heard knocks at the door, you felt your eyes go big realising the time, running to the mirror you checked yourself
“Hey you know what you remind me of” Yumi stated, you reached for your handbag and called out a “coming!” Before asking Yumi what you reminded her of.
“You remind me of someone going on a date!”
You should have expected that reply and just gave her an eye roll and a quick goodbye before opening the door and going out.
You were met with Yeonjun dressed in a grey shirt tucked into back dress pants, his usual black hair over his forehead.
He stood hands in pockets and the new smile your starting to become attached too.
“You have a change of clothes right” you laughed
“No I wanted to swim in this” he remarked sarcastically, you laughed at his comment, it felt nice to joke about small things.
“You look really nice, by the way”
He pulled out his keys as you walked out of the lobby doors.
“When do I not look nice” you didn’t really mean to let that slip out but he just gave a chuckle and agreed.
When you had gotten to his car, you weren’t surprised to see it was the cleanest car you’ve ever seen with a shiny finish to it, he beeped the lock button and got it, you made sure to be extra careful opening the passenger side side and sitting down, the car smelt brand new, and it probably was.
“Shall we go” Yeonjun started the car and began to drive, you watched him start the car and the both of you carried on casual conversation for the rest of the drive and you noticed he took the wrong turn off to the water park.
“Oh the turn off was back there” you told him, pointing back to the previous sign.
“I know” he kept his eyes on the front of the road and cried on
“I knew it! I knew this was too good to be true”
You acted scared and pretended to grab for the door, Yeonjun got frightened and reached for your arm
“N-no we’re still going, I just thought we could go to the arcade first, it would be fun”
You didn’t really hear what he said as you only paid attention to his hand wrapped around your upper arm, he noticed and took his hand off giving a small apology.
You brushed it off and looked at him.
“Yeah well I don’t know if that’s a good idea, your probably going to lose at everything”
He let out a very confident laugh mockingly,
“I’ll have you know I never lose” Yeonjun raised and eyebrow with his words. You could not help but scoff at his cockiness.
“We’ll see about that”
“You’ve lost every single game to me so far”
Yeonjun looked at you with pity but not enough pity to let you win a game.
“This is sooooo unfair, I didn’t know you were a arcade junky” folding your arms you gave a very upset look to him.
“Okay one more game and we should head off to the pools” Yeonjun paused for a Moment and leaned up against the game machine he had yet again just bet you at. “How about we make a deal, if you win you get a wish and if I win I’ll get a wish”
The smug grin he had on his face made you absolutely want to wipe it off with a victory.
“Okay I’ll accept, on one condition” you held a finger up to his face “I pick the game we play”
“Accepted” he folded his arms and asked what game it is you are going to choose
His eyes followed your finger from his face to Ponting over at the basketball machine game, you saw him grin even more at the game and that only made you thought he’s probably secretly an NBA player, making you slightly regret your decision.
You made your way over to the basketball machine and set up the game to two players, you could feel yourself breaking a sweat waiting for the game countdown to begin.
As soon as the games timer hit zero you picked up the first ball only for it to miss and you heard Yeonjun laugh as his went in, you started to just start chuckling them randomly and fast instead of precision due to the fact your precision was not the best. ￼
Your score surprisingly was behind Yeonjuns by 2 at half time and it only made your adrenaline kick in as you started to throw the balls faster. You didn’t even pay attention to Yeonjun as he seemed to be just as into the game as you were.
The countdown was up to 5 seconds and you threw the last balls you could into the hoop as best you could, trying to take up all the time with tries.
The seconds ran out and the buzzer went, you were already upset knowing you wouldn’t have gotten as many as mr lebron James on your side.
The score board lit up with a large green “WINNER” and you didn’t even register until you heard Yeonjun say nothing.
You looked up to see it was your score board lettered with the large writing.
You jumped up and down at the excitement, “yay! I won”, you grabbed Yeonjun by the shoulders and repeated over and over how you won a match against him
He stood there with a sigh and congratulated you on your win.
“Yeah, yeah one game out of twenty”
“Doesn’t matter, I won the most important one!”
“Okay, we should go have a look at the prizes and we’ll head off to the park”
You agreed with Yeonjun and the two of you went over to the prizes, the first thing that caught your eye was a pair of a blue and pink matching plushies.
Yeonjun seemed to have noticed you saw them and asked the store clerk to grab them down.
“Choi, those are 1000 tickets, I’m sure we could get them if we play more games but we need to go to the water park”
Yeonjun only smiled and you saw that he slid a few notes over to the clerk. You grabbed the two plushies from the worker and gave you the pink one.
“There we go. Matching” he smiled and smooched his blue one up to yours, you giggled at the sight.
“I don’t know if I can go down that” you stood at the bottom of the water slide reaching almost to what seemed the the clouds.
The name in itself frighten you ‘The striking cobra twirl’, “come on you can do it, we can even go down on the same blow up”
You could only think about it for a second before he pulled you to put your stuff in the lockers.
“I’ll go get changed and I’ll meet you out there soon” you watched as he walked into the men’s changing rooms and you went into the woman’s
You only had to change quickly so you back out side waiting on the seats for him in no time, you waited and went onto your phone to see few messages from Yumi
Yumi: how’s it going y/n??
Yumi: have you guys made out yet
Yumi: your taking so long to reply, you must be having a good time.
Y/n: oh stop it, that will not be happening
Y/n: I told you I’d be gone for awhile!
You were waiting for a reply but heard someone next to you
You looked up to see Yeonjun in a loose white tank top showcasing his shoulders and muscly arms as well as giving side veiws of his ribs, a lot of skin and it made your stomach feel butterflies, you didn’t even want to think about the short board shorts he wore giving a lot of attention to his thighs.
You quickly snapped out of it and looked up his face that had a knowing look across it, you almost wanted to hit yourself for staring but you tried to cover it up with bringing attention to going on The striking cobra twirl slide.
He immediately agreed and you too went up to stand in the line of the slide.
You were hoping the line would take a while but it seemed to have be moving fast.
