As I slowly fade away, the night will be at peace and tomorrow’s adventure will soon begin.
2The 1st year Lan Zhan starting to raise ah yuan
He has zero experience on how to raise a kid, and with physical & emotional pain of losing Wei Ying and also being in confinement, he became so frustrated, then have this crazy idea to put little ah yuan in rabbit’s colony after he saw 1. And so he did, he put little ah yuan on the ground and let him play amongst the rabbits, giggling in happiness despite everything that had been happening. He looked at his father with a wide smile on his face, Lan Zhan can’t help but smile, he’s sitting nearby with guqin on his lap, doing what became a routine since wwx’s death : inquiry.
He tried and he tried to communicate with weiying’s soul but found no trace of he’s whereabout, the genuine happy smile of Lan Zhan turned into a pained smile knowing he could not find weiying’s soul, in desperation he still talk, hoping weiying would hear it “Weiying … Where are you? I just want to tell you that i miss you and i don’t know how to raise ah yuan so i decided to just put him amongst the rabbits to play with. Can you see his wide smile? Weiying i …” Lan Zhan can no longer speak as the tears began to flow down his face.
As time passed by, Lan Zhan gradually accepting weiying’s passed and focusing on raising ah yuan
When his confinement was over while searching for weiying’s whereabout (bcoz he still has some doubts) when he returned to cloud recess he went straight to find his son and spent most of the time with him. Because in ah yuan he found weiying’s part that lives within the kid 😭, a bittersweet reminder of his love one.
55Just dropped a pan full of pasta onto the kitchen floor.
And now, I’ve been invited to dine with the misfortunes of my neighbours and ancestors.
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Roman: Thomas, I thought I was your hero
Thomas: you are
Roman:
Deceit:
that’s all. that’s all I wanted to share.
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5 years ago today, Cynthia Lennon died from cancer. She was 75 years old when she died. Rest In Peace, Cynthia….
7Title: Bonfire of the Blossoms
Author(s): SwordofRebecca
Date(s): 03/26/2020
Length: 3665
Genre: angst, tragedy, tearjerker, m/m
Fandom: Love Nikki/Shining Nikki
External Links: https://archiveofourown.org/works/233258710Disney’s Onward Spoiler
DO NOT READ IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE SPOILED!
I think the ending makes it more bittersweet to understand why Barley acts the way he does. Or at least, him talking about his last memory of his dad. He decided to never be afraid again after being too scared to tell his dying dad goodbye.
That might include not being afraid, AT ALL, of being himself and speaking his mind. That’s why he is so geeky and maybe even weird, but always proud of himself. Why he is so openly supportive of his brother and just so boastful about basically everything he loves. His main goal is to just make sure everyone knows how passionate he is.
He’s acting that way in case that if he doesn’t, something terrible will take away what he loved and he won’t have enough memories to smile back on it.
He’s not afraid of losing things so much as not making them memorable. I think that’s painful and heartbreaking to think about.
His final interaction made me tear up a little. When he didn’t even glance behind him even as the dragon was right above him because he wanted to see his dad so bad. Because he really, truly wanted to tell him goodbye. The pain and fear of talking to him, and the guilt of their last interaction before getting that last true farewell as the sun set seconds too fast behind him. He just loves his dad so much and has been hurting because of it after all those years. You also begin to find out Barley was likely a lot like his dad and tries to be the biggest version of him he can possibly be, perhaps taking it tok far sometimes, but fulfilling a lost role for Ian along the way.
Ugh I’m gettin’ all teary-eyed again. I’m close with my dad so yeah it gets me good.
44Concerning Rabbits by pomme (manta)
Author Summary: Years of silence have created gaps of conversation that are wider than Wangji has ever known, and isn’t sure how to fill. But while he’s quiet, the rabbits are even quieter, and he’s found it helps to talk to them.“We have a—” and Wangji doesn’t know how to finish. “We have a guest,” he decides. “You do not know him, but your grandparents did.”The black rabbit wrinkles its nose.Wangji reaches out to stroke its back. “I also do not like strangers. But you will like him.”
In which Lan Wangji navigates life, family, grief, friendship, and love through the years—with rabbits.
Relationship: Lan Wangji/Wei Wuxian, Lan Wangji & Lan Xichen, Lan Wangji & Jiang Cheng, Lan Wangji & Lan Qiren, Lan Wangji & Lan Sizhui, Lan Wangji & Wen Ning, Lan Wangji & Madam Lan, Lan Wangji & Lan Jingyi, Lan Wangji & Jin Ling
Main Cast: Lan Wangji, Lan Family, Wei Wuxian, Wen Ning, Jiang Cheng, Jin Ling
Author Tags: Rabbits, Minor canon divergence, Lan WangJi’s POV, basically the fic author’s “let wangji make friends” agenda, Introspection, Character Study
My thoughts: A richly woven tapestry expertly exploring Lan Wangji’s various relationship dynamics. This is the kind of fic that leaves you breathless; I definitely shed some tears. Lan Wangji lovers, this one is for you.
A favorite line (or two or a whole paragraph): He tastes of crisp air, of coming winters, of the promise of spending many more days ahead together.
Stories written in the ink of the earth, of crops that are guarded and protected, of hard years that have yielded little harvest in soils filled with corpses. Stories running across skin, of brands and scars and blood, and ghosts of touches that linger. Stories that are neither good nor bad in their overlying chronicle, but have transpired nonetheless—not to define those who experience them, but to become them.
…an enormous future hefted by that small frame, enriched and starved by those who are here and those who have left.
There’s nothing wrong, Wangji thinks, with catching his breath, even if it is a ceremony he can only hold with himself, within himself.4
Did you know that Nobuyo Oyama, the original Japanese voice actress for Doraemon from April 1979 to March 2005, always considered herself to be Doraemon’s real mother as a personal way to cope with the loss of her own children that she and husband Keisuke Sagawa almost had and to show how much of a positive impact he had on her life following a series of tragic events?
22Shout out to @michaelbjordan @brielarson @iamjamiefoxx and all the actors, directors, etc involved with @justmercyfilm it was a #phenomenal #gradeA #inspiring #tearjerker I gotta step my game up with my online streaming network Aconnectiontv.com (at Main Event)
https://www.instagram.com/p/B7P7h-dlRUd/?igshid=jukk3vyzlnm40Beautifully crafted storytelling and narrative for an Apple product ad 🚖 and I enjoyed the accompanying “Pro on Pro” behind the scenes featurette
1“Listen To the Rhythm Of The Falling Rain.”
I was a teenager in England, spent a lot of time walking with an umbrella on the streets of London while it often rained and rained.
#1963 #popsong #teenageangst #tearjerker #myhometown #nazerethpa #farfromhome #englishrain #englishgirls #englishgirlsdoitbest #ana_christy
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