i am jjjjjjust in this little spot of neurodivergence where i dont feel like i have it worse enough to have a proper label compared to everyone else but im just fucked up enough that sometimes i just cant fucking get myself to do anything i dont want to do. like sometimes its legitimately unbearable to have to do anything. but i dont have sensory issues and i only really mildly slip up in social situations so im actuall basically normal and i was a fool for ever thinking otherwise
NICO HAD A CRUSH ON PERCY AHHHH
i want heso staff to make a valentines day akuma riders set. like that may be the only thing that could ever be more on brand for me than angel killers.
i love that every monday me and @starlightbuckleys exclusively text in all caps love that for us <3 were so normal
nobody will love me even though i basically look like this, which just proves its 100% a Them problem lets just be honest
love cant heal me but it would be a good start. thing is ive been looking for love and safety since i was six and instead of finding it i got gaslight gayekeep girlbossed by all the trusted adults i could possibly find.
why thr fuck do ppl adopt rescue dogs and cats and see them as a wonderful opportunity for love and redemption and doing something good, but if theres a human out there who needs rescuing, its like, ehhhhhhhhhhhhh personal responsibility 🤷🏻 (i dont want to help other humans because it might be inconvinient)
ive only been trying to get saved from hell since i was six years old and never found an inkling of a desire in anyone who actually had the capability.... and all the ppl with the capability dont give a Fuck :-)
"trusted adults" is a joke "help and resources" is a joke. "therapy recovery and healing" is a joke. its all a joke. take it from me ive committed myself to all of them hardcore and boy howdy the joke goes so far and so deep you cant think straight. live laugh love happy holidays god bless america.
the urge for serious character studies vs the urge for more silly barely in character AU's. fight
want to try be vague for now,, but, first appointment (for trans things) tomorrow ,, please send good vibes ;w; !!! i am . nervous
Is this the content we will get from their Instagram’s accounts? If so, bring it on! 😂😂
CRYING AND PISSING AND SHITTING
Discord discovered something and now the question is does Aleksi has a new tattoo?
A possible Olli and Aleksi tattoo date this time?