By the time it was already your turn and you had to sit in the front spot of the blow up while Yeonjun sat leaned back with legs by your sides behind you.
“Ok keep all legs, arms in” the lifeguard holding you two said.
You let out a squeal but the life guard already got to one and sent the two of you hurling down the slide
You let out a very loud scream as the walls incasing you both went past at extreme speed, your screams were almost blocked out by Yeonjuns laughing at you.
You tapped on your shoulder and said it was okay and you tried to find the fun in it all and when when you hit the first turn you gripped onto Yeonjuns legs and laughed with him.
The ride was almost over and you held your arms up while you went past the camera that takes photos. The lifeguard waiting at the bottom pulled your floaty in and you both thanked him and stood up
“That was super fun!” You jumped up and grinned, you couldn’t believe you actually enjoyed that, you heard Yeonjun reply with a small ‘cute’ but quickly speak louder,
“Should we go have a look at the photos”
You forgot about the recent comment and agreed, you went off to the photo stall by the waterslide and looked out for your photo across the many others,
You smiled when you saw yours, you had your arms up and a big smile on while The black haired boy behind you had his arms gripped onto the side handles with a warm smile.
Yeonjun agreed that is was a good photo and you went to ask to buy the photo in a pair.
You had them printed off and put into a plastic case.
“These are really cute” you said looking at the photo in hand, you took Yeonjuns from him and told him to wait by the pool while you put them in your locker. You walked over admiring the photo in hand, you had to remember to show Yumi after.
You placed them down and as you walked back, you felt a wave of evil rush over you, You saw him standing by the pool side and took action before thinking, you ran up and pushed him into the water.
He tried to catch himself and let out a grunt at the force, he was sent into the water with a splash.
You watched as he came out of the water with a angry stare and hair in his face, you did feel a little bad and decided to reach a hand down to pull him up and as soon as his hand met yours, he pulled you in just as hard.
You could deny you didn’t expect that to happen, but you still let it happen.
You came up from the water and splashed him in the face only for him to splash you harder, which them turned into a splash zone war, you hoped no one in the water around the two of you were effected, but you were so immersed you didn’t even notice.
You decided enough was enough and went under the water to swim to him and pull his leg up off the ground, he fell under with you and started tugging on his leg, the both of you only came up to the surface to laugh and suck in a big breath of air.
He had managed to get his leg out of your grasp and held you by the waist, you were giggling and trying to struggle out of his grasp when you noticed the position you were in together.
His arms around you tightly and your bodies pressed tightly together, you looked up to him already staring down at your eyes and it’s almost like the other people’s screams and talk went silent as he began to close his eyes and lean it. You took the opportunity to drop down under his grasp and grab his leg once again throwing him off balance under the water.
He came up once again to your fit of laughter, you felt your stomach start to get sore from the laughter.
“Oh that is it” he lunged forward to you and you both carried on until you surrendered.
You continued at the water park until it got a bit later and you decided to get changed into dry clothes and drive back to the resort.
￼￼￼”I really enjoyed today, thank you” you stared at the pink plush in hand and waited for the boy in the drivers seat to speak.
“Same, thank for coming with me, I hope you’ve accepted my apology”
“I accepted the apology yesterday silly”
You watched as he fiddled with his hands and you played with the pink toy in front of you.
You both went silent after trying to speak at the same time and looked at each-other only to laugh directly after.
“you go”, he said but you insisted he did.
He thought for a second before continuing,
“I just hope we could maybe do this again, I really liked hanging out with you, and I know I was horrible, but I guess that was just my way of getting your attention because I’m not the best at talking to people” his speech started to speed up and you saw his ears start to turn red, “I’m sorry I was so bad and made your days harder, I just really like you, and I think I really really like-“
You cut him off with a kiss on the lips, you felt him go completely still but once you reached up to his neck he seemed to have snap out of it and return the kiss as well.
You had only meant for it to be a small kiss to get him to stop rambling but once you felt his lips on yours you couldn’t help but any more, you sat up a bit further to get closer to him and you felt his hands each up to your cheeks, caressing ￼them softy.
The kiss started to get a bit sloppier and you helped when he bit down on your bottom lip making you jolt, he ushered you by the hips to climb over the middle console and you quickly worked your way over to his lap not taking your lips off his.
You straddled his thighs and started running your hands up and down his neck, you let his tongue into your mouth and felt his hands start rubbing your waist.
In all honesty the kiss was somewhat innocent until you sat fully on his lap and decided to grind down on his fully clothed dick.
He let out a groan and kissed you harder than before, you opened your eyes to watch his shut with his eyebrows crossed in a knot.
You began grinding down on him a bit faster and felt yourself getting uncomfortably sticker on your underwear, you could also feel his erection growing under you, you let out a moan at the friction but Yeonjun quickly stopped you by holding your hips in place.
He looked at you seriously “are you sure you want to do this y/n?”
He was still holding your hips in place and you nodded, “pleaseee Yeonjun” you whines at the loss of friction and pleaded for him to let you carry on.
He only stared at you in shock with wide eyes.
“What?” You questioned him
“You’ve never called me Yeonjun before”
You didn’t even realise that you hadn’t called him Yeonjun before as you usually stuck to the name Choi for him and you didn’t know he’d even remember such a thing.
“Well I could probably moan it too if you let me continue” you reached for the collar of his shirt and played with it as he contemplated what to do next.
He reached for the door handle of the drivers side door and asked you to get out first and he followed, you were a bit confused as he tried to grab his keys but kept dropping them.
“H-how about we go to my room?” He finally got the keys and locked the car before looking at you to see you frantically agreeing with him.
He pulled you with him up the lobby elevator and you tried your best to hide from other co workers you know.
You saw him rocking on his feet in the elevator and you watched as sweat beads dripped down his neck as he tried to fan himself off.
“Yeonjun are you okay?” You were quite concerned as he’s been this way ever since you got out of the car.
“Yes I’m fine” as soon as the doors opened to his floor you followed him down the hall to the largest door there was, you didn’t even have time to appreciate probably the nicest room in the facility as he pulled you in and slammed the door.
He threw his lips onto ours and gripped your waist, the kiss this time was a lot messier than before, it pretty much was such mouth to mouth as he struggled to pull your shirt up.
He pulled away from your lips and pulled your shirt over your head stumbling into his room for the bed.
“You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do this”
he groaned as he began kissing at your neck, this all seemed so surreal and you were a-bit taken back from what was happening.
You fell back onto his bed and he climbed on top of you as he began taking your bra off, your clasp cane apart with a pop and as soon as it was completely off he began sucking on your nipple and sucking around it, you let out a loud moan from the feeling,
“Th-this isn’t fair”, he stopped what he was doing and looked up at you through his shiny, dark hair covering just the top of his eyes.
You reached for his shirt and lifted it up over his head, you already knew his arms were muscly but his pecks and abs were just as prominent and you gab tracing your hands down his chest as he went back to kissing around yours.
“Uh Yeonjun please”
He carried on with his current mission but removed his mouth from your chest to talk,
“Please what, baby?”
“Please touch me” he happily complied and pulled your shorts off along with his.
He came up to your lips to kiss you once again and you let him take control with his tongue, you ￼suppressed a moan in the kiss as he ran a finger up your clothed centre.
He began rubbing faster over your underwear and you already knew they would be soaked, he pushed them to the side and let two of his fingers slide into your pussy.
“A-ah” he began to pump his fingers in a slower pace until he added another making you yell his name out.
“Your so hot baby” Yeonjun moved from your lips to you neck and he sucked on one place.
He gave more attention to your clit and started to rub it aswell as pumping his fingers in and out.
“Ah Yeonjun I’m really close”
He continued going faster with his fingers and just when he felt your walls tighten he pulled his fingers out.
“Ah you asshole” you slapped his chest and pouted at him.
He only smirked at you and brought his fingers up “you want the cock don’t you?” You did nod at his question and told you to suck on his fingers.
You sucked on them and he groaned at the sight, he quickly discarded your underwear leaving your pussy bare and puffy.
He pulled off his own pants and underwear and you stared at his cock spring free, it looked awfully hard and the tip looked eager and red, pre cum intriguing at the tip.
He reached over to the nightstand and got out a Condom ripping the packet with his teeth, you stopped him and told him you were on the pill.
“Are you sure, I don’t mind wearing one”
“Oh Yeonjun, just hurry up”
He threw the packet away and spread your thighs out to sit in between them.
He grabbed his length in hand and lined himself up with your entrance, he ran his tip up your slit a few times coating it in juices.
You let out a groan feeling him slide inside you, his length stretched out your walls and felt hot, you waited for the sting to calm down before telling him to move,
He was already moaning as he pushed himself in but after a couple slow pumps he started moaning really loudly, “your s-so tight” he began to pick up his speed and start sucking around your collarbone.
You raked your hands up his back loving the feeling, when he started hitting a familiar spot you let out a loud moan of his name and he started hitting it harder. “Who makes you feel this good babe” you were so caught up in the feeling you didn’t even realise he was speaking sense.
You felt a tight grip on your scalp and you looked into Yeonjuns eyes, “I asked a question”
You gulped and told him he did, you didn’t know he could be rough and you only hoped you’d get to do this again anyway.
He continued his pace with constant swear words falling from his mouth and small murmurs of your name.
“Yeonjun I’m getting really close please”
With that said Yeonjun picked up your thigh putting it over his shoulder allowing a new angle to be hit, and he bucked in with force,
You felt your eyes stinging with tears as he continued and you could feel your walls tighten, he must’ve too as he put a thumb on your clit and started pressing down hard.
This immediately sent you over the edge as you came hard, he carried in bucking his hips into your a few times hardly until you felt him cum as well.
He fell on top of your body and you let out a ‘hmmp’ as he did,
You tried to push him off of you by the chest, “Yeonjun I can’t breathe”
He just tightened his grip around you and replied “good” as he did so.
“I knew you were just trying to kill me after all”
He laughed at your accusation and slowly got up pulling his member out as well, you did whine at the empty feeling but he just laid down next to you and held you, taking up the feeling.
You laid there for a while enjoying his warmth until you spoke up
“Was that a date today?” You said looking over to him.
He opened his eyes at the question, but you spoke again before he could have
“Because I hope it was”
He only smiled and pulled you in tighter making you Yelp in surprise.
“It totally was” is all he replied, before shutting his eyes again but he opened them once again to your voice.
“You know I’m probably going to have to get another job now”
You stated, if this was going where you thought it was going you probably would not be able to keep working underneath Yeonjuns parents.
“What do you mean, my mum knew I liked you way before”
He hummed in response, “she knew awhile ago”
“You liked me while ago?”
You smirked at his sudden confession and he groaned and stated you could talk about it in the morning when you both weren’t tired, he said he just wanted to cuddle.
You complied and let yourself close your eyes and get comfortable with your head on his shoulder.
The sudden ring of a phone made you shoot up and Yeonjun reached to the floor to pick up your phone.
He looked at the caller ID and passed the phone to you.
ahahah! Thank you so much of your read this, I’m actually meant to be study for exams tomorrow but what eva. This is kind of shitty as I’m not a writer but I was bored and I just hope someone enjoys! Honestly as I was writing the smut ( I’m sorry 😞😞) my mum started playing Cat and Dog over the house speakers and I felt sad and mad…… anyways have a good day/morning/night lovlies!!! Xxxxx
Switch! Yeonjun x switch! reader; pillow humping
Mellow speaks: This one was so much fun like I can't even explain! Like the idea of subbing Yeonjun was just so amazing to write, and I hope you guys enjoy reading it! PS. The scenario is based on this GIF, just like the anon had requested.
Smiling to yourself, you step inside the dorm, eyes scanning the room for your boyfriend. It had been days since you had had alone time with him, what with his promotions and your own busy schedule. So when you finally had a day off, you wasted no time in deciding to pay him a surprise visit, ready to make up for lost time. Luckily for you, Yeonjun was supposed to be the only one home, the others having gone out to hit the city.
Standing in the middle of the living room, you crane your neck to try and see if he was in the kitchen, before starting on your way towards his room, walking on your tiptoes to not make any sound. As soon as you reach your hand out to turn the door knob, however, the soft smile on your face morphs into a frown, ears perking up at the sound of a muffled moan coming from behind the door. Gulping, you twist the knob, a gasp escaping your lips as you take in the sight before you.
There he is on the bed, wearing nothing but a pair of boxers as he grinds against a pillow, soft moans making their way through his plump lips every now and then......moans of your name. Not wanting him to stop, you decide to stay silent for the time being, knowing you wouldn't last long either as you feel wetness pooling between your thighs at the mere sight of him in such a vulnerable position. Normally, Yeonjun is the one in control, pinning you to the bed (or the floor or the wall) as he chokes you, ramming his dick into you and making you see stars. But seeing him like this, desperate to feel your touch after having been away from you, you can't help the smirk that makes its way to your face, an evil idea brewing in your head.
You are snapped out of your thoughts when you hear your boyfriend let out a particularly loud groan, the sight of his hardness practically screaming through the fabric of his boxers as he rubs against the pillow making another, louder gasp escape your lips. It catches Yeonjun's attention, causing him to turn towards you, his eyes wide like a deer caught in headlights. Seeing the smirk on your face, he tries to put distance between himself and the pillow, stuttering out a "B-baby? W-why didn't you tell m-me you were c-coming?" as you saunter over to him, a newfound sense of confidence and satisfaction settling on you at the thought of having made him flustered.
"Don't stop, babe," you say, placing your hand over his that rests on the pillow, eyeing him mischievously. When he tilts his head, feigning innocence, you take the chance to move your hand over to his clothed member, palming him through the fabric and making him throw his head back, his expression a mixture of surprise and pleasure. "Seems like someone missed me a lot, hmm?," you ask, sitting down on the bed, only to push him gently, making him fall back on the mattress. "Yep. So fucking much," he pouts, tugging on your arms as you climb atop him, catching his lips in a kiss that's equal parts soft and rough, full of love and lust.
Throwing your legs on either sides of his torso, you run your tongue along his bottom lip, making him stick his own tongue out and wrestling you for dominance, as his hands make their way up and down your body, before coming to rest at your butt, squeezing it. Pulling away, you whisper against his lips, saying, "Let me take care of you today," before leaving a kiss on his jaw, making your way down his neck. It doesn't take you long to find his sweet spot, sucking on it as you begin grinding your hips against his, your jeans rubbing against his member. His hands come in contact with your T-shirt, tugging on it as a sign for you to take it off. You comply, exposing your braless chest re-attaching your lips to his as he hands go back running up your bare skin, leaving goosebumps in their wake as moans of your name slip out his mouth like a chant.
After what feels like eternity, you finally pull away from him, getting on your knees before hooking your fingers in the waistband of his boxers and pulling them down, exposing his rock-hard dick that's already shining with precum. Not wanting to waste a moment, you quickly wrap your lips around him, lowering your head over his length as your hands move to massage his balls. Swirling your tongue around his girth, you begin bobbing your head up and down, building up the pace slowly and pushing him closer to his edge. His hands find themselves in your hair, tugging on and guiding them as you continue to move your lips over his length, soft sound escaping your mouth every now and then, sending him into overdrive. Soon enough, you have him releasing into your mouth, the stimulation from before having already made him weak in the knees.
Lapping up his seed, you finally let his length out of your mouth with a "pop," a satisfied smile settling over your face as you raise yourself up, licking your lips while unbuttoning your jeans. Getting off the bed, you walk over to the nightstand, taking a condom out of the drawer and tearing it open with your done. Rolling the sheath over Yeonjun's cock, you don't waste a second in pulling the fabric down your legs along with your panties, before lowering yourself down on him. A hiss escapes your lips at the contact, the feelings of him filling you up making you throw your head back in pleasure. After a minute, you begin rolling your hips against his, catching his lips in another kiss as you let out a moan. Yeonjun follows suit, the taste of him on your lips sending a ripple through him.
His hands grip your butt, squeezing your butt cheeks in an attempt to get you to move faster. Smirking against his lips, you say, "Someone's a little to eager, huh?," eliciting a groan from him as he bucks his hips, desperate for more. You finally comply, speeding up the pace as you continue to bounce on him, the room filling with the sound of skin slapping against skin, coupled with the filthy noises from the both of you. Within a matter of minutes, you feel a knot growing in your stomach, as you inch towards your release. Yeonjun must have been feeling the same, as not long after, he feels his eyes close as the his second orgasm washes over him, causing his body to convulse under you as he releases into the condom. The vibration finally stimulates you enough to throw you over the edge, your own high hitting you like a truck and making you fall limp over his torso as it washes over you.
Riding out your climax, you decide to remain on top of him a little longer, just basking in his presence as he wraps his arms around your form. Placing a gentle kiss on your forehead, he whispers, "I love you baby," a smile taking over his face as sleeps threatens to possess him.
I keep on making random TXT wallpapers ft. Odi.... And it's like always the same 2-3 pics of him LMAO ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
But hey here's one of Kai and Odi being precious
I'M DEVASTATED ༼;´༎ຶ ༎ຶ༽
types of lip glosses they like on you!
— ot5 x gn!reader
warnings: purely fluff + mentions of kissing!
coco's ♡ note: this has been sitting in my drafts for almost 3-4 months now and just last night I decided to take it upon myself to finish it at 2am when I randomly got a splurge of inspo and motivation to write! so I hope you enjoy <3
He likes lip glosses tinted with more daring colors. Maybe a red or even a nice purple one. While he'd prefer to not kiss you with it on he also tends to favor ones that have a balance of shine and stickiness. I think he'd also like ones with sparkles, probably even uses them himself when he wants a nice finish with his tint, that's why tinted are a bonus! He thinks of them as a 2-in-1 deal.
He hates lip gloss but if you insist then he'll like the ones that have a minty finish. He hates stickiness so definitely buys you oils instead. Prefers without sparkles added in, just a good plain clear and full of shine will do! I would avoid tinted around him though because baby is a little pale so if you kiss him with it on...it might be visible and a scandal could follow! He probably says he doesn't mind but let's be honest he's very into safety and would prefer not putting yours at risk so stick to something thats easily hidden or easy to clean up!
Honestly, this man would complain SO much about how he absolutely hates your lip glosses because "they're sticky y/n" and "they get all over me when I try to kiss you" but he's the main one buying you them. Like seriously the boy comes back to the dorms with a bag full of new glosses for you to try almost every week. He even offers up the old "guess the flavor" game, thus revealing his ever so obvious true motive. Still, he claims he hates them and that he's only playing to help YOU! Not HIM! YOU!
He literally does not care what you wear because by the end of the night it'll be gone, BUT if he had to choose, he adores the pretty compact ones that give you just the right amount of sparkle and shine. He also likes the ones with a doe foot applicator because according to him those are the quickest ones to apply and this man is always on a schedule, not that he minds letting you take your time though! He does prefer you without gloss though since it's less of a mess!
He adores all your lipglosses really, from glosses that are extra sticky to the ones that are oily and give the perfect mix to blend a pretty lip! He especially likes the ones that have a flavor to them though, he just likes that after he gives you some nice smooches, he's able to taste the nice fruity or soothing flavors. His favorite would probably be like coconut bliss or something with an odd name but he doesn't mind too much. He is also one of the boys who doesn't complain when you wear them and even offers to get you more!
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coco's ♡ note: hello remember I love you and to go drink some water! muah <3
❝𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝.❞
How TXT friendzoned you.
𖥻 Genre: 4 cups of angst, best friend!au, unrequited love
𖥻 Warnings: None
𖥻 Song: If It Is You (Rosé)
(Please know I finally opened requests! So if you’d like, I’d love to write you a ship, reaction, imagine/scenario, or just even thoughts about txt!)
» At first, you thought that Yeonjun reciprocated your feelings
» With all those smooth, almost flirty remarks he made to you every time you saw each other... seriously, how could you not?
» That’s when you came to a decision once noticing your heart belonged to your best friend, Yeonjun
» After pining for so long and wishing he was yours, you decided that you would just tell him instead of hiding under the facade that the two of you were only close friends
» So with a pounding heart and flustered cheeks, you drove to Yeonjun’s house in search of the boy that made you complete
» Knocking on the front door, you were surprised when there was a loud groan in his house before said boy slowly opened the door... with only a towel wrapped around his torso
» You looked away immediately before he could speak, “Jjunie, I-”
» “Who’s that girl?” A sultry voice purred, interrupting you from inside the house, “when are you going to be back? Jun, I need you.”
» Your eyes widened and you swore you heard your heart crack from inside, eyes glistening with tears that you tried to force away
» “I’m sorry,” he smirked, not taking notice to the hurt in your face, “I’m a little busy now. I’ll call you later, yeah?”
» And there he just slammed the door shut once you murmured an almost audible okay, fists clenching tightly at how much heartbreak tore at your chest
» You just stood on his front door step, tears spilling hopelessly onto the white porch when you realized that you would only be a friend to him your entire life.
» You were irrevocably in love with Soobin, your childhood friend beginning from the time you first met him... which meant that you were there for his heartbreaks as well
» His significant others came and went, and each time you hoped that he would be able to see you instead of other people
» But he proved you wrong every single time when he introduced you to yet another person, hoping the two of you would get along since after all, you both were the most important people of his life
» You hated how much you were still very much hopeful that he would look at you instead of the other way, so with a brave face you called him over once you were finished studying
» Of course your friendship with him was incredibly precious and you hoped that he would be by your side forever, but the love overflowing in your heart was unbearable- something you couldn’t take because all you saw was him every time you closed your eyes
» Soobin assumed that it was another movie night but you were blankly sitting on the couch, staring into space as if something was occupying your mind
» “Is there something wrong, Y/N? I thought that-”
» “Soobin, I’m in love with you! I can’t hold it back anymore, but I love you... so so so much that it even hurts... I don’t mean to wreck what we have now, but I just couldn’t take it any longer,” you blurted out without any hesitation, watching his face for any sign of reaction
» He was paralyzed in his spot, eyes gentle with sadness as he said, “I-I’m so sorry, Y/N...” He paused before his soft voice whispered, “but you’re my best friend, and I can’t think of you as anything different...”
» You immediately forced a smile onto your face when you heard that, hoping that he wouldn’t possibly be able to see how much it stung even if you were an open book
» Soon after Soobin left because of the awkwardness, causing you to sob endlessly into your pillows. You’ve always helped him whenever he became depressed from his breakups, and now he himself was the cause of your heartbreak.
» Alcohol affected people in many, many ways
» And with you accidentally confessing everything to everyone- even if it was embarrassing- you chose not to drink at a social situation ever again
» But when you came to a party with your best friend, Beomgyu, who stupidly gave you a drink once he saw how scared you were, you just couldn’t say no
» That decision led to one of the worst moments in your life.
» In fact, you weren’t even thinking of confessing your feelings to Beomgyu in the first place
» Were the feelings themselves little? ... clearly not, but you did your best to hide them in fear that you would destroy your friendship with him
» The night went like this: with you drinking too much and throwing up in one of the rooms, causing Beomgyu to take care of you like the good friend he was
» Bringing you outside to the side of the house, he patted your back as your stomach took multiple twists and turns, creating butterflies in your stomach that you mistook to be the cause of Beomgyu who continually kept asking you if you were okay
» You just smiled at the boy of your dreams who was trying to take care of you, murmuring almost incomprehensible words of ‘I love you more than a friend’ that he couldn’t understand at first
» “N-no,” the grin on his face faded once he realized what you said, “you’re lying... Y/N, you can’t possibly have feelings for me! We’re best friends!”
» Hearing that you instantly pushed him away clumsily, getting up on your feet to run away before he could see your tears
» ... well, you aren’t sure now- you haven’t talked to him in a while ever since that night and now that he’s got a significant other
» In all your life, there wasn’t anyone else you had ever looked at except Taehyun
» He was literally perfect... it didn’t take too long for you to fall for him with the two of you being in your first year of college
» He picked you up whenever you were sad, he was there for you and loved you like a best friend- something that you did up until a few weeks after meeting him
» It was as if the stars brought you together even if your personalities were vastly different, and you held onto that hope no matter how many times he called you his close friend
» One day he called you over to a cafe and you dolled yourself up, hoping that he would find you attractive- only to find someone he was extremely affectionate with right in front of your seat.
» “Y/N, this is my significant other!” He pointed at the person beside him, who waved with friendliness towards you
» In in instant, you felt the world crash upon your shoulders and you gasped something out once the two of you were finally alone, “Tyun, can we talk?”
» “What’s up?” He said with worry, leaning closer to you when your voice was nothing but a whisper
» “I-I... I love you. I just had to tell you, and I’m sorry if I ruined this friendship but I needed to tell you!”
» With a sad expression he explained everything to you as gently as he could so as to not hurt you. However in the heat of the moment you ran out of that cafe, unable to pick up his calls in fear that you would break yourself even more
» Does he ever realize how much you still think of him? Even if the two of you separated a month ago?
» Kai was the best person you could ever ask for, as someone who would forever stay by your side
» He was the best friend you could ever have, so why did you ever gain butterflies for him and him only?
» You saw something more every single time you hung out with him- in those eyes that sparkled whenever he saw you and that contagious smile you never got tired of
» Shamelessly you did your best to show him that he was something more... perhaps through prolonged stares, subtle compliments, and laughing at his jokes even if they were too cheesy to be funny
» And normally you had friend dates right? Friend dates...
» So this time you both chose to spice up your closets with a few new clothes!
» Whilst you were shopping for some clothes together, Kai brought you along to one of his favorite stores for a few opinions
» Everything was going swell until...
» “You’re so cute, Kai,” the words accidentally slipped out of your mouth when you saw him come out of the dressing room
» Picking up on all of your signs (one thing that he was incredibly suspicious of before), he shook his head with confusion
» “We’re just friends, right Y/N?” The boy smiled awkwardly when he saw your face fall apart, “Just friends...”
» “Yeah,” you admitted, looking away from him so that your tears wouldn’t be able to be seen, “just friends even though I’m completely in love with you.”
Released: October 24, 2021. (12:55pm)
Thoughts: Wow. Getting friendzoned is absolutely horrible, omg... I mean I never have since yk keah big scaredy cat to confess her feelings in the first place but like... geez.... that’d make me feel terrible... STOP IM EDITING THIS A MONTH LATER AND I REALIZED THAT I JUST DID STOP 😭😭🙏💔
Taglist: @chaoticdreaminisode , @dj-fart , @atinyyylove
🐿: I think I must be an idiot
🐿: I said it 4 times
🐻: Ah, *does the gesture* you said it at this part?
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❥ • can i go where you go? (can we always be this close?) (childhood friends, slowburn, non-linear narrative, mutual pining, taebin side-ship) ⤿This is how Yeonjun falls in love: in years that go by, in grains of sand that trickle down from an upside-down hourglass, slow yet certain, steady but sure. Like the rain— a drizzle at first, then a downpour, and then finally, the storm. This is how Yeonjun falls in love: in between wishes that aren't his to make, in a parting gift for an eighteenth birthday that stretches past the night, and all the years that dwindle in between.
❥ • do flightless birds dream of flying too? (fluff, humour, angst with happy ending, college au, fake dating, slow burn, taebin side-ship) ⤿Some background: First, Choi Yeonjun is a third-year Dance major, close friend, and the object of his affections for the past two years (Soobin would interject, love at first sight, with disgust, though Beomgyu disagrees). Second, this big fat crush he’s been harboring is preventing him from living his life to the fullest. College is supposed to be the time to explore, date and learn what you want in a relationship. He can’t do that when he’s only got eyes for one person. Third, given the first two points, he’s come to the answer that he just needs to get over Choi Yeonjun. The question is: how? The answer: Sometimes, the best way to get over someone is to actually just date them. Or, in Beomgyu's hopeless case, ask them to help you practice dating. No, Beomgyu will not explain how that works.
You can see the love in their eyes as they talk to MOA 🥺
Beomgyu laughing at Taehyun's unicorn hat 😂💕
synopsis: where's the worst place to see your ex boyfriend that you haven't seen since forever? on a funeral. in an event where someone is being buried, why- just why are there feelings creeping up from the grave?
when the scars of the past starts opening up, can the person who inflicted it mend it? or would they just inflict another type of pain that they would have to carry forever?
warnings are stated every chapter
fluffy and angsty yeonjun smau
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note: this is a new masterlist because the old one is not working anymore :((
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profiles i profiles ii
01: Farewell to our Mr. Melendez
02: Model Choi
04: That Must've Stinged
05: She Drunk???
07: Over Lunch
09: Found Wallet
10: Panda Bear
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Dear Sputnik: Magnifique
Magnifique (French.) (adj.): Beautiful
Genre: Angst, Fluff
AU: Band!au, Bassist!Yeonjun, Rich!Reader
Warnings: Smoking, implications of the reader being a spoiled brat, neglectful family
Summary: Y/n always got what she wanted, but when she meets Choi Yeonjun, no material could amount to the love he has for her.
Dear Sputnik Masterlist
Notes: Apologies in advance that this took way too long, I was out for my birthday and had writer’s block, along with exams. 3
“You’re joking right? I have to get those shoes for my birthday, please mom and dad. My birthday only comes once a year and I want it to be meaningful this time” Y/n pleaded. Her parents sighed, why did they raise Y/n to be so spoiled? “No Y/n, that’s enough already. You should be focusing on things like school, college. Don’t always depend so much on us” Y/n’s mother spat. Y/n was taken aback, her parents had never been so harsh on her, and she wasn’t used to it at all. She knew she was a brat, but she never crossed any boundaries.
“What?” Y/n stood still, nothing felt right in that very moment. That’s when it all started, her parents neglecting her needs, and it going on for almost six months. They started to ignore Y/n, leading her to focus on herself. She started to distract herself with studies and just her wellbeing in general. Y/n had completely shut the world out and kept her close friends around, all was normal really, until her best friend Soobin had introduced her to Choi Yeonjun, the bassist of his band.
Y/n then came home one night, completely tired and burnt out. “I’m home” Y/n called out tiredly. She knew her parents wouldn’t care so she trudged to her room listlessly. It was normal by now really, they’d been ignoring her for almost the whole year. Slipping into her bed, Y/n sighed and rested her eyes for a bit, she’d been working on a bunch of assignments all day. Then she heard a knock on her door. “Come in” Y/n called out, the door opened to reveal her maid, and the only person who’d been taking care of her, Lita.
“Ms. Y/n, dinner is ready” she peered into the room and saw Y/n sprawled across her bed, head buried in the pillows. Y/n peeked out and nodded, peeling the covers off her. “Thank you Lita, really” she smiled and followed the older woman to her dining room. Y/n planned to move out in a few months already, she felt like she served no purpose in her family home anymore. Then she recalled a conversation she had with Yeonjun earlier in the day. Speaking of Yeonjun, he was the only person keeping Y/n sane as of the moment.
“Move in with me, we can be in our own world forever Y/n. Once our potential will be discovered, we can finally show the world who we truly are together” Yeonjun held Y/n close. She smiled, she could’ve never expected the male to slither himself into her heart, not especially when they had a rough start. “Ok, I’ll move in with you” Y/n said softly, leaning into his embrace. The universe really had somehow sent him at the right time in her life. “By the way Yeonjun, what are we?” As far as Y/n could recall, her and Yeonjun had never really labeled each other ever since they first got together.
Yeonjun looked at Y/n with an unreadable look and kissed her. “We’re dating Y/n, I’m sorry for not establishing it beforehand, but you’re the love of my life and I couldn’t ask for anything more” he pulled away and smiled. Y/n’s heart then soared as she finally knew what they both were, and she couldn’t have been more happier than in that moment with him.
Y/n spaced out, Yeonjun was taking her to meet his family soon as well. “What are you thinking about Ms? Has there been anything on your mind?” Lita asked, and approached to clear the table. Y/n cleared her plate and nodded, ever since her parents had stopped aiding for her needs, she had only found comfort in Lita. “Lita, I have this really special person in my life now. His name is Yeonjun and he is a music major, I met him through Soobin, he’s the bassist of his band” Y/n thought about their first meeting, and though they had a rough start, it ended up blossoming into a beautiful relationship between them.
“Sounds absolutely lovely dear, does he treat you well?” Lita slipped into the seat beside Y/n and smiled, Y/n finally seemed happy after months of shutting everyone out. She hadn’t been well mentally, and Lita took it as a miracle for her. “He treats me full of love Lita, I wouldn’t know what to do without him really” Y/n replied. “He just makes me forget everything. I thought having all the material things in my life, but my connection with Yeonjun goes beyond that” she continued. By now, Lita had been listening more intently.
“He seems like a very unique character Y/n, tell me more about him if you don’t mind” Y/n hummed, there was so much she had to say about Yeonjun. From the way he makes sure she’s ok, to showing her that things can go beyond materialistic ideals. “Well, Yeonjun isn’t really someone who comes from a well off background, so he’s changed my ways of being spoiled. I learned a lot about life from him, and because of that, I worked hard and landed myself an internship in this huge fashion company” Y/n said happily. Lita noticed how Y/n was practically beaming and encouraged her to speak more about it.
“You’re a little bratty, where’d you get that attitude from?” Yeonjun clicked his tongue and rolled his eyes at her. Y/n had walked in, whining to Soobin about some order that wasn’t right, and although Soobin was used it by then, Yeonjun wasn’t because it was his first time ever meeting her. He found this spoiled brat very annoying. Y/n frowned at his remark and looked over towards a very distressed Soobin.
“Hyung, I swear it’s not what you think. Y/n got the wrong order but we were in a rush to come over, so she couldn’t get a refund, but she’s not that bad I promise. You just uh, caught her at the wrong time?” Soobin replied awkwardly, he just wanted to introduce Y/n to them because she was going through a lot, but the second Y/n had walked in, she had given Yeonjun the wrong impression immediately. “Hm, I guess. Spoiled little princess huh? Soobin, I get you come from a well off family, but what is this?” Soobin face palmed, this wasn’t going as planned whatsoever. Yeonjun gave Y/n a bitter smile.
The two may have gotten off on the wrong foot, but that changed as time went on. Y/n continued to visit them at practice, to kill time, and Yeonjun slowly ended up tolerating her since Y/n’s attitude had tamed down a bit. “Why were you so spoiled?” Yeonjun asked randomly. The two of them were alone for a bit because of the others running late that day. “My family thought giving material things was just a way to fill the void of their absence, but it only made me feel greedy really. You know how these rich kids function really” Y/n chuckled sadly, then scoffed at the thought.
She knew her parents never really loved her. “Now I just loathe my parents and the person I used to be. The neglect finally got to me as time went on” Y/n continued. The confession broke Yeonjun, who knew that under the twisted attitude Y/n used to have, was just a girl crying out from the pain she felt? He should’ve never judged her to begin with. “I’m so sorry Y/n” he whispered, but Y/n only stayed silent after she realized what she had said.
“You’re telling me you knew Y/n came from an abusive family and you didn’t try to do anything about it?” Yeonjun had decided to talk to Soobin about it after she had left, and it only led to him misunderstanding their friendship. “I did try hyung, but it only ended in me not being able to step foot in their house for months” Soobin sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose. Yeonjun bit the inside of his cheek, he wasn’t even the one being treated in such way, but it hurt him to even talk about it. Why did Y/n have to make it seem like it was nothing? It would only affect her mental health in the long run, not like it was already affected to begin with. “Well? What do you suggest we do hyung? I’ve done all that I could as her best friend” Soobin said, feeling very antsy.
“We should help her Soobin. Since she is old enough to do what she wants, we should show her what life is actually like outside of that bubble her parents trapped her in” Yeonjun murmured. Y/n needed someone to love her and show her the brighter things in life, she didn’t deserve everything that’s happened to her in the years of being alive. Nobody deserved that kind of treatment at all.
From then on, Yeonjun had made it his personal mission to make Y/n experience more than just material happiness. He showed her things she had never seen and went on adventures, like spray painting on a wall once, and it leading to a chase from the police. “Oh? You’ve had a change of heart I see?” Y/n panted, then she looked down and saw Yeonjun’s hand still gripping her wrist gently. Yeonjun hadn’t realized it, but the more time he spent with Y/n, he started to fall for the girl. “It’s nothing, listen Y/n, I know we just ran from the police, but I wanted to say that, I fell for you. Like really hard” Yeonjun was bold, he hated beating around the bush so his sudden confession did catch Y/n off guard in the moment.
“You do?— I— This is a lot to take in at the moment, but whatever I can say is that, I feel the same. You really showed me how to enjoy life Jjun, and taught me a lot. I can’t thank you enough for that” she then pulled Yeonjun by the collar and kissed him on the lips. Y/n and him were total opposites, wasn’t he turned off by how she acted at first? She couldn’t tell. “Before you question me, I started to fall for you once I saw who you truly were. The Y/n who was committed to change for the better, the Y/n who was down for anything as long as we would have fun. I’m glad I was here to see you grow from who you were before” Yeonjun cupped Y/n’s face in his hands and gave her another chaste kiss on the lips. That night had turned into a whole new chapter of their relationship together.
“Ms Y/n? Are you alright? You’ve been spaced out for quite awhile” Lita waved her hand in front of Y/n’s face gently, and she was immediately brought back to reality. “Sorry, as I was saying, he’s the oldest in the band and he actually wrote me a song once” Y/n gushed shyly. She had recalled one of their late night randevous, and he had gifted her a song a month into their relationship. “I wrote this when I first started feeling odd whenever we would spend time together, it’s called Balance Game but there’s an alternative title that Beomgyu suggested. It’s ‘What if I had been that Puma’” Yeonjun chuckled. He then picked up his bass and started strumming softly, looking Y/n in the eye as he sang the lyrics softly.
Y/n was blushing a deep red, but thankfully the lighting had hid her face. “Yeonjun you really didn’t have to” Y/n whined, but Yeonjun only pinched her cheek as he continued singing. Y/n meant the whole universe to him, and she was his first ever love, so not even the song alone could express how much he loved her. “I love you so, so much Y/n” Yeonjun whispered and gave Y/n another soft kiss on the lips. Time stood still between them, and they smiled into the kiss. It was all so perfect really.
“How adorable Ms Y/n. I hope Yeonjun continues to treat you well as he should be” Lita caressed Y/n’s hair, a gesture that she had gotten used to doing ever since Y/n was a young girl. “I’ll bring him over someday I promise” Y/n then stood up and walked to the dining room entrance, glancing back at Lita one last time. “Thank you Lita, really. I wouldn’t have put myself first if it weren’t for you” Lita only gave Y/n a soft nod of her head. As long as Y/n was happy, it was all that mattered.
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Waking up with him
Genre: fluff, slightly suggestive
Pairing: Choi Beomgyu x gn!reader
TW: none ig (except for the suggestive content?)
Word count: 330 words
Waking up to Beomgyu pressing soft kisses against your shoulder blade was one of the best feelings ever.
One of his hands snaked around your naked waist, as the other mindlessly played with your hair, massaging your scalp. A small smile played on your lips as you turned towards him, his sleepy eyes finding yours.
"Good morning, my love."
Your heart fluttered at the cute nickname letting out a small good morning as the said boy chuckled. Beomgyu leaned towards your lips, which you swiftly avoided, successfully earning you a dramatic gasp from Beomgyu.
"What was that about?" He whined, trying to capture your lips again, which you again successfully avoided.
"Morning breath gyu," You snorted watching his annoyed figure raise an eyebrow at you. It didn't last long though, his annoyance had now morphed into one of his infamous bratty smirks.
"I'm going to go freshen up-" You weren't even allowed to complete your sentence. Beomgyu had pulled you under him, his body encasing yours and pinning you against your bed.
"What made you think I'll let you go that easily, sunshine?" He rasped against your ears and now you were pretty sure you were the attractive shade of a fire engine.
Pressing butterfly kisses along your jaw, you involuntarily leaned into his touch, letting out a small gasp when his teeth found your skin.
Smirking against your skin, he deliberately dragged his kisses towards the corner of your lips. Now it was your turn to be annoyed. You knew he was doing this on purpose, he knew how weak you were for his kisses.
"Gyuu, just kiss me already,"you whined but Beomgyu just looked at you innocently, moving a strand of hair from your face.
"But morning breath, my love."
And with a final evil, evil laughter, he had hastily pressed a kiss against your temple before leaving you flabbergasted on the bed and yearning for more.
God, this brat is the reason your mornings were like this.
A/n- this was my first one-shot and idk how to end it so I hope you liked it dhsisbjs (also I don't write smut :v)
spots txt would . . kiss you!
PARING. member x reader
GENRE. fluff 🤨
WARNINGS + A/N. idk bro enha ver here???
🪀 ; yeonjun
— NECK KISSESSSS. it just seems like the most yeonjun thing, yk??
🪀 ; soobin
— forehead kisses. c'mon, its soobin 🙄🙄
🪀 ; beomgyu
— kisses on the very corner of your lips JUST TO TEASE YOU AHSHS <3
🪀 ; taehyun
— kisses on your hand but they trail to your wrists sometimes ☹☹
🪀 ; hueningkai
— butterfly kisses 💔 hes ning, dont be suprised HASHSJS but also maybe cheek kisses ACK
